A bit about my thoughts on death as my father is in hospice.

Want to know if you're "on my list" or not? This episode is me talking about losing friends, gaining friends, and how to decide if another person's opinion matters.

Hint: the search isn't over. It will never be over.

I feel like I've figured a lot of things out this year.

Deconstructing Mormonism has meant realizing that once you give up the idea that some people think they hear God at times when you are sure they didn't, then how do you know that they ever do?

An old friend who knew both old Mette and new Mette interviews me about them both.

We claim Mormonism is about eternal families, but my family values led me out of the church and I think there are a lot of harmful ideas about what eternal families mean. This episode gets at my current ideas of family values.

Sometimes I feel this disjunction between who I am now and who I used to be. This episode is an attempt to trace the journey and see its wholeness.

What happens when you feel alone and like you haven't had divine experiences for a while?

I never had much use for waiting as a Mormon. I'm learning about it more now.