lately, i feel like i'm sabotaging myself and i always feel guilty whenever i'd spend my money. because of this pandemic, i noticed that i've been going out a lot and i've been spending more money than i used to (but not that much these days). i want to talk to you guys about where i'm in now with my spendings and why i always feel guilty. i also want to feel better about this because i know that sometimes, it's okay to treat myself. ALSO, if you're going through the same, i want you to know that you're not alone.