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I dedicate myself to being a full-store owner. I watch the store myself every day. Day and night I make sure to operate the store. Sometimes it's tiring and sometimes it's fun, although, most of the time it's kind of boring not being able to go outside. Well, though, I can go outside but only once in a while. I don't have a job so the store is my only source of income. I don't regret it because this is what I chose.

Well, this video is just a short clip of my daily routine.

Thank you for watching

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Together with the progressive town, crowded and polluted are there. It's fun to be in that place but when too much, a suffocating feeling can be found. When this happens, a quiet place or a peaceful one is the option to take a break from what's outside. It's like a breathing place where everything that's happening can be forgotten for an instant.

High above ground with an overlooking view. Everyone desires tranquility, especially in today's pressured world. Coffee doesn't just offer coffee but also snacks. Well, let's forget about filling out the stomach for an instant; Let's talk about the mind which is more often struggling in living.

Your mind can be healed in this place. Subjectively, it depends on how you control your emotions. The place will help you to feel good even if you're alone. The ambiance is super amazing, it's quiet and calm. For whatever reason, the environment feels nice to someone.

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Also, something must be learned about the store. It's located at Zone 1, Sogod Southern Leyte. They offer coffee and non-coffee. It's open at 7 in the morning until 10 in the evening.

For someone who might be exhausted from the hotness of the town. It's nice to take a break and relax at the coffee district. Where noise in the surroundings is erased but not hidden. Obviously, discreet only the sounds because it's still there like someone in the middle. It's complicated, okay, someone's still watching the crowded and noisy community without sound. Isn't it fun, witnessing the happenings with only their actions, not the sounds it's given?

Thank you for reading

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It's nice to be a child because you only think about fun. No stress that can hurt you emotionally. Even so, just watching them playing and having fun gives us a good feeling as well. That's why, instead of worrying why not watching little children play sometimes.

Thank you for watching

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This is why living in the province is amazing despite the low opportunities and you could say boring. It's just that, the way of lifestyle will for sure be livable. So this is just a short video of what I experienced yesterday afternoon.

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/boehgugr
It’s not just Christmas that you can see someone in the front of your house singing. We can’t call it a Christmas carolling since it’s not Christmas songs they’d be singing. It is as if serenading someone’s house but hoping for money in return.

In the Philippines, there are those PWD’s personnel who use different strategies to ask money from the public. Of course, perhaps it’s not a free asking of money since they’d be doing something in return. Dancing, singing, rapping or anything that can entertain someone who will be asking for money. You can’t call it payment for someone’s performance. They fully understand that no one asks them to perform so it will be up to someone whether she’ll/he’ll pay and of course for any amount.

I was watching over the store, maybe near lunchtime. A blinded woman with a companion who just sat down by the time she played her guitar. I heard her singing already in the neighbourhood and I found her voice very calming. I took my camera and recorded her short singing.

Thank you for watching

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Most of us think that being alone is kind of sad. We think it feels lonely to someone spending time alone. However, we are very wrong to think that seeing people alone is lonely. Spending time alone allows you to escape everyday life and mindfulness. It also connects you with nature that gives you relaxation and rejuvenation.

Sometimes being alone helps your mental health not to stress yourself. You can go without worrying what time you need to go and what time you need to go home. Also, it’s okay if you have food or haven’t. There’s nothing you’ll be afraid of since it’s just you alone. No one will keep asking and monitoring about your presence to be in that place. You are responsible for yourself so anything and everything you have or you want is alright.

The good thing about going solo is the fact that you get to decide what you wanted to do and where you wanted to go. You don’t need to worry if you’ll go there late or early since you don’t have someone to worry about. Then when you are alone everything will be according to your plan. No one will tell you what to do and there’s no one for you to be considerate about. Being with people is fun too but being alone is not bad either. It heals your mind to think clearly about what you must do.

I had been eager to go to a place alone. I miss the life I had long ago when I was younger and when I was not married. Obviously, I’ve been surrounded with people especially since we have a small store. So being alone rarely happens and I dislike that feeling when I can’t be alone. That’s why if I have a chance to do so I always go and take advantage of that time.

When I visited home 2 days ago, I was excited. Finally, I had my free time and of course a free feeling. I have a small camping table, so yeah, like a boastful being. I acted like a young one, spending time alone while sightseeing of the beautiful sea and trees. It was an awesome feeling as I can breathe deeply because of the fresh environment I was in.

I brought a small amount of food for snacks. A small speaker to play music to give colors to the environment. Well, I’m always fond of dramatic times. So yeah, the time I had was incredible. Thanks to that incredible feeling I had time to write something and yeah, for solitude.

Thank you for watching and reading

All content is my own unless otherwise noted

Paul was born in Macrohon, Southern Leyte but currently living in Cahayag, San Francisco Southern Leyte. He graduated the course of a BS Mar-E or Bachelor of Science in Marine Engineering in 2019. Although writing is his passion so instead of sailing he decided on writing.

He writes occasionally about random stuff he would see in the outside world. He loves to express what he feels through writing because he's not good at speaking personally.

He also writes fictional stories and emotions because he thinks life matters. He is hoping that his words could reach someone who might be feeling down.

Join me and support me through my adventures not just to the world but also to the human minds not to hate being alive.

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For me, every person deserves to be happy on Christmas Day. Despite the hardships and shortcomings in life, all of us should take a break from stressful life. A joy or a deeper happiness should be encouraged to everyone. I hope a small token of joy would be a thing.

I grew up in a poor family where the amount of food should be divided equally so that every one can eat. Sadly, if there would be wasted food it means you'd be sorry, there would be no food for you. Yes, life was very hard those days but it didn't let us be discouraged in life. Hence, we inspire ourselves to work harder so that in the future our life would change.

I barely remember but for sure this memory of mine about "Bundle of Joy" was not accurate. It was Christmas back then, maybe I was 10 years old or maybe younger. I could not find joy in my heart even if it was Christmas time. You can not blame me at that time since we did not have food on the table, even though it was just an ordinary one. However, our small back then was already that good and jolly, not only that, a generous one.

They already initiated a theme "bundle of joy" where a small amount of rice, canned goods and noodles would be distributed to mostly poor families. All we needed in every household was to participate in the disco and have fun. Of course my parents participated immediately. Shortcut, they brought food into our house, even though it was not a fancy one, at least our Christmas was not hungry.

That memory itself moved me to create my own "bundle of joy" copied from the same concept in our hometown. But I don't credit it to myself of course since the money I bought with these small amount of food was from the passionate people in helping. I sent them solicitation about my purpose about where I wanted to used the money. They responded me well and I had an amount at least to buy those goods I needed but not everyone could receive. I apologize in advance since not all people could receive and also, not everyone in the village. Those who joined us partying and celebrating Christmas with us.

It was a success and I'm thankful to the sponsors or the people who donated amount. I called their names in front of the people so they learned that the "bundle of joy" they receive didn't come from money personally. I was just a bridge to connect one another and my intention was not to be recognized. Seeing them happy, the one who gave and the one received. What my intention was from the first place was to make my Christmas joyful. That reason enough satisfied me to be happy and be thankful that once again I celebrated a merry Christmas. This was just the beginning because I will try my best to make this happen every Christmas.

Thank you for reading

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https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/pivvdfth&utm_source=studio

This was my previous post about asking for support for school supplies.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/zjvvissw&utm_source=studio

https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

All content is my own unless otherwise noted

Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

You can find me here:

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youtube

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/gdeptdge
Breathe in, breathe out and then take a break. Do these simple tasks for you to be able to have a healthy mind. It's simple but we often neglect these basic steps to heal our mind. We are so busy that we thought working hard is enough to have a better life. What we forget to realize is when our mind gets tired, our body will. Obviously, who will enjoy the fruit of the hard work when there's no "you" to relish it?

Indeed, the modern lifestyle these days teaches us not to breathe. Especially when you're an adult, there is work that we need to take seriously. Of course, families can not be left behind because they might be upset. Even though friends and social responsibilities can be ignored sometimes. There is just that one time that we need to spend time on it. I do not say it's an obligation but somehow we need it. With all these things in mind, at some point, we only rest when we sleep.

The reactions of your body when you abuse it will not be felt right away. It's not spicy food that you can tell immediately, it takes time. You may not notice it, because slowly and slowly, when your mind is exhausted. Parts of your body get numbed and then some parts of you get stiffer. Good luck, when that time comes, sorry but you have now an unhealthy mind and body.

Yes, you should take a break. You need to relax this time but it's okay if you don't spend a penny. There are different simple ways to clear your mind and at the same time heal it. We are all aware of it but we refuse to believe it, thinking that the only thing that can cure it is a man-made medicine. Tablets, capsules, and what else, chemical food supplements? It might be effective but let's not forget the chemical itself and how it tainted the human's body.

Standing or sitting somewhere quiet; Feeling the ambience of the surroundings. Or maybe just be in a place where your mind and body can rest. Breathing simultaneously with a deep one not only lets your lungs feel relaxed. Heart and mind too because by the time you let yourself be at peace. That's what you need for now because you may not notice it. You're stressing yourself lately and this is the only way to escape from it.

Yes, there are dreams you want to achieve but do things slowly and healthily. You will for sure in time, it may not be right away but it will be worth it if you can achieve it with a healthy body. So, yeah, do it, find a place to take a rest and get a kick out of it. You are not wasting time but you're conserving it for many days to come in life.

Thank you for reading and watching

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed&utm_source=studio

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/pivvdfth&utm_source=studio

This was my previous post about asking for support for school supplies.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/zjvvissw&utm_source=studio

https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

All content is my own unless otherwise noted

Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

You can find me here:

Medium

youtube

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/pivvdfth
I'm so flattered by the support the community has given to me after posting the successful sharing of school supplies. It moves me just to think how the hive community provided me with so much support with a bigger part of the act-of-kindness thing. I doubted myself if I could really make this possible. Who am I anyway but not what I imagine now after the successful distribution of the school supplies.

I thought the hive community has the right to glimpse what we've achieved. The happiness of the parents and the smiles of the students. I posted a short video but this time it's a long one, with me talking and with the students receiving school supplies. Sadly, I'm in a place where the internet connection is very slow. So I need to shorten the video to succeed in uploading it.

Forgive me for talking shortly in front of the people. I will do it better some other time and provide a better video of documentation. For now, just bear with what I can share. I'm doing my best to show you an honest activity. I have limited tools so, compared to others I'm not that literally good. I hope I can rely on your support next time because I just realized that there are schools that need help. Anyway, here is the video and I hope you enjoy it.

Thank you for watching

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed&utm_source=studio

This was my previous post about asking for support for school supplies.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/zjvvissw&utm_source=studio

https://peakd.com/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

All content is my own unless otherwise noted

Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

You can find me here:

Medium

youtube

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/ydfzmyed

I was overwhelmed and a little embarrassed. I felt a little conscious of myself having this kind of success. Imagine you'll see people so happy because of what I have done. As a matter of fact, I was like a courier or like a messenger to make this event possible. I don't want to be credited so immediately when I do a short speech. "These school supplies are not mine, they came from hive and dbuzz. I'm just the one who is distributing it," I said to them.

When I entered the school, I saw students and parents were there already. I learned that the head teacher said, "No parent then there will be no school supplies for children." That's why the small school of Anislagon was occupied by parents and students.

Welcome Address

A little later, the distribution was not yet started but the short program started. Led with an opening prayer from the parents, followed with an anthem song. I was flattered that even the Brgy. Captain of the small village was present. He stated his gratitude for the said distribution.

Orientation

When the host welcomed me and with a strong clapping from everyone. I immediately walked on the stage to show myself in front of everyone. I told them that they should be thankful to hive and Dbuzz but not to me. When I mentioned the names of course I assumed that they were curious about it. Without hesitation, I told them hive is a cryptocurrency and Dbuzz is a front end of hive. I recorded a video, I will upload it. I just have a small internet so it is not good for now.

Distribution

The sharing of school supplies went well as we were giving it through year level. I had assistance from my wife together with the utility of Anislagon Elementary School. We did it in a room, other students and parents were waiting outside. The students went inside the room when their year level would be called.

I don't know how to say it but I'm confident that the students and parents were happy about it. The full video will be uploaded some other time because of the internet connection issue. Here's what you will expect in the said video. Dancing of the students, the thoughts of the people there and the smiling faces of the children when receiving the school supplies.

A shout out for the people who made this giving possible. The hive and dbuzz community, together with the people behind it. @chrisrice and @guilyparties from @valueplan ,also if you like what I've been doing. You can contact me or by showing your support. This is not the end of our journey in helping. This is the beginning because I learned that many schools are in need of even just a small amount of helping. We can not do it with just a small group of people behind it. There might be funds but not that much to provide for many students.

After the said event, a lot of head teachers from different schools calling me and from the school teachers relayed that they need the small help of school supplies as well. We don't need reason but we only need a heart to help. There are no returns but the smile of the people or the students because of small things we help will be priceless.

contact me at Gmail, [email protected] or here.

https://hive.blog/hive-188409/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-3-details-and-expenses

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=mrnightmare89/zjvvissw&utm_source=studio

https://hive.blog/hive-125125/@mrnightmare89/anislagon-elementary-school-needs-support

I just did it on my own this time even though I did not receive support.

This was my first ever asking for support.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/project-basketball-ring-by-hive

This was my first sponsorship.

https://hive.blog/hive-174578/@mrnightmare89/sponsoring-first-day-of-flores-de-mayo

By the way, I am accepting hive/hbd in my store.

https://hive.blog/hive-176874/@mrnightmare89/project-school-supplies-2

All content is my own unless otherwise noted

Paul is the name but prefers to be called mrnightmare that feels like living in the dream. A country boy and a dreamboy (dreamer) who likes to stay in a small village even though it means abandoning the future to become a seaman. The passion is writing but not sailing in the vast ocean. Don't wonder if the face will not be shown, this is better where the words can flow smoothly. Come, you can tell me your stories and I'll tell you mine. Together, let's explore the world by broadening our thoughts. If you need a shoulder I can lean you mine and I hope I can lean yours. The world is fun when living is not being alone but with someone.

You can find me here:

Medium

youtube