21:21 09.11.2025 ive been distracted a lot more. It’s fine. Keep having fun. Learning. Writing. Focusing on spirituality. I shared something really deep in this one.

00:19 09.11.2024 recording in bed. I have been very productive and still a part of me is doubting the path and journey. I have to remind myself I have something unique, intelligent and amazing to offer it so I will have to keep learning and offer it.

27.10.2024 called Lily from Ducs phone. Angel week at yoga school. Did handstand class yesterday. Vinyasa Yoga today. Fought with Ashraf yesterday. I need to call Agentur für Arbeit to see if I get the money. New moon soon. Im sending Lily a letter I hope and wish she comes back into my life again.

20:47 15.10.2024 mom is mad

23:57 13.10.2024 having fun in amman. Week in Dusseldorf was great. Dreamt mad shit this week.

21:27 06.10.2024 tomorrow is october 7th. Im almost in Dusseldorf. Spent the train ride writing poetry for Basics: Of Life and Being and also for my adhd ebook. I spoke to a lovely couple about everything under the sun. Lovely interaction.

18:54 04.10.2024 07.10 is one year ago in 3 days. I talk about my last jump for the licence. I did the packing course this morning. Im heading to the library.

14:40 27.09.2024 Took a walk after writing linkedin posts. No packing course today, was cancelled due to weather (shouldn’t have been) and one learns quickly how skydiving is really a weather dependant sport. Just like my soul. So! I might have to do the license next year. And I dont mind it. I have to do 12 jumps anyways every year to keep the license. 5 of them have to be instructor jumps. I can repeat the instructor jumps, do some more jumps, get the license and then I dont have to do all of this time consuming stuff now. First aid course was great fun.

17:22 24.09.2024