She’s not who she use to be. She’s not even me. It’s like she’s like this being, this being I don’t even realize is me, but at the same time, I see that she’s all me.She’s the self that I’ve been afraid to be. For reasons that my monster makes me think are true and then I stop my self from doing the work to be more like her. But now I feel like I've come to this place that I can't stop myself, like I did before. Now I realize what t I was afraid of the most. And once you know you can't ignore it anymore. My fear was that one day, if I really wanted a way out of the pain, the struggle, then I was gonna have to be MySelf. Her. The one I've been dreaming about. That I would have to be...MySelf. SOCIAL MEDIA // @ArtistSarahLong artistsarahlong.com artistsarahlongstore.com  EMAIL // [email protected]