Sometimes you k=don't know who's looking out for you. 

Hanging out with Spencer...I mean Cesar

This episode almost feels like a field trip...compared the the usual gym stuff. Don't wanna spoil everything in the description.

I'm trying out this whole...not bouncing from guy to guy thing, but it's tough. Especially when the guys keep coming.

I mean...you can date someone without the sex right?

You ever choose the wrong thing? Like you know what's good for you and you choose something that doesn't serve you, just because it makes you feel good in the moment?

Well here we are lol...It's funny usually I'm the one giving Junior the advice but it seems our rolls have almost switched. I know he's right...and I know I cannot use d!ck to fix my problems. And yet I still want it. 

It's Season 3 can you believe it! ...and oh there are so many things to tell...I know I left us on a bit of a cliffhanger. But buckle up. 

I want to also stress that if you are having thoughts of s e l f  h a r m, it is okay to seek help. If you can, reach out to a trained professional. You are not alone.

Sending you love.  

-J. Brooks

Me and Amir spending time in San Francisco. 

Me and Amir are headed to San Francisco for a business dinner of his. That means hotel one on one time. And one on one time in the car.

Things are changing for me at work. Amir asks me to go on a business trip with him.