My Broken Reason

Today I talk about my horrible experience as a student-teacher. I was harassed and bullied by those who were meant to be supportive. I am currently filing a complaint because I do not want them to do this to anyone else. This is the reason so many teachers leave the profession. I have friends that thought I was crazy for wanting to be a teacher and they warned me about the bullying and pressure I just did not think it would be 'that bad'. However, I was WRONG! I was made to feel terrible about being a single mom and they wanted me to choose them over my son's needs even calling him 'sickly' when he wasn't and isn't. Let's hope they don't do it again. All this and there is a pandemic with government rules and restrictions. 

Do you say 'How could I be so stupid?' or 'I should have known?' if you do you are continuing the cycle from that narcissistic relationship! Come and listen to me as I work through this insanity. 

WOW! The fog is lifting and I am realising all the times I was treated like sh*t and didn't even realise it. How for years I cried and was looked at like I was being dramatic. I cannot believe I put up with all of that. 

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Sadly had to deal with my ex again and all the BS he has to offer BUT on a happier note what an awesome week at work! 

More crap to prove what a narcissistic bitch my ex is. Also, WTF is wrong with people and not wanting to treat a transgender in a medical emergency!  Did they not understand their job description?

The more I read about narcissistic behaviour the more I cringe at how I put up with it for so long. How I didn't see it sooner, and how I always thought it was my fault because maybe I really was crazy! It wasn't until years into my marriage that I realised there was something wrong. 

So I never knew what gaslighting was until a year or two ago and I have been experiencing it my whole life WTF, right?! Plus I talk about the bullshit 'not all men'. Well, which men? Are they tagged? Is there a club? A special day when they go out to prey on women? Let us all know! 

So I've been thinking about my biological mother lately and how she inadvertently turned me into a people pleaser. This cause so many issues from growing up right into my 20s and 30s. I put up with a lot of abuse and general unhappiness and looking back on my marriage I wanted my (ex) husband to love me and I put his needs first and without knowing I did it. So that's what I'm talking about today. 

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What a week! and it's only WEDNESDAY! My goodness. Leaking ceiling, broken car and an ex that just won't stop! Happy middle of the week! Let's hope the second half is better! 

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See you back on Friday! 

The more time goes one I realise how manipulative my ex was/is. While he is not by far the worse person I've had to deal with he was supposed to be my safe person. I talk about little things and how moving from one country to another to end up with someone like him was a mistake I now see.