This is a follow up to the last episode about accepting unpleasant emotions. I’ll call it a “progress report.”

They’re there to help us grow.

I had a short panic attack when I started listening to Tha Carter III because of how it was eliciting my passion for rap back to the surface.

It had to be done.

My license is suspended at the most wrong time possible considering I was mentally depending on my car to help provide income. Now I have to choose whether or not to bend over and be fucked in the ass by the state of Texas.

The first guest to stay at my Airbnb was in the hospitality industry and helped me fine tune the guest experience of my place. My second guest (currently staying with me) has a degree in economics and wants to teach me some of what he knows to help me out with this journey.

It’s finally to the point where my brain has to be fully engaged in this process of finding a way outside of the system. This is one of the most exciting periods of my life. I’m looking forward to documenting the journey so that in 10 years from now you can see how it all unfolded.

Yesterday was the worst day of your life. I’m sorry to hear that. Genuinely, I am. But I come bearing good news... and I love you. We’re all in this together.

It’s easy to pick up little pebbles and throw them into your compartment of nothingness, but that’s where the danger lies. Before you know it, you’re being weighed down by a compartment full of pebbles.

The moment has everything. It’s only a matter of whether or not you’re willing to live in the moment to receive what it’s offering. Also, you don’t have to be personally attacked by the snake in order to learn how it operates. Lucky for you, many others have already been struck and documented it. Learn from their experience. Make it your own.