MS Diary | Friday, 3/8/24 | I give up on Oxybutynin 

I'm terrified writing this because I fear manifesting the finality. Oxybutynin ain't helping me sleep. In two weeks, I had two 3.5hr naps. That's it. Three. 

Meanwhile, I'm so highly cognizant of how little sleep I'm getting that it feels like losing. All day, I'm aware of my losses with sleep. All day, I'm thinking restroom trips, counting, timing, tracking, reporting, talking. It's overwhelming. I'm done. I quit. I'm on to other symptoms.