It’s almost been an entire year later since George Floyd died and I recount the events leading to the closing statements and the verdict.

I talk about my SAT day and how it was odd seeing all those kids. I give the rundown on how I felt and how the overall experience was.

I talk about my experience with certain named people in my past ( I didn’t necessarily name them but I offered a common name). I also talk about how censoring your personality can be a catalyst to someone bursting your bubble layer on.

This is a quick segment I thought I’d make because it’s been a while. I talk about my take on the vaccine and Asian American discrimination and hate. I also bring up where I’m at recently with life.

I talk about what going back to school was like for the first time again from when it got shut down. Lowkey it isn’t the best experience and I think everyone’s there reluctantly and they just want to go home. But otherwise I get down to business and tell my experience going back a 2nd time.

I don’t really talk about school until the end. I expose what I’ve been feeling for a little while. The daily developments and inconvenience of being low key a people pleaser and how we could just think of it as code switching.

I delve into a lot of random topics like The Great Pretender and how it’s a solid anime. I also talk about what I may be lacking in my life whether it be social skills or the ability to learn from an experience.

This was cut short and I might post another snippet tomorrow. I basically sum up how I’ve felt at 16 and living through my 16th year of life. This was kinda all over the place but I hope I was able to get my point across.

I talk about how I’ve been using watching anime as a coping mechanism to stray away from my feelings. I also bring up people pleasing tendencies I’ve had in the past and what I’ve learned from them and how to go forward.

This is kinda all over the place but I talk about how I haven’t seen the guys in my grade in like over a year and a half. I also talk about getting older and how it’s unfair all this time has past.