My dog will eat my face

A continuation of my last podcast, where I try to address the emotional issues that I experience in my long decline with Congestive Heart Failure.

When I begun this podcast some time ago, I composed an episode of what it's like to die of congestive heart failure (CHF). Having now been several years into this long transition, I think this topics could be more accurately addressed today.

Despite worsening health issues, which I will discuss with some brevity, I wanted to share the details of those who I adore with all my heart and who, even now, is the best part of my life.

We all have this occasional feelings if miss opportunities, and "what ifs" - how we may have missed a chance to improve our lives, even if fleeting. I had such a moment recently, but here I share how I have, actually, made the right choices in life.

I abhor victimization, and have never fallen into the trap of relinquishing that power over my happiness to others. Despite fleeting temptation, don't do this. And I'll explain why.

A new health scare has reared its ugly head, and I need to somehow find out what it even is. Also, I need to brush up my Welsh.

In a recent conversation with my hospice nurse, she asked particular questions that got me thinking. Specifically, am I "spiritual" or is there a better word?

In this podcast I provide a short health update, and then do my part to never forget a horrific event. Did you forget?

As I struggle to keep my life moving and facing terrible fatigue, I must find a way to be at peace with how I live today, to be able to accept whatever may come tomorrow.

Changes within my body in recent weeks have been mostly good, only some bad, but all of it is utterly confusing.