A reflection on the small, steady lights that carry us through the dark nights of the soul.

Why your old ways of running life no longer work — and how to install the inner software that actually serves you

The standards your future self refuses to compromise on, and how to start living them today.

What happens when the mask finally slips and you’re left with nothing but the raw face of your truth.

A meditation on the split lives we live — and what it means to bring the halves back into wholeness.

rebecca mcneill is a researcher and writer exploring people-pleasing and perfectionism. in this episode, we switch it up — rebecca interviews me as part of her research process. what started as a research call became a rich conversation worth sharing, filled with insights on how people-pleasing shapes our lives.

together we explore:

• defining people-pleasing in a grounded way

• the hidden costs and subtle benefits of it

• how perfectionism weaves into everyday choices

• practices for moving toward authenticity and ease

listen if you’ve ever wondered where the line is between kindness, obligation, and self-abandonment.

get connected with rebecca: linktr.ee/RebeccasMindSoup

Pulling Back the Veil on Spirituality & Channeling

In this milestone 30th episode, I sit down with psychic medium and Akashic Records reader Maddi Mincey (@chronicallyclairvoyant) for a conversation that feels like opening a door into the unseen. Together we explore the mystical, the grounded, and the deeply human threads of spirituality—what it means to channel, to hold neutrality, and to remember the gifts we already carry.

This episode is a journey into the waters of the unseen, but always with our feet on the earth.

✧ Chapters & Themes

The Akashic Records Unveiled

What they are, how they’re accessed, and why they serve as a soul-level library of wisdom.

Gifts Coming Back Online

Remembering innate psychic gifts and the courage to trust them.

What Channeling Really Means

Demystifying the practice of channeling and recognizing the states that make it possible.

The Kryptonite of Channeling

The subtle forces and inner blocks that keep us from accessing our full capacity.

Neutrality: Carrying the Water Without Losing Ourselves

The art of being a clear vessel, without dissolving into what we carry for others.

Defining Monsoon Season

Why cycles of intensity and cleansing are necessary for transformation.

Pulling Back the Veil

De-glamorizing spirituality and bringing the unseen back into everyday life.

✧ Connect with Maddi

• Instagram
• TikTok
• Substack
• Website / Book A Reading

✧ Referenced in this Episode

• @thatglasgowwitch — battery metaphor
• Jack Kornfield’s A Path With Heart (1993)

✧ Support MONSOON SEASON

☆ Leave a review wherever you listen

☆ Share this episode on social media

☆ Send it to a friend who would love it

☆ Carry any wisdom from this convo into your own heart

Thank you for listening, supporting, and being part of this unfolding journey.

What happens when our old programming ripens as we step into a new identity?

A little life update — I got laid off from my big corporate job. But honestly? It feels like divine timing. In this episode, I reflect on what it’s like to be cracked open, let go of old versions of success, and finally say yes to the version of me I’ve been dreaming about. If you’re in a season of surrender or reinvention… this one’s for you.

A heartfelt raw reflection through a difficult time.