In this episode I discuss my battle with depression and dealing with the medication. Also not taking the medication and downward spirals.

Christmas Missed Us is the lyric. Now we always had something under the tree. My mom tried to make us happy. A recounting of some of the memorable gifts I received.

A quick history of artists that I listened to on the Houston based label.

Can you trade places with someone who you may have hurt?

A brief history of how the Geto Boys were an important part of my growth as a teenager.

A brief episode about my obsession with Pearl Jam that has lasted for over 20 years

The Infatuation • Beginning new with another birthday

The lyric nothing changes on New Years Day is key to this episode. The only change that happens is the change you are willing to do for yourself. The second lyric is I will begin again. You can change if you want it.

Ready to Start. Why are we afraid of change. Taking the first step when we are ready to start. Make the decision and live with and learn it.

This episode is about how the Beastie Boys music helped make me into the person I am