A new health scare has reared its ugly head, and I need to somehow find out what it even is. Also, I need to brush up my Welsh.

In a recent conversation with my hospice nurse, she asked particular questions that got me thinking. Specifically, am I "spiritual" or is there a better word?

In this podcast I provide a short health update, and then do my part to never forget a horrific event. Did you forget?

As I struggle to keep my life moving and facing terrible fatigue, I must find a way to be at peace with how I live today, to be able to accept whatever may come tomorrow.

Changes within my body in recent weeks have been mostly good, only some bad, but all of it is utterly confusing.

After the trials and tribulations of the past few months, I've faced an arduous task of rebuilding and returning to my normal, boring life. Sometimes you don't realize the value of something, until it's lost.

Yet again, after all the bad events in my life, the enduring potty pad saga continues. This time it includes a visit from the police!

Where have I been for the last month or so? Unfortunately, nowhere good. It was a journey through a viscous psychotic episode, a nursing home, and back again.

Some things start with the most innocuous events. And that is precisely what happened in my life, where my dogs potty pad sent me down a new path, I would never otherwise have gone. There's the well known "butterfly effect" but I have now discovered the similar "potty pad effect." www.patreon.com/mydogwilleatmyface

I wanted to give a full episode, as a sort of tribute, to my best friend. While only 20 lbs, and covered in fur, my best friend (prior and current) gives me tremendous support throughout all the years. He has been and continues to be essential help throughout my disease.