More Than A Dream: Edwinaworld

This is a podcast based on my book: "The Shadow of a Dream", but I will also cover related topics; mainly the way my family environment forced me to supress everything about me, and the fact that this influenced me, leading to my insecurities and low self esteem, I suffered from Bullying as as kid and have faced its long-term consequences for that, then later in my 20s I was diagnosed with a Chronic Illness, right after going to castings to become a singer, but someone of my family told me I wasn't good enough, and my choice to do the "sensible" thing like pursuing academic studies, made me hide my dreams of singing and writing. 

It took more than 10 years to get a job in the field of study. But here I am, after being fired I don't feel like working in Administration anymore, I want to pursue creative paths, there are so many dreams to fulfill... However no matter how hard I try, it's incredibly difficult to find something legitimate, like a good traditional publisher for this book, why do we have to pay? Why does it have to be so difficult? And it's not the only thing. Overtime, I've also developed an eating disorder that I feel can't control...

The reason for this? Not only to help anyone, but also to be able to overcome all this, it is said that writing channel emotions, but I have been writing diaries since a child, and still have this emptiness inside, so maybe sharing everything speaking out loud could help me too.