Top weight pregnant 5'3" and 213.
Started in OA in 1990. Lasted 5 years, stayed abstinent throguh second pregamancy. I got this... not - 7 rear relapse.
I gave up sugar before I came back - It was my heroin,
Came home from Paris after gaining 7 lbs in a week realizing I had a problem but didn't need a sponsor. Still wanted the diet.
I surrendered VERY slowly. I was just fat.
I have had one more slip. waas back quickly, had nowhre else to go.
I have a Higher Power whom I don't always listen to.
I have a daily ritual for my higher power, my program and my family.
Weighing and measureing works for me when I am at home. (Most of the time).
I don't hate myself anymore - or you.