Mind Games with Mslock3d

Right now.. I'm in a place where I'm feeling stuck. 

I have no passion or drive for the things that use to "LOVE" and now I feel lost. My life is about to change forever and yet I have no idea who I am anymore or what I even want to do with my life.. 

Life is definitely weird at the moment I hope to find my passion and love for something new or old.. Old me feels gone and idk how to find what I'm looking for.. I hope to find it soon.. 

Confused but positive about the future. I hope to see y'all soon. Be safe.

Hey y'all ! It's been a good as min since I been on here. Just spilling my heart out again the usual lol lowkey .. shii HIGHKEY been feeling not like myself all the way and am kind of going through my own lil revamping process where I want to put out more content that I love and that is for y'all but me being nun but real.. Overall I hope to find myself soon.. but I hope all y'all have a great thanksgiving and fr fr thanks for all your support! 

Being real asf for once ... twice? lol idk... But what's up y'all :) It's been a fukin LLLOOOOOONNNGGG ASS time since I been live or uploaded a video, podcast or ANYTHING.. BRUHH... I ain't been feeling like me lately but.. I'm trying to break free of this shii and be happier.. be a better version of me.. FOR ME..

Overall ima try harder.. but I'm going to do what I feel like is best for me for now on.. And if that means taking a social media break that's jus what it is tbh.. I fw y'all heavy but I also gotta look out for myself and my mental. I hope y'all doing well in life and are happy fr fr !! 

I'll see you soon!

YUUURRR what's good y'all!! 2020 got me in my FEELS lol but frfr I'm tryna understand wtf to do next in life and growing up gets harder and harder every month! TUFF !! Ik we can get through anything in this life that is thrown at us so keep ya head up frfr and PRAY ya'll! 

In this episode, I talk about how we should focus on finding that "thing" that brings us ultimate happiness.. or to try something new all together. Life is only getting harder as we grow up and I talk a lil bout that and what I'm currently going through. 

Most important is the shii that's going on around the world rn.. we need to stay aware and prepared but also keep our energy high and happy.. Easy said hard asf to do! 

Please have at least 2 weeks of food and water stocked up y'all it's important since we have these hurricanes and natural disasters happening plus .. 2020 smh.. I love y'all stay safe! 

YUURRRR !! What's up y'all I'm back spilling my brains out recording a podcast lol.. Yooooo today.. I'm talking about time.

Time is crazy... SOOOOOO much has happened over the last 8 MONTHS... BRUHHH IT'S BEEN 8 MONTHS OF 2020 and it feels like it's been more like 3. THAT'S TUFF !!! -_- smh.. 

I honestly hope you guy's have been doing well in life, Please keep your head up and deadass follow your passions .. It's time to live for you and to be risky .. START that business you want that youtube channel that relationship or that new job.. Move to abroad if that's what's in your heart but most importantly .. Please try to connect with GOD as a friend.. I'm not their as yet but I'm going to start trying everyday for now on. I want to start doing my body right as well, Less drinking and eating bad food moving towards a healthy me for hopefully a clear mind.. I just want to be the best version of me I can be.

The only person your battling is yourself.. Your in the ring.. and you better win.. You will win, keep a positive mindset ( easy af to say hard as to do ) and just know no matter how dark life may seem right now.. YOU ARE LIGHT and it will get better. 

EDIT ~ I wonder if I sound crazy to you guys lol it's cool tho.. someone needs to hear this .. Good Luck y'all !! 

 YUUURRRRRR !! I haven't made a podcast in SOOOOOO LONG !! In this episode I'm talking about the new world we're living in and how different everything might actually be.. Don't worry this whole episode isn't about the rona.. I'm also getting into how I'm really feeling in life and how I'm trying to change my habits into better ones and plan for my future the right way now. I've made a lot of mistakes but I'm trying to be a better person and actually make something out of this one life that I have. If your feeling lost in life just know your okay and you will get through this. You just can't give up you have no other choice but to keep your head up and accept the bad but just know that in life you will be up again.. Life is a fukin roller coaster of emotions, trial and tribulations but everything your going through is in the plan of God. I'm not that spiritual tbh but I'm trying to find my way back to God in a way that is less traditional and more talking to him like a friend ya know? Just try it b/c I definitely believe praying, Writing notes/journaling your thoughts, feelings and dream is meditating all go hand n hand. I'm about to go mediate rn so I hope you guys enjoy the podcast and maybe it opens your mind to think in a way you didn't think of before. Keep ya head up it WILL get better ! All Love ! I'll talk to ya in the next one !! <3

Overthinking... is literally exhausting....  

Today I talk about my experiece with learning how to mediate and also overthing 10000xxxx out of the day.

Damn.. Life is interesting lol Hope you enjoy hearing my thoughts.