Benzodiazepine warrior withdrawal

My crazy adventure in Lake Tahoe and all that I learned from driving solo to being alone at night.


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This was the first time I drove 9 hours by myself to a place I have never been to. This was my ultimate fear. I feared dying, being alone, the unknown, having a panic attack and etc... so I embarked on a journey to confront those fears and to tell them you aren’t the boss of me. Was it hard? Hell yes. But sometimes you have to get uncomfortable to grow and that’s what I learned from Michelle Poler. This wonderful lady faced 100 fears and 100 days which at first I thought was kind of crazy but turns out it was crazy... crazy good. She said as she went along her fears, it hit her that this would not be comfortable at all. She said she woke up each morning with massive stomach aches which tbh I had the same thing driving to Lake Tahoe. But I learned a serious life lesson here that no matter what things were going to be okay because I had me to take care of me. This was a very emotional trip as well because I didn’t like being on my own for so long so far away from home. But oh my god this was so worth it and actually I felt so limitless. In July 2020 I chose to live life to the fullest rather than dwell on the negatives.
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Benzodiazepine warrior withdrawalBy Evan Johnson