Nope, I'm not talking about DMTs or treating yourself with diet and exercise. I'm talking about working vs. not working. 

That's the dilemma presented to me yesterday. 

One, don't work, treat myself with diet, exercise, wellness. (I mean, not working means no money for insurance.)

Two, put myself through hellacious pain, nightmarish symptoms at a breakneck pace for whatever pennies I'm tossed.

This ain't no life for the weak.