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  • A Daughter of the Revolution: Part 3
    Abby and Alec see combat together.In 15 parts, based on a post by Seethegood. Listen to the ► Podcast at Connected.



    "Up with you, soldier!" Rose demanded. "It's time we got you some new duds."

    The two women dragged out George's old clothes and their sewing kits, then pulled Alec's towel from his hips and tortured him endlessly while measuring his limbs and torso. When they were satisfied, they commenced to modifying the shirts and trousers to fit him better. Abby started dinner and while she was at the cookstove, Alec talked her out of a clean pot, then winking at her went out to milk the cow and design a corral.

    Immediately, Rose and June descended and plied her with questions.

    "So, did you two fuck?" Rose asked.

    "Yes, we made love and slept together," Abby said demurely.

    "I say you fucked. How could you not? What a beast he is!" June swooned and threw a hand to her forehead theatrically, while Rose giggled helplessly.

    "Was he huge and thick? Did he hurt you terribly?" Rose asked curiously, while her face and upper breasts flushed red with arousal as she pictured Alec driving in her friend. Finally, Abby broke down and giggled along with her friends. She found that discussing her love life with her friends was turning out to be quite exciting.

    "Oh, you have no idea! I thought I'd never get him in me. I had to have him do it for me. It hurt like hell but it was also amazing. I came a few times and he blasted everywhere. Then he went down until I thought I'd explode. He's getting very good at that now," she enthused.

    For quite awhile as she cooked dinner, Abby went on and on about her experience with Alec, and both her friends grew excited while their little pussies wept in their undergarments as they imagined themselves in Abby's place. Rose's curiosity about one particular thing finally got the best of her and she had to ask.

    "Have you decided if you'll share Alec with us? We've been on pins and needles wondering."

    "Alec and I have talked and we've decided to do it," Abby replied. June broke in and let out a little yelp of joy and wriggled her ass and tits wildly in her seat while Rose hugged her excitedly.

    Abby continued, "I do have a rule or two though. In the beginning, I want to be with both of you and Alec when you're in bed, I don't think I can handle being away and wondering what's going on. Next, I want to sleep with him every night. Both of you can as well, but I will absolutely be there with him," she finished firmly.

    "Fair enough, we'll do as you ask without question," Rose said resolutely. She knew what she was asking of Abby, and was still concerned if she was truly okay with it. She gathered Abby in her arms and hugged her gently.

    "If you ever change your mind or have some hard feelings, please tell us immediately, don't let it fester up inside you. We love you and care deeply for you and couldn't bear to have you angry with us," Rose whispered in her ear.

    Abby kissed her cheek and pulled June in close to buss her as well.

    "You two are my best friends ever," Abby sniffled. "There's one more thing though. I'm taking Alec hunting redcoats tomorrow. He doesn't know it yet but that's my plan. I'm uncomfortable with sitting around here so long and I need to get out and look around."

    The girls nodded in agreement. They knew how seriously Abby took their predicament concerning the enemy and they relied on her to keep them safe.

    "You'll be extra safe, please?" June asked plaintively.

    "Of course, dear June. I not only need to look around but I want to see how Alex handles himself. I know he's a soldier, but our way of fighting is nothing like he's been exposed to. I hate to manipulate him, but it's for our greater good to find out how capable he is."

    "I hadn't thought of that, but it makes perfect sense," Rose said. "You sure pack a lot smarts in that beautiful blonde head of yours."

    Abby blushed and shook her head. "I don't think so, I just try to do what my Papa would do in this situation." June hugged her close, then the three got quiet and misty eyed for a few moments while they thought of their lost relatives.

    Alec chose that moment to walk in the door with a pot full of frothy milk. Abby sprang up to take it from him and she poured it in a glass jar, then June went to the nearby creek and fetched some cold water to put it in so it would keep longer.

    While Abby finished dinner, Rose and June fitted Alec with a pair of trousers they'd modified while they'd been chatting with Abby.

    He patiently stood while they joined gussets of fabric from another pair to allow room for his muscular thighs and firm ass. They giggled when he stepped in them and they tacked the panels together with stitches.

    His burgeoning shaft left quite an impression in the material as it hung down his thigh, much to their delight. He started in surprise when Rose ran a soft thumb over the ridge of his tool and she shivered in pleasure when it jerked in response to her touch. He looked down at her and she gave him a sultry wink while she gazed up at him from her position on her knees. She knew he was picturing his cock in her mouth and she licked her lips slowly while he stared down in wonder.

    June wasn't to be outdone and she knelt beside him, then daintily stitched an inseam while her soft hand caressed him gently. He let out a soft groan when Abby slid behind him and wrapped her warm arms around his bare torso. She trailed her fingers over his hard pectorals and teased his nipples until he was nearly squirming.

    "Agh! You ladies are killing me!" he managed to say, while they giggled softly.

    Abby slapped his ass playfully and announced that dinner was ready. Reluctantly, the two seamstresses got to their feet and together the group sat down for dinner. Abby hated to rain on their party but her urge to get out and recon the area won out.

    "Alec, would you like to go hunting tomorrow? You can shoot father's rifle in the morning to see where it hits for you, then we can take off for a day or two. What do ya think?"

    "Absolutely, I'm ready to go do something. My back is much better and I'd love to go for a ride with you," he responded immediately. She kissed him and rubbed his meaty shoulder.

    "Wonderful, I was hoping you'd say that. I think that after dinner we should get some sleep. I'd like to head out early."

    He nodded happily, not noticing the crestfallen looks on the other two women's faces. They'd been hoping for a night of fun with him, but they understood Abby's reasons to go active again. These last few days were the longest she'd gone without pursuing her war against the British and she was ready for some action.

    Alec finished up and went outside to take a piss, so Abby used the time to thank her friends for understanding.

    "I don't mind, really. I've been so long without a man that I can wait a few more days," June said while kissing Abby's cheek.

    "Me too," Rose admitted with a long face, then broke out with a huge smile. "June and I will just stay here alone and dream up naughty things to do with Alec when y'all return."

    "As long as those things include me, I hope so," Abby said with a smile.

    Abby plied Alec with drink until he had a bit of a glow on, then took him to bed. She laid on her side and tucked his face between her warm breasts. In no time he was breathing quietly and dropped off to a deep sleep. June and Rose leaned over him and gently kissed his head, then kissed Abby goodnight and retired to the table where they worked long into the night to hand sew Alec's new wardrobe.

    The next morning, the smell of Abby cooking a hot breakfast awoke the cabin. As dawn was just breaking, Alec went out and fired the 50 caliber rifle a few times and got comfortable with the sights and impact of the bullets. Abby continued to cook while paying close attention to the time it took him to reload. He seemed to be quite adequate at it and she peered out to see how well he was hitting his targets, pleasantly surprised to see he'd done quite well considering the rifle was completely new to him.

    After breakfast, Abby began to pack her stuff for a 2-3 day adventure and she paid close attention to what he considered essential gear. They worked well together and she was more than happy to saddle the horses and set off.

    She led him to one of her favorite ambush locations that she didn't use often but it yielded consistent kills for her. Traffic was generally light with small groups of 2-3 soldiers that she could handle herself using her two rifles. More often than not she'd kill a couple redcoats then the third would hide in the ditch or run into the trees where she'd take him at her convenience. She'd never let one escape yet and hoped not to. She didn't want her sex or identity made known to the officers in command.

    When they were getting close to the road she slid off her horse and Alec followed her lead. She tied her mount to a tree about 50 yards from the road and motioned him to do the same.

    "It seems we're hunting for a little more than deer or turkey today," he whispered in her ear.

    "I'm up for it if you are, but we don't have to," she replied quietly.

    He grinned happily and threw an arm around her shoulder.

    "You're damn right. I have a score to settle with those bastards."

    "Let me tell you how I set up an ambush and you can tell me what you think."

    She knelt down and he watched her deft hands pluck a twig and draw a rough diagram of her intentions in the dirt. He was impressed by how aware she was of their immediate surroundings and the thoroughness of her escape plan if things went wrong. Her greatest fear was being captured and she always erred on the side of caution when she could. Her rescue of him was her most dangerous combat action to date and she had no intention of repeating that level of risk any time soon.

    She assigned him the responsibility of shooting the first redcoat, and she'd take the second and third if there were three in a group. She watched him while she gave him orders and didn't detect a hint of hesitation or superiority from his sharp grey eyes. She was more than pleased with him so far and gave him a quick kiss as a reward.

    She put their plan in action by motioning him forward. She approached the road carefully taking nearly 30 minutes to move just 40 yards closer. She kept her head on a swivel and her sharp eyes swept the area constantly for danger. One time she'd sashayed up to a road while full of confidence and nearly tripped over a redcoat who had dropped his trousers and squatted to relieve himself in the trees. He'd fallen over in surprise and was scrambling for his rifle when she recovered herself quickly and spitted him through the heart with her rapier. It'd been a close thing and a lesson hard learned for her.

    She got them settled in and they stayed silent for nearly two hours, waiting for a potential target. Her ears perked up when she heard a faint nickering of a horse. Her ambush location allowed a view of nearly 100 yards in both directions which allowed her to ensure there weren't two parties approaching her at once, which would definitely be a high risk situation, one that would have her hightailing out of there in no time.

    Soon enough, two redcoats made an appearance to their left. Both were mounted and cradling their muskets in their arms. Abby got as low as she could in a prone position and Alec followed suit right beside her.

    They waited until the soldiers were a mere 20 yards away when Abby breathed, "Now."

    Thunder rolled and smoke filled the air. Abby scrambled to her feet and ran out of the smoke while drawing her sword. She quickly saw there was no need for it as both men were on the ground. Alec was immediately at her side and caught up the reins of the two redcoat mounts. She glanced at Alec's victim to see a bloody hole between his surprised, staring eyes.

    "Well done, sweetheart," she said in an approving tone. He watched her in admiration when she knelt at each body and quickly searched them for valuables and any documents they might be carrying. It was obvious she'd done this many times, and it fascinated him. She found several silver coins and a few maps that were in a leather wrapped cylinder. One man had a beautiful dagger that she liberated, then handed it to Alec with a happy smile.

    "What do we do with the horses?" he asked.

    She noticed he was admiring the larger of the two, one that he seemed to be enamored with.

    "We'll take that one with us if you'd like. I'd say you earned him today," she said lightly, then sobered up quickly.

    "We need to get out of here soon. Help me drag these bastards off the road."

    She pulled a small rope from her possibles bag, then wrapped one end around the saddle horn of Alec's new mount and the other end around a dead soldier's ankles. She dragged him several yards in the trees then repeated her actions with the second man. It only took a few minutes from the crack of the first shot until the hunters faded back from the road, a bit more than it usually took but she was satisfied.

    A few minutes later she stopped Alec and told him her intentions. His eyes widened and before he could protest she chopped the throat from the fourth horse with her razor sharp dagger. He reared up, splattering her face and chest with hot blood while she held his reins tightly until he gushed his life out on the forest floor and fell over dead.

    She smiled happily at Alec with a blood smeared face and soaked bosom, only to see him looking at her in surprise. She was truly in her element and he was shocked to his military core. She could take a life easier than anyone he'd ever known and seemed to revel in it. For some reason it seemed especially bad that it was a horse she'd killed so casually, and he wondered why that was so. The redcoats they'd killed on the road hadn't affected him at all. She saw him wrestling with his emotions and quickly explained her actions.

    "We can't support any more livestock, especially with our new cattle, and I refuse to set this thing free and have another soldier use him in the war."

    "But, it was a fine horse! We could've used him!" he lamented.

    Dallying for so long near the road was irritating her, so without a word, she mounted up and nudged her horse forward while leading his new one. Alec followed her quietly and voiced no further protest, all the while wondering what kind of woman he'd fallen in love with.

    That evening they camped deep in the forest near one of her favorite places. There was a quiet stream that fed a small lake containing lots of fish, and in no time she had a few flopping on the bank thanks to her proficient fishing skills. Alec shook his head in wonder at her skills and gutted them as fast as she could catch them. She was grinning happily and chatting with him like nothing had happened that day which caused him a bit of angst.

    He was used to formations and marching, a regimented life with rules and regulations while she simply did what needed to be done, swiftly and efficiently.

    He impaled their dinner on a couple sticks and propped them over the coals of the small fire while she pulled a few carrots from her bag for them to gnaw on while they waited for the fish to cook. She caught him looking at her sideways and she knew he had something on his mind. She picked up her sheathed sword and slapped his thigh to get his attention.

    "If you wanna hang with me, mister, you better grow some thicker skin," she said teasingly, but he detected a bit of steel in her voice.

    "I know I operate differently than the army but I know what I'm doing. We three girls have survived over six months out here on our own and we've been quite successful, and I'm not changing anything. If a girl wants to survive in a man's world she needs to be ruthless and cruel, and I've discovered I'm damn good at it," she said confidently.

    She stared into his grey eyes with her beautiful blue ones until he blinked, then slid into his lap and gave him her soft lips, kissing him until his toes curled.

    "You did good," she murmured in his ear. "I'll make a fighter out of you yet!"

    "So, little lady. Were you testing me today? Maybe checking out how well I handle myself?"

    She giggled and pulled a fish from her stick, wincing as it burned her hands when she pulled it apart and fed him with blood caked fingers.

    "Oh, a little bit I reckon. A girl needs to know what her man's made of."

    He shook his head and chuckled to himself, then smiled ruefully. She was quite a handful and he was beginning to realize he'd better step up his game, pronto.

    "And what am I made of?" he queried teasingly.

    "Mmm, sugar and spice and especially this," she murmured quietly, and ran a small hand up his thigh to caress the thick bulge that she'd been admiring all day.

    She teased him while she fed them until their bellies were full of fresh fish, then she took his hand and tugged him to the lake where she slowly stripped them both naked. Using some homemade soap, they washed the blood and dirt from each other in the cool water before running back to camp to dry off by the fire.

    Alec spread a blanket out and sat her down. Kneeling behind her, he rubbed the tight muscles of her neck and shoulders until she sighed in pleasure. For some odd reason he flashed back to his childhood and recalled how his father would set his mother in her rocking chair and kneel before her to knead the soreness from her feet after a long day of work.

    He laid Abby on her back and pulled her feet into his lap while his strong thumbs firmly moved up and down her insteps as she groaned aloud.

    "No one's ever done that for me," she murmured happily. He smiled to himself and continued on for nearly half an hour until her eyelids drooped and she fell asleep. He gently covered her, then cleaned up camp and tended to the horses while she dozed.

    Night was falling, so he double checked the horse's hobbles and sat down by the fire, staring into the red coals and thinking of the day’s events. He started violently when two lithe arms slid around his neck and Abby settled her warm, firm breasts into his back. She kissed his ear and giggled when he shivered as a trail of goosebumps spread across his broad chest.

    "Gotcha, your dead, Mister," she teased.

    "Damn it, you scared the hell outta me. You're so quiet!"

    "And you're so big and warm, I bet you taste good too, lover."

    She slid a hand down and cupped his balls in a tiny palm, kneading him tenderly while he moaned his approval.

    "Will you take me to bed, please?" she asked, and kissed his neck wetly.

    Without a word he stood, gathered her in his arms and walked her to their nest of blankets. He laid her down and smothered her face and breasts in hot kisses. He took his time, arousing her pink nipples to stiff, sensitive peaks and french kissing her until she gasped for air. He stiffened when she unconsciously dug her nails in his back, causing a particularly deep wound to reopen and a trickle of blood ran down his side. She felt it in her palm and flew up in alarm.

    "Oh, honey, I'm so sorry! I've hurt you!"

    It didn't bother him much as his mind was firmly fixed on other things, but he could tell she was upset.

    "I'm fine, lover. Truly," he told her gently. He watched, surprised when her eyes misted over and a tear ran down her cheek. His little killer did have a soft side, he thought to himself. She hugged him close, petted his shoulders and wrapped her legs around his hips. She rocked him and he heard little sniffles coming from the hollow of his shoulder.

    "I was riding you a bit today about being tough, then I go and wound you some more. I'm so sorry, sweetheart," she murmured regretfully. She held him close for awhile until he needed to move. He was tiring from holding his weight off of her. Besides that, he reasoned, he wanted to bury his face in her, something he'd been dreaming about all day.

    He gently freed himself from her tangled limbs and slid down her slim body to nestle between her thighs. She gasped and fisted her hands in his long wavy hair.

    He took his time from top to bottom, loving how she voiced her approval to maximize her pleasure.

    After several minutes she started rocking her hips and her moans turned to cr
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  • A Daughter of the Revolution: Part 2
    Abby rescues a Continental soldier.In 15 parts, based on a post by Seethegood. Listen to the ► Podcast at Connected.


    Just before dawn when the sun was trying to rise, her new companion awoke, retching and coughing beneath his hood. Shit! She'd forgotten about that in her hurry to leave! She quickly ripped the hood off and turned his head so he wouldn't choke to death on his vomit. She poured water from her canteen over his face and wiped him clean while he coughed and gagged until his breathing returned to normal. He turned his head to face her and she felt as if she'd been struck by lightning. Piercing grey eyes met her beautiful blue ones as she took in his beaten and bruised countenance. She'd never seen a more handsome man in her life! She couldn't stop her hand from brushing his dark curls from his face and she felt an overwhelming desire to kiss him.

    "Hello, Angel," he said in a parched voice. "Water, please," he croaked. She quickly put a small hand under his head and raised him to drink. He drank deeply until she pulled away.

    "Easy there. Not too much or you'll get sick again." He sighed and she laid his head back. She didn't know what to say to him, she was absolutely tongue tied, even covered in filth and vomit he stole the heart from her chest.

    "What's your name, Angel?" he managed as he lay with his eyes closed.

    "Abigail, my friends call me Abby," she stuttered awkwardly.

    "I'm Alexander, my friends call me Alec. As my rescuer, you may call me anything you like," he quipped with a wry smile.

    "I shall think on it, for now I shall call you Heavy, because you were extremely difficult to drag here," she said merrily, finally finding her voice. He groaned and painfully shifted his bulk.

    "My arms are killing me, laying on them for so long is hard to do," he said painfully.

    "I'm so sorry, we had to leave quickly and get away from the road. I haven't had time to attend to you," she apologized.

    "Don't worry yourself. I'm just thankful my guardian angel rescued me," he said softly while looking up at her. She felt herself falling into his gorgeous eyes, then caught herself. She busied her hands by freeing him from the travois and sitting him up. His arms and hands were blue from bad circulation and his wrists torn and bloodied from the manacles. His thigh was caked with dried blood from his stab wound but appeared to have stopped bleeding. Bravely, she straddled his legs and sat in his lap to attend to his face. She swabbed it with a wet rag and gave him more to drink.

    She noticed his eyes wandering down to her cleavage and she felt a trickle of desire, knowing that he was finding her attractive. When he was as clean as she could get him, she fed him some hardtack and dried meat along with plenty of water.

    "I'm sorry, I have nothing to remove your manacles. If I can take you to my camp I have a hammer and chisel and I can get those things off of you," she volunteered.

    "That would be wonderful, is it far from here?"

    "If you can ride, a day. If I drag you, a couple days."

    "I'll ride. Bouncing along on those boards was horrible."

    "Can you try now? We really should be going. I apologize but it'll be a rough go for you," she said gently.

    "Abby, doing anything with you will be far more pleasant than my former situation."

    She smiled to herself. She was really growing to like him. It was her first compliment from a man other than her father and she liked it.

    After a minor battle of strength, she got him to his feet and next to her horse. He'd just lodged his foot in a stirrup when he paused.

    "Um, Abby? It appears I must relieve myself. All that water has run right through me."

    She looked at him and waited, then realized he couldn't help himself with his arms manacled behind him.

    "I'm sorry, Angel. I need your help," he said while blushing deeply.

    "Um, okay. Do you mind?"

    "Of course. Please hurry though."

    She crouched down and undid his belt and buttons. Recalling how she'd washed her Uncle when he was wounded, she bravely reached in to pull his cock out. She and Alec both gasped when her small hand met hot flesh. She took hold of him, shocked that her fingers didn't even come close to spanning his width. She slowly dragged him free and pointed his cock at the ground. With a ragged groan he cut loose with a mighty stream of urine that spattered in the dirt. She looked down and marveled at the sight of his huge member in her tiny fist. Glancing up at him she noticed his brilliant eyes were locked on her little hand wrapped around him. She felt a bit of jealousy because this hose can be pointed at will, and she imagined fun games she would play, targeting ants and other bugs with a fine hose like his. “Damn! All I get to do is squat and try to limit the splatter on my feet.” Then she realized he hear her say that, aloud. She felt her own face flame hot and he groaned again as his stream slowed to a stop.

    "Done. Thank you, my Angel," he said softly, meeting her eye. "Your first time?" he asked with a mischievous wink. She giggled out loud.

    "Indeed. Did I do good?"

    "Yes, but you're not quite done. You must always do the shake."

    "The shake?"

    "The shake. One must always shake before putting oneself away," he said, fighting an embarrassed grin.

    While he spoke, she became aware that he was growing quickly in her hand. Alarmed, she looked down to see him rising and lengthening in her fingers. She gently wriggled his cock and raised a curious eyebrow when a drop of urine fell to the ground.

    "See? Always shake," he laughed. Her face red as a beet, she awkwardly stuffed his formidable cock back in his trousers and then hastily buttoned him up.

    "I'm sorry, Angel. I tease to cover my own embarrassment. It was my first time as well."

    "That's okay," she murmured. "We may as well get used to it. We've a long ride home."

    She fought and struggled to get him on her mount, eventually using her strong hands to cup his firm ass and boost him up. A job she thoroughly enjoyed because she didn't have to look at his handsome face and become even more embarrassed. She marveled at how his strong muscles rippled under his uniform trousers. When he was seated, she nimbly hopped up behind him and nudged her horse forward to begin the difficult journey home.

    She was sorry his hands were shackled but she loved how they felt brushing against her flat tummy as they rode. Her arms surrounded his lean waist as she guided their mount through the forest and her thoughts were heated when she imagined what he would look like, naked and making love to her. She shifted uncomfortably as her pussy soaked her undergarments while she fantasized about her new companion.

    Suddenly, he shivered and swayed in the saddle and she instinctively tightened her arms around him.

    "Alec? Alec?" She cried in alarm.

    "I'm okay, I think, just cold," he moaned.

    She rapidly felt his forehead. He was burning with fever! She gripped him closer and increased their pace. If she couldn't get him home before he passed out they'd be in real trouble! Throwing caution to the wind, she took a direct route to the closest road and then went as fast as she could while managing to keep him upright. It seemed like an eternity but she finally saw a whisper of smoke from their cabin chimney and as they drew near she shouted for Rose and June.

    As it happened to be Sunday, the two beauties that ran from the cabin were freshly bathed and wearing dresses. Without a word they tried to catch Alec when he fell but his big body knocked them to the ground.

    "He's burning up!" Abby cried. "Let's get him inside."

    The three women tugged and pulled until they got him on the cabin floor. Abby quickly took charge.

    "We need to strip him and cool him down. June, get some cold water from the creek. Rose, help me cut his clothing away."

    Scraps of his uniform fell to the floor while June trickled cold water over his burning body. Abby ran for a small anvil along with a hammer and chisel. When they rolled him to his side get to his manacles the three gasped in horror. His back had been brutally whipped. Flayed skin hung in tattered strips and his wounds were seeping blood and other body fluids. Abby's eyes filled with hot tears when she realized how rudely she'd manhandled him to get him home and he hadn't complained for a minute, even when she'd been sneakily rubbing her breasts on his broad back during their journey.

    She quickly struck his shackles off, then they nearly exhausted themselves getting his bulk up on the bed. While they cleaned and bandaged his many wounds he woke up for a short while and they managed to get more water in him before he passed out again. June and Rose began washing his tall frame while Abby went to tend her horse and stow her gear. When she returned the two women were whispering about their new companion.

    "Can we keep him?" Rose asked, not so innocently.

    "We must tend him back to health, it could take quite a while!" June exclaimed somewhat excitedly. Abby smiled tiredly at the two.

    "Well, that answers my question as to if we'll welcome him in our camp," she said.

    "Well of course!" Rose and June said together. They ran their damp cloths over his lean body, using their other hands to stroke and caress him while Abby watched in some jealousy.

    "June, can you please start dinner?" Abby asked politely. Both June and Rose picked up on Abby's tone of voice and noted that her gaze hadn't left Alec's limp frame. With a knowing glance at each other they communicated that Alec belonged to Abby, at least for now.

    Abby caught the look and tempered herself.

    "Rose, can you help me finish getting him comfortable?"

    The two cleaned him thoroughly while Abby related the story of the previous two days. When it came to cleaning his groin, Abby firmly took over and gently wiped his thick cock down, then lifted his heavy sack to clean between his cheeks. Rose watched enviously, wishing it were her babying him. He soon grew longer in Abby's small hand and she petted him gently, torn by concern for his wounds and the rapidly building wetness between her thighs.

    "Abby," Rose whispered in awe. "He's more than two hands width long and your fingers don't come close to reaching around it. He's bigger than old Isaac! Certainly when he's fully hard he'll be a beast!"

    "Hush, Rose! He'll hear you!" Abby whispered, then giggled aloud.

    "I had to hold him while he peed on the ground. It was so embarrassing but terribly fun as well!"

    "No! Oh, you lucky girl!" Rose enthused.

    While the two whispered together and finished up, June served a hot supper of venison stew and rice. The wonderful odor seemed to bring Alec around and Abby managed to sit him up to feed him a few bites. For the first time he acknowledged that he was surrounded by beautiful women and he was more than embarrassed. Abby had noticed and covered him with a sheet up to his waist. He politely introduced himself to Rose and June and they colored a deep red, giggling behind their hands. He had no idea of the effect he was having on the sex starved females. As the warm food hit his belly he swiftly grew drowsy and struggled to keep his eyes open so Abby slid him down to his back and lay next to him. He sighed deeply and fell into a deep sleep. Rose and June started cleaning the dinner utensils and before they were done, both Abby and Alec were snoring gently.

    June looked at the couple wistfully. "They look so beautiful together," she whispered to Rose, who kissed her gently. "We can only be happy for Abby. She positively glows when she looks at him."

    The two girls banked the fire, blew out candles, and followed the couple to sleep.
    Abby and Alec are intimate while the girls plot a threesome.
    Chapter 4

    Abby awoke in the night to a strange sensation. Alec had rolled to his side and his breath was stirring her hair. She gently touched his forehead to find that he was still warm but his fever seemed to be abating. She was getting warm herself so she carefully got up without disturbing him and removed her clothes. She slid back in beside him and laying on her side, nestled his head between her naked breasts. She shivered when his warm breath tightened her nipples and gave her goosebumps on her firm tits. He groaned and snuggled in closer while she smiled happily to herself, then she slowly drifted off to sleep.

    In the wee hours of the morning Alec moaned loudly, waking Abby from a deep sleep. He was laying on his back and soaked in sweat. Hurriedly, she flipped the sheet off to cool him and in the predawn light saw an amazing sight. His arms were stiff at his sides and he was thrusting his hips in the air repeatedly while calling out her name. She gasped when she saw his pulsating cock. It was hard as steel and easily 10 inches long, thicker than her wrist and topped with a swollen head that defied belief.

    Rose awoke from his calls and tumbled out of bed to hurry to his side.

    "Help him, Abby, before he hurts himself!" she whispered fiercely. His face was a rictus of passion and his eyes were tightly shut as he writhed, locked in a fever dream of lust.

    "How, Rose? How do I do it?" Abby begged her.

    Rose took his thick shaft in her small hand and worked his length skillfully. He groaned louder and rammed his hips high, straining upwards while his face grew red and he held his breath while he reached for his orgasm.

    "He's close, Abby. Here!" Rose released him and put Abby's hands on him. Awkwardly, she knelt and stroked him rapidly and his breath exploded from his lungs as he released massive gouts of hot cum that spattered him from rigid abs to collarbone. Abby cried out in surprise at the fountain of cum that sprang from his cock. He heaved and twisted while she hung on for dear life. Her tight fists stroked him from his large balls to his hugely swollen head, and Rose exclaimed in wonder when he bathed himself in ropes of cum that seemed to never end.

    "My word, what an absolute cannon!" Rose whispered in a hoarse voice as his hips slowly lowered to the bed and his arms relaxed at his sides.

    "Oh Abby," he groaned in delirium.

    "Hush now, sweet Alec," she whispered, while stroking his still swollen cock in hands slick with cum. While his breathing calmed, Rose volunteered some advice.

    "He's had what they call a wet dream. It happens to a man if he hasn't came for a long time. It was probably brought on by his fever dreams. Now what you need to do is milk him dry. Work his shaft from his balls up to the head and squeeze the cum out of him."

    Abby awkwardly attempted to do what she was instructed but Rose lost patience.

    "May I? she offered.

    Abby reluctantly handed him off to Rose who was more than delighted. She skillfully worked his shaft, using her thumbs to work from the base of his shaft up to his swollen head until hot cum poured from the end and onto his belly. Abby gasped at the sheer volume that Rose produced from her ministrations. She remembered how Rose had licked the end of Williams cock and bravely leaned down over him. She covered Rose's hand with hers to still her movement, then licked a thick wad of cum from his dripping head. She rolled it in her mouth and then swallowed it down. It wasn't unpleasant at all she decided.

    "Suck him," Rose said huskily.

    Abby looked up at her and was startled to see the look on Rose's face. Her face and upper breasts were flushed red and her eyes were hot as she stared down at Alec's cock.

    Abby tentatively opened her mouth and tried to fit him in. She had to work at it but he finally popped inside. She did as Rose instructed and sucked on him hard. She was rewarded with a taste that she knew she'd never forget. Hot and sweet, he filled her senses and she shivered as her pussy flooded with juice. She drew a ragged groan from him, then he relaxed completely into unconsciousness.

    Reluctantly, she released him and gently lowered his spent shaft to hang between his muscular thighs. She slowly shook her head and looked down at her man. He was covered in a light sweat and cum ran in rivulets off his chest and belly to stain the sheets.

    "I can hardly believe what we just saw!" Rose exclaimed. "I've never seen a man cum so much in my life, and I've never seen a cock like his either, amazing!"

    Just then June woke up. "What's going on? What are you two up to?" She stood and walked over, then covered her mouth and cried out in surprise when she saw Alec's condition. "My word! What did you two do to him?" she asked shakily.

    Abby quickly explained and June burst out giggling.

    "I wish I could've seen that. I'd love to take that load in my mouth. He looks wonderfully tasty!"

    "June! How naughty!" Abby scolded, but she couldn't help laughing.

    "Quick, help me clean him before he awakes. How embarrassing that would be!"

    Alec awoke before lunchtime and Abby sat next to him to check his fever. It appeared to have broken and his color looked much better.

    "How do you feel, honey?" she asked.

    "Much better. Thank you, Angel."

    She decided she liked her new name and told him so.

    "Well, you are an angel. My guardian angel, so beautiful and sweet," he said while he gave her his gorgeous grey eyes.

    She felt her heart melt and tears gather in her own. Impulsively, she leaned down and gently kissed his lips, then gave him a joyful smile.

    "I'm so happy you're feeling better. Are you hungry?"

    She put bath water on to heat then fed him a light meal. Rose and June were tending the garden so she took it on herself to bathe him. He protested when she stripped him down but she'd have none of it. She removed all his bandages then got him in the tub. He sighed in relief and murmured his approval as the heat soaked into his bones.

    She gently washed his battered body, taking special care with his tortured back, then bent him forward and scrubbed his hair and scalp while he voiced his pleasure. Never had he felt such a sensation of being cared for by a beautiful woman.

    When she was finished, he leaned back in the tub and winced in pain as the rough wood scraped his raw wounds. Standing up, Abby dropped her clothing from her body and pushed him forward, then sat in the tub behind him. She gently pulled him back against her chest and wrapped her legs around his lean waist. She hummed a lullaby in his ear and caressed his wide shoulders until he nodded off to a light sleep, and she herself dozed off in just a few minutes.

    The creaking door woke her and she looked over as Rose and June quietly came in from their labors, their eyes widening when they saw the couple in the tub. Alec awoke as well and when he saw the girls, flailed around for something to cover himself.

    "Don't worry there, sweetie," Rose giggled. "You've got nothing we haven't seen before."

    He blushed furiously, which Abby thought was quite cute.

    "I was afraid of that," he said. "I seem to remember you three cleaning me up."

    "You remember right. We've seen every inch of you, and there's a lot of inches," Rose said with a wink.

    "Rose Marie!" Abby scolded, then burst out giggling helplessly and June joined in as well. "I'm sorry, honey," Abby whispered in his ear. "We just couldn't resist. You're so handsome and sexy, no girl would turn down the opportunity to check you out."

    She slid her arms under his and hugged him tightly. She saw the corner of his mouth quirk and when he began shaking with laughter she knew they were forgiven.

    By now the water was cooling and Abby was getting chilled.

    "June, may I have a towel please?"

    As she'd done so often for several years now it was an ingrained habit, Abby rose from the tub and June began drying her off. Alec watched with wide eyes when Abby let him see her naked for the first time. He caught his breath when he took in her firm breasts, narrow waist, and perfect hips. Her little round ass was exquisitely formed and he couldn't seem to take his eyes off of it. Little did he know that he was next in line to be spoiled. Abby donned a white blouse and a skirt then picked up a fresh towel.

    "Up with you, Sir. Your turn." He looked at all three women who were gazing at him expectantly.
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  • A Daughter of the Revolution: Part 1
    Abby prepares for war.In 24 parts, based on a post by Seethegood. Listen to the ► Podcast at Connected.


    Chapter 1

    The sound of ringing steel echoed through the barn along with the gasping of two people laboring for breath. Abigail Durham and her father George sparred with their practice swords, sweating and panting as they danced and dodged each others thrusts. George cried out in surprise when his 18 year old daughter parried his stroke and tapped his forearm with her blade.

    "I've finally marked you, Father!" she cried in victory and he smiled at her sheepishly. He was so proud of his beautiful protégée. Abby was his only child and she was the light of his life. Her mother had died three years ago of consumption and he still mourned her daily. Abby had always been a sort of tomboy and eagerly took to learning marksmanship as well as swordsmanship, of which she excelled like no other person he knew except himself. An exceedingly rare thing in the late 1700's for a woman to be interested in to be sure, but he paid it no mind. Since she could walk he'd taken her on hunts with him, along with long trips on the road to visit cities scattered through the colony of Virginia as he conducted his business of growing and marketing tobacco.

    The Revolutionary War was closing in on them rapidly and being a man of action and quite well educated, he predicted a long and bloody road in their future. Since his wife had died he'd poured his heart and soul into preparing for the rough days ahead. With Abby's assistance he'd scouted out several small limestone caves within several miles of their plantation and staged provisions in case they were forced to abandon their home and hearth, in Blenheim, which was the heart of central Virginia. The Monticello plantation of Thomas Jefferson was just a day’s ride to the east, But Jefferson had fled to Paris to serve as the U S Ambassador and seek help from the French to assist the Continental Army.

    Chief among their treasured items was gunpowder, bullets for their firearms, and foodstuffs such as beans, rice, and smoke preserved meats. They also had clothing, bedding, and various tools they may need for the future scattered throughout their various caches. He'd even gone so far as to draw up detailed maps and demanded Abby commit the locations to memory.

    Just before his wife had died, his brother William had moved in with them to help out with the plantation. George saw it as a gift because William's wife, Rose, was quite a bit younger than him and closer to Abby's age than his own. In fact she'd been 21 years old to Abby's 15 at the time. She was quite instrumental in raising Abby into a promising young lady over the last three years. As a result, Abby could be right at home with the highest of the local society, not giving the least impression that she could outshoot and out sword fight any man she might happen upon.

    The rumble of far off cannon fire seemed to draw closer every day, increasing George's anxiety for the safety of his family and his beloved workers who labored in his fields. He had learned a great deal of compassion from his wife and as a result treated his slaves far better than most owners. His plantation home was small and modest by the day's standards, simply because he chose to invest in decent housing for his slaves. In fact, the slave cabins were nicer by far than most white folk's homes in the area, garnering some jealousy to say the least. The title "Master" was forbidden to be spoken. He was simply "Mister Durham" to his workers while Abby was referred to as "Missy" and she was beloved by them all.

    "Can we go another round?" Abby asked happily, pleased that she'd scored a hit on her father.

    "I'd love to dear, but I think I it's nearly dinner time. Go get cleaned up and we'll meet in the dining room."

    "Yes, Papa." She kissed him sweetly on his cheek and set off for the house while he watched her departing figure with a worried frown. He wasn't normally a man to harp on his feelings, but deep in his gut he knew bad things were on the not so distant horizon. When Abby reached the house, her quadroon maid, June, had a tub of hot water ready for her.

    "Have you been fighting with your Pappy again?" June asked teasingly.

    "Yes, we were sparring a bit and I scored a hit on him, my first one!" Abby said excitedly. June clapped her hands joyfully.

    "Well done, Missy! I'm sure your Pappy is mighty proud of you. Now strip down little lady and let me scrub you up nice and clean."

    Obediently, Abby complied, dropping her trousers and blouse into a heap while June shook her head in disapproval.

    "I'll never know why your Pappy lets you dress like that. You should be all dolled up in a pretty dress and making eyes at the local boys out there!" June said in a stern voice, but Abby saw a twinkle in her gaze and she smiled mischievously.

    "I can't ride, shoot, and sword fight with a dress on June, you know that, silly lady!"

    She lowered herself in the tub, hissing as the hot water burned her little butt cheeks. June watched with a critical eye. Her little ward was growing up quickly. Long wavy blonde hair topped her fine head and flowed down over her pale shoulders nearly to her waist. Her bottom had filled out and her once small breasts were now large and firm, her tight nipples pointed proudly skyward from her small ribcage. She was nearly five foot four inches tall and weighed about 105 pounds soaking wet. Thanks to her relatively new friend, Rose, she'd taken to shaving her legs and armpits, an up and coming trend among ladies and one her father heartily agreed with. He was a firm believer in a lady being a lady, especially when in public. His wife had been a beautiful woman whom he'd been proud to show off on his arm for many years.

    June quickly bathed and shaved her with accomplished ease. She took care of Rose as well most evenings, never telling Abby that Rose kept her pubic area shaved clean for her husband. Some things must be kept private, June figured to herself.

    After dinner, the men retired to the parlor and asked the girls to join them, which was entirely out of character Abby thought with surprise. Speaking in an authoritative tone, George addressed them.

    "War is coming to us all, I hate to say. The British are on their way through here and there's little we can do. Hopefully some local militias can turn the tide but I doubt it. William and I have spoken at length about it and have come to a decision. We will stand and fight when the time comes. We'll lose the slaves whenever they desire. They can leave now if they like."

    As if punctuating his sentence, a roll of cannon fire sounded in the distance.

    Abby started to speak but her father raised his hand to silence her.

    "There will be no discussion. Abby and Rose, you two will head for the forests when I command, use our caches and caves to subsist until things improve for the better. I believe our side will win in time, but short term it will be a terrible thing."

    Abby flung herself in his arms and tried protesting but he would have none of it. It broke his heart to treat her so but he knew it must be done.

    William drew Rose onto his lap and comforted her as she sobbed on his shoulder. George continued.

    "Abby, starting tomorrow you'll be ready to evacuate at a moment's notice. Keep your squirrel rifle handy and your horse in the small barn near the tree line. You do the same, Rose."

    A couple of years ago, the brothers had Kentucky rifles made for the girls. They were in 32 caliber and shortened both at the stock and barrel so they could handle them more adroitly. Rose was a decent shot while Abby was absolutely deadly with hers out to nearly 300 yards. Rose had hunted a bit with hers but never really enjoyed it. Abby had harvested several deer and turkey and had no qualms about filling the larder with fresh meat.

    George continued instructing his family for nearly an hour, preparing them for the worst. Finally, he sent them off to bed while he and William had another drink and smoked their pipes in the light of the oil lamps.

    Sometime in the night a particularly loud boom of cannon fire awoke Abby and she noticed a faint glow in the night sky coming through her window. She wrapped herself in her night robe and sneaked down the hallway so she could watch from the porch. A faint cry robbed her attention and she listened attentively. It seemed to be coming from William and Rose's room. She tiptoed to their door and noticed it was open a crack. She peered in, and in the faint light of a guttering candle witnessed a sight like she'd never seen or heard of.

    William and Rose were both naked atop the bed covers and his face was buried between Rose's thighs. Her hands were twisted in his hair and she was moaning in what sounded like pain. Abby was immediately concerned for Rose, what was he doing to her! She was ready to rush to her defense until she heard Rose cry out his name in rapture.

    "Oh yes, Willy! Just there, please don't stop!"

    Abby was wide eyed in amazement. Her breath hitched and she gasped aloud at her first sight of a cock. She quickly covered her mouth, afraid the couple had heard her. Apparently not, because they kept on with their lovemaking. He looked intimidating down there, yet Rose seemed to enjoy what he was doing! She clasped her hands under his bottom and urged him deeper with contented sighs.

    Abby was almost beside herself and was feeling some decidedly different emotions. She'd thought about sex of course but had always been so busy playing at tomboy that she'd never really dwelled on it much. Contributing to that was probably the lack of men her age on the plantation, other than slaves of course, and they held no interest to her other than as good friends. William drew her attention when he spoke to Rose in a strained voice.

    "How would you like me to spend myself, dear?"

    "Let me taste you tonight, honey!" she managed to gasp out.

    Abby watched attentively. A loud gasp came from the doorway. Abby couldn't believe what she was seeing and hearing. Rose was moaning to another satisfying orgasm.

    Sensing the end was near, Abby quietly slipped back to her room and burrowed under her covers, her mind awash with the exciting scene she'd just witnessed. It took many hours before her fevered mind allowed her to fall asleep.

    The next day Abby took Rose aside and asked her a few questions about sex, which aroused her suspicion.

    "I'm pretty sure I heard you outside our door last night, that's true isn't it?" Rose asked her with a smile and a twinkle in her eye.

    "Yes, it was me," Abby answered guiltily. "I heard you when I was up and just had to see what you were doing."

    "Did you like what you saw?"

    "At first I thought Uncle William was hurting you! Then I heard you call his name and cup his head in your hands and I knew you were okay."

    "Oh yes, I was fine. It feels wonderful."

    Abby felt a shiver run up her back at the thought of a man doing such a naughty thing to her. She couldn't imagine! In the past Rose had tried to instruct her on matters pertaining to procreation but she'd shown little interest until now. Hearing about it in dry terms was somewhat boring, seeing it in action was another thing entirely, she thought to herself.

    " Does it taste good? Did you like it?" she asked in curiosity.

    "He did it because I asked him to. It tasted a little salty usually, and I did like it. It's the seed that makes little babies and if it's near the time of the month I may get pregnant, I have him shoot in my mouth or on my breasts. He absolutely loves doing it."

    Abby pursed her lips thoughtfully, "Do you think I'm pretty enough for a man to want me like that?"

    "Oh, honey. You're absolutely beautiful! Any man would be proud to have you. When we dress up and go to parties or the Christmas ball, haven't you noticed the young gentlemen fawning over you?"

    "I guess so, over the last couple years they're always looking at my chest, it's rather irritating when they speak to my bosom."

    Rose giggled in delight. "That's what men do when they want you. You have no idea how gorgeous you really are, dear Abby. There's not a man alive who wouldn't roll you in the hay!"

    "Aunty Rose, shame on you!" Abby laughed, but inside she felt the same shivery sensation she'd experienced last night and a hint of moisture dampened her thighs. Suddenly, a bold idea struck her. She took pride in excelling at everything that interested her, why not sex as well?

    "Will you help me get ready to be with a man, just in case it ever happens? I don't want to be caught unawares. Please teach me everything you know."

    "I'd be happy to, just don't tell the men, we'd get in so much trouble!" Rose laughed gaily. "Let's talk about it while we move our horses to the barn like your father instructed."

    After they did so Abby went searching for her father. She found him in the workshop toiling diligently. He was packing large flower pots with blackpowder and horseshoe nails, sealing them tightly with hot wax then replacing the flowers and soil atop the explosive. He explained that he planned to set them next to the benches that lined the drive near the shade trees. The slaves used them to relax on when they took breaks from working the tobacco fields. When the redcoats came he hoped to detonate them and cause as many casualties as possible. Abby gazed at her father in a new light and he noticed her expression when she realized the deviousness of his plan.

    "We do what we must, Abby. They'd rather kill us than keep us as prisoners and use up their valuable supplies. I plan to return the favor. The bloodier we make it for them the sooner they'll return to their country." She nodded in understanding.

    "I want to fight with you, Father, please let me!" she begged. He looked at her closely. He knew she would be a huge asset but he couldn't bear losing her. Against his better judgement he chose to take a calculated risk.

    "I'll let you stay and fight until I order you to leave. At that moment, you obey me immediately and without question. Do you understand me?" he said in his sternest voice.

    "Oh yes, Papa!" She flew into his arms and hugged him tightly. He was glad she couldn't see the tears gathering in his eyes.

    "We start setting up our trap today, honey. Go get Rose and you two can help me out."

    He set up targets where each of the flower pots would be and had Abby go to the upper story of the house and fire down on them until she was comfortable with the range. The targets started at 300 yards out and were staged at the sitting benches up to 100 yards from the front porch. She used both hers and Rose's rifles, firing as fast as Rose could reload which took her as long as 45 seconds. When George was satisfied, he installed his flower pots at the benches, then he filled buckets with caltrops he'd had the local blacksmith make. When the British troops arrival was imminent, he'd scatter them on the road between his home and the ambush site, in order to slow any troops that leaked through, thereby allowing the people in the house more time to rain fire down on their enemies.

    That evening after dinner he took Abby to the work shop and he presented her with a gift. It was a rapier that was shorter and lighter than most, essentially made for a small man or woman. Her hand fit the grip wonderfully and the cupped hilt would protect her hand from a counter slash. Abby was beside herself with joy! The leather scabbard she drew it from had gold fasteners and a wide belt that fit her lithe waist perfectly.

    "Careful now," he cautioned. "It's razor sharp and will kill a man in an instant. It has blood grooves on each side to break the suction of a man's flesh so you can remove it easier. Stab, twist, and pull, like so!" With a flourish he drew his own sword, mimicking his instructions. She clapped her hands and drew him into a thankful hug.

    "Oh Papa, you're the best ever!" she exclaimed with tears in her eyes.

    "Let's get some rest, honey. Tomorrow will be another long day." he said quietly.
    Abby discovers sex for the first time.
    Chapter 2

    That evening after dinner, Rose pulled Abby aside. "Would you like some training in the subject we talked of earlier?" she asked with a wicked smile.

    Abby was instantly on board. "Yes I would! What did you have in mind?"

    "Let's go visit June. I believe she can get you started out right." Puzzled, Abby followed Rose as she led them to her room where June was adding scented oil to two big tubs filled with hot water. At her urging both women disrobed and she bathed them both clean, including washing their long tresses. Rose was a thin brunette and stood a touch taller than Abby at 5 foot six, weighing in at about the same weight of 105 pounds. Her breasts were a bit smaller than Abby's but were strikingly firm and her pink nipples seemed to be perpetually hard. Abby gasped when she saw the lack of pubic hair on Rose's smooth pussy. Rose noticed and giggled.

    "That's why June is here, to shave you like I am. It feels wonderful!" Abby's eyes widened in amazement. She could see every nook and cranny between Rose's thighs as she bent over to towel herself dry.

    "Come, Missy. Sit on the stool here and I'll show you how it's done," June said softly. She lathered Abby up and with several practiced strokes shaved her smooth as a peach. Abby stroked her newly shorn pussy and giggled.

    "It feels so slick and smooth, I like it!"

    The girls laughed along with her.

    "Just wait til a man gets in there and diddles you, Missy. It feels wonderful," June said with a faraway look in her brown eyes.

    "Are we still on for tonight, June?" Rose asked with a mischievous smile.

    "I sure hope so," she answered and returned the smile. "Give me an hour or so, please."

    "We'll be there, thanks so much!" a still naked Rose answered, and gave June a big hug and a kiss. The quadroon girl blushed fiercely at the contact and dipped her eyes submissively. "Yes, Ma'am. I'd do anything for you."

    "I know that, you're so sweet, June." Rose said gently.

    "Where're we going?" Abby wanted to know.

    "It's a surprise," Rose answered. "Now put your dress on, no undergarments and wear your softest shoes. We'll sneak outside soon. I'll go talk to our men and get them settled in the parlor."

    Rose's arrival in the sitting room caused a bit of a stir. The men were just heading for the parlor when she approached them, flushed from her hot bath and her breasts swinging loosely under her bodice. George couldn't help but notice how sexy she looked while William looked like the cat that got the canary. He knew he was getting some action tonight for sure. She herded them into their seats and fetched them stiff drinks along with their pipes. She loved flirting with the men, but never did it with George when his daughter was around. Abby had no idea of her father's proclivities and Rose hoped to keep it that way. He had a rampant sex drive that only a select few people knew about.

    She sat on her husband's lap and slyly tugged her neckline down until a pink nipple was just peeping out. She heard George suck in his breath when it emerged to meet his gaze. She kissed William deeply and squirmed in his lap until his hips began grinding up to meet hers.

    She gently disengaged and tucked her nipple away with a sly wink at George who was busy trying to hide the thick bulge at his crotch.

    "I'll leave you two alone now. Please enjoy your drinks. I'll see you later, husband," she said throatily. As she walked away she heard George speak in a rough voice. "My word, man. How do you keep up with that filly. She's exquisite!" She felt her loins flood with heat and her face flushed at the compliment. She was immensely attracted to George and wouldn't mind letting him know. William had hinted in the past that he'd love to watch her fuck another man, maybe she could work something out she thought to herself somewhat wickedly.

    She gathered Abby from her room and the couple slid quietly down the hall and out into the darkness of the plantation. Rose took her to June's cabin where she was waiting for them on the porch. Without a word she took the girl's hands and led them down the footpath to the overseer's house. They sneaked around back and June pointed at a ground floor window.

    "In there," sh
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  • The Flu: A Pandemic Escape on a Sex Farm
    The Flu: A Pandemic Escape on a Sex Farm
    Lusty young immigrants escape global plague on a Wisconsin farm.

    By MVP6.  Listen to the ► Podcast

    at Steamy Stories.



    Ustin and Manon met while on holiday in Prague and fell in

    love at first sight. Ustin was Russian and Manon was French. He loved Manon's
    impulsive ways and she loved his strong resilience. They were the poster-couple
    for young beauty, love, and little more than dreams.

    Other than the language of love the only words they shared

    in common were a smattering of Portuguese. Nevertheless, theirs was a whirlwind
    romance ending in engagement after two short weeks.

    They were back in Shuvalovka by the end of the next week,

    getting married the very next morning.

    That was the day a letter arrived from Manon's uncle in

    America whom she had only met once as a small girl. Neither of them could read
    English and when they had it interpreted they learned that he had passed away
    and left them a small dairy farm in Wisconsin, a plane ticket, and a
    French/English phrase book.

    Ustin sold his '64 Zaporozhet, emptied his bank account, and

    liquidated all his assets, which were not worth much since the collapse of the
    Russian stock market. Together they had enough to buy another plane ticket and
    embarked that same morning.

    Manon was seated in first class while Ustin was relegated to

    third class, but they were overjoyed at least to be on the same plane. If they
    had known about the mile high club there is no doubt that they would have
    consummated their, as yet, unconsummated marriage. Alas they were just thrilled
    to be starting a new life together. Their plan being to first establish
    financial security, and only then to have children.

    When they arrived in Milwaukee Ustin was worried that they

    wouldn't have enough money left to take a cab to their new farm - let alone buy
    anything to eat, and he did his best to communicate that to Manon.

    She had no cares about food, being so engrossed in her new

    role as blushing bride. But she was very worried, for no good reason, that if
    Ustin did not take her virginity officially as a married couple that they would
    be deported. She had spent the whole flight looking through her phrasebook
    trying to find the right words for "deflowering."

    By the time she told Ustin what she wanted and he tried to

    look it up using his recently purchased English/Russian phrasebook, what he
    understood was that she wanted him to weed her cat.

    He just smiled weakly and drew her close in a warm embrace,

    but since she was pointing frantically to her pussy, he imagined that 'weeding
    the cat' meant she wanted him to bury his face in her pubes as soon as
    possible.

    He had no objection to throwing her back on their new

    honeymoon bed the first instant they arrived in Cambridge, WI to then 'graze
    the watercress,' which would have been the french way to say it if any of the
    risque words at all had been in his phrasebook, or if either of them owned a
    Russian/French phrasebook.

    Full of excitement and fear they held hands, as only new

    lovebirds would, and never let go until he carried her across the threshold.

    True to his understanding of her expectations Ustin promptly

    carried Manon to the bed, threw up her dress, and lapped studiously at her
    moist nether lips until she, taking a fistful of hair in each hand, pulled him
    up.

    She could taste her own pussy on his lips and it turned her

    on, though Ustin would not know that for quite a while, and at the moment, he
    was put off because she was rummaging around in her purse - trying to retrieve
    some condoms.

    Their first time as newlyweds in their new home was amazing

    as they explored each other's bodies and each other's desires. Perhaps it was
    even better as they could barely talk and they needed to rely on moans and
    smiles that much more to know what the other liked.

    Next they explored the farm and discovered that they had

    inherited a dairyless dairy farm. If they could have read English they would
    have found the letter from the animal control officer at the police department
    telling dead Uncle Charles that all the animals had been impounded because they
    were being neglected and that they would be returned after a hefty fine was
    paid.

    Still, they were the proud owners of a farmhouse, a barn, a

    shed and a few miscellaneous buildings on about ten acres of beautiful midwest
    rolling fields, and they fucked in each building as well as in the middle of
    the fields the first week.

    That first year was a year of unbridled sex which at least

    once included a zuchinni from the garden that Manon had planted so they could
    set up a farmers market and earn some money to buy cows. No one ever came to
    their market as they were a bit out of the way, but Manon did manage to can
    about two hundred pounds of vegetables and store the jars in the tornado
    shelter.

    One day they were passing the empty mink cages which came

    with the farm and Ustin was grinning stupidly and gesturing rudely that they
    should make like the minks and screw wildly.

    Always ready, Manon grinned, and that was all it took. They

    shed their shirts rapidly, then impulsively Manon decided it would be fun to
    climb the ladder up to the loft. Shaking her skirt she beckoned,
    "Attrapez-moi." Then wiggling her butt enticingly she flashed her
    cunt to her dear husband and he scrambled up as fast as he could, sticking his
    nose amid her aromatic cleft from underneath her on the ladder every time he
    caught up.

    Playing the game she would let him lick her puss for a few

    minutes each time before scrambling further up the rackety ladder. They were a
    very orally inclined couple, which worked in their favor whenever they were far
    from the bedroom, where they kept their limited, and expensive, supply of
    condoms.

    Rolling in the proverbial hay, soon enough they were

    pleasuring each other simultaneously. For the first time ever she saw another
    person's back door. Glimpsing his tight bung briefly she wasn't grossed out,
    rather, she was worried that he would see hers and that he would be grossed
    out.

    Likewise, Ustin did see hers but his only thought was,

    "It's surprising that it's not a turn off." They still finished each
    other off taking the time to burrow into each other's privates at length.

    Unfortunately, it was later when they jumped down from the

    loft naked, that they both sprained an ankle and found themselves housebound
    for a couple of weeks. It was also one of the best things that could have
    happened to them.

    Not only did they recline in each other's arms all day and

    make love often, but they couldn't make any trips into town which had, unknown
    to them, quickly taken a dangerous turn.

    A flu pandemic had begun that day they kissed each others'

    sex parts in the loft and it was spreading rapidly to anyone who was unlucky
    enough to interact with just about anyone.

    By day two, 20% of the nation had what was not an ordinary

    flu and some with weakened systems were already developing pneumonia or dying
    from other complications.

    By day five, and unknown to the young lovers, the TV they

    rarely watched, was advising all citizens to stay home and warning that the
    health department would be out culling chickens who were the source of the flu.

    The frisky couple never even knew that the army-green jeeps

    and an old commandeered truck, arrived to kill and pick up chickens. You see,
    at the time Manon was bent over an odd apparatus in the water-shed with Ustin's
    tongue delicately circling and stabbing at her cute pink asshole.

    Anilingus was minutes new to both of them since they had

    just discovered it. They didn't even know what it was called in any language
    let alone with any shared words.

    Only two hours before They had been wandering the North

    pasture when it started to drizzle and they happened upon the stone structure
    built over a stream. Inside they found an odd mechanism and with some experimentation
    figured out that it's purpose was to divert the stream so it flowed either East
    or West.

    That's not really relevant to the story. What was pivotal

    was that, while turning a large wheel made from a barrel, Manon had fallen
    prone across the device and screamed out as she slipped. Ustin, with his
    developing English, misunderstood her emerging English. Thinking she had
    blurted out something meaning, "Tongue my ass" as she threw herself
    over the barrel, he decided it was a brilliant suggestion and put himself to
    the delightful task immediately.

    Meanwhile, finding herself in danger of being rolled over to

    the other side she shrieked joyfully when he grabbed her by the hips. She was
    totally shocked, but pleasantly surprised, when with a pucker he kissed her sensitive
    sphincter. She didn't know enough about sex to think it either mundane or
    bizzare. After the first swipe at her delicate brownie he asked,
    "Da?"

    She spoke that much Russian, and he knew enough French to

    throw himself into the act when she replied, "Oui! Oui!"

    Together the lovers learned that they really craved the act,

    so he spent a considerable amount of time just licking her gratified asshole.

    Ustin was thinking, "Amazing how every part of my girl

    is so sexy, from her smile to her toes, she's the best. It's strange how even
    her shitter turns me on. A woman's pussy is an obvious and natural object to
    worship with its enticing odor and soft lips. But for as much as I love to
    nibble and bite, pulling on her labia, it's just as great to get my lips on her
    arse."

    "Never in my wildest dreams would I imagine that I

    would lick a girl's butt, but Manon is so special and her crinkled ring just
    draws me in." He took a deep inhalation, "Marvelous! Even her ass
    smells good. Earthy and musty but fresh. I want more."

    He decided to run his tongue around it in circles, feeling

    the tiny donut shape. "It's incredible how this majestic feast normally
    has such a base function. I can't get over the rubbery firm texture - so
    different from her kiska."

    He wondered if he could get his tongue inside like he did

    when he ate her quim. Backing off a few inches he used his fingers to massage
    her perineum and anus. Then getting one thumb on either side he stretched it
    out barely able to see inside. "OK let's see if I can get my tip in there.
    If it's ever gonna taste bad, now will be the time." Talking out loud he
    spoke to himself in Russian,

    "Are you ready Ustin?"

    Listening to him talk to himself back there, Manon had her

    own conversation going even if it consisted almost entirely of mewling moans
    and delighted sighs. In perfect Portuguese she whimpered the most appropriate
    phrase she could think of that he would know, "Do you like your
    dinner?"

    Ustin laughed out loud, breaking the mood of raw sexuality

    briefly. Then also in Portuguese he answered, "You are a most hospitable
    host." Then returned to his quest to meld his mouth with her rectum. He
    formed his tongue into a point then poked.

    Manon squealed, lifting her bum.

    He barely got any in her but wanting to have a penetrative

    experience he rubbed two lanky fingers along her newly stubbled puss, In broken
    English he asked, "You want me finger to your mog?"

    She had no idea what he meant but she was willing to

    surrender herself to whatever he desired. To express her openness she relied
    again on a Portuguese phrase, "My house is your house."

    Wetting two of his fingers, with the unpracticed thrust of

    one fairly new to sex, he jammed them fully up her fanny. She jumped in
    surprise, partly due to the sudden vaginal intrusion but mostly because she was
    expecting him to slide a single finger up what she would have called her trou
    du cul.

    He continued to lap at her starfish fucking her gash with

    his fingers. He became engrossed in the crude pastime letting his lust carry
    him away. When her body went tense he worried that he was hurting her in his
    wild sexual frenzy, then realized she was having an orgasm from the combined
    anilingus and fingerbanging.

    Overjoyed to have found a new way to bring her off he fell

    back on his haunches, satisfied.

    Coming down from her high, Manon wanted to do something for

    him now. Turning around she fell to the floor with her back to the wheel. She
    beckoned for Ustin to stand before her, pulling him by the cock.

    Manon was hardly more experienced than Ustin in the ways of

    sex. Her one previous boyfriend had wanted to face-fuck her which she had not
    allowed. But now she wanted to give all of herself, in every way, to this man
    she loved.

    She formed a circle with her left thumb and forefinger then

    using the forefinger from her other hand she made the universal gesture for
    fucking.

    Ustin stepped forward presenting his hard cock to her mouth.

    But she wasn't done yet. Next using the same gesture she slammed her finger
    into the circle violently hoping to communicate what she was offering.

    He was sure he was reading her wrong and definitely didn't

    want to hurt the woman he loved. But she insisted saying, "Bes moi! Bes
    moi! Bes moi!", pounding on the barrel.

    He moved even closer inserting his swollen cock into her

    mouth. They were both full of expectation as she grabbed his thighs pulling him
    deeply into the back of her mouth quickly.

    Towing above her, with his hands on the barrel, he was

    thrilled that he had married such a sexual wife.

    They were both mistaken and they learned it the hard way.

    Manon gagged and sputtered completely unable to accomplish what she'd imagined
    she would do for him.

    He pulled out, falling to his knees. Looking into her teary

    eyes he rained penitent kisses all over her tortured face. They both apologized
    to each other profusely in their respective languages and they both understood
    intuitively what the other meant.

    After hugs of reconciliation she regained her composure. She

    pointed to her lips saying, "R essayons"

    As thrilled as he had been a moment before to be married to

    such a sexpot he was a thousand times more thrilled now to be married to a more
    naive girl who loved him so selflessly.

    Standing up he stroked her face gently before presenting his

    now softened organ to her.

    She drew his dick into her mouth, inexpertly sucking on the

    first couple inches until she was rewarded with her first taste of cum.

    Looking down on her, awestruck, as she swallowed, there was

    never a more earnest feeling of admiration communicated from one human to another.

    Afterwards they held each other.

    Now, if they had brought condoms with them they might have

    just screwed and been done with it. But then they would have returned to the
    farmhouse much earlier and met the infected visitors.

    The national guard found no chickens and left without

    incident, doing no more damage than nailing a poster to the front door that
    Ustin had so carefully painted red with a stylish and artistic barn-star.

    One morning,

    'Котенок', or 'kitten', as Ustin
    called her woke him with a fantastic and more practiced blowjob, then wiping
    her lips with the back of her hand, lazily rolled over to turn on the TV for
    the first time in a while.

    Slowly it dawned on them both that something was terribly

    wrong with the outside world. Secluded in their own little love nest they did
    not know that 40% of the population had gotten sick and they did not realize
    that 80% of the sick had died. While they knew little English they understood
    the terrifying math perfectly. Additionally, the images on TV painted a horrible
    picture of what was happening which to them seemed like the end of the world.

    That was also the same day that, first the TV, and then the

    electricity went out. By the 15th day of the pandemic there were no more
    airplanes in the sky and even several miles away from the main part of
    Cambridge the world was eerily silent by day and oddly dark at night.

    Manon and Ustin held each other close during the long nights

    and clung to each other as they had never done before. The house was cold and
    they cuddled for warmth as much as for reassurance.

    Kitten cried bitterly and refused to let Ustin walk into

    town to see what was happening, so he stayed home rather than drag her along,
    hanging onto his arms, which is what she would have done to stop him.

    Instead with his shirt off he worked up a sweat and an

    appetite cutting firewood to heat the house at night. Manon hugged him from
    behind as he took a break enjoying the slipperiness of his sexy body glistening
    and

    tanned in the sun.

    The electric water pump hadn't worked in weeks and they both

    smelled musky but then again they had learned to appreciate the various smells
    produced by their young and hard sexy bodies. Her tiny hand reached into his
    zipper and worked his hefty growing member into a full state of arousal.

    She pressed her firm and pert boobs against his back while

    he reached back and held her waist.

    Out by the fallen log,and yet again lacking any birth

    control, she turned, then rubbed his pre-cumm slicked foreskin sheathed cock
    against her rear door to communicate her intent...

    The next day they walked to the water-shed carrying a water

    bucket and wearing nothing but shoes, then made sad, sweet love, again on the
    barrel, as much to connect as to relieve tension, worry, and, a touch of lust,
    that wouldn't go away even in those dire times.

    The next couple of weeks they imagined the worst. Thinking

    they were the only couple left on earth, a modern day 'Adam and Eve,' they
    toiled hard all day long working the incomplete farm to make provisions for the
    winter.

    They continued to make love every night to cement their love

    as much as for any other reason. They began to make forays away from the farm
    to see what they could learn. The nearest neighbor's house was a mile and a
    half away; nothing was there.

    Depressed and numb they walked further toward town not even

    remembering to put on clothes as they had become accustomed, in the early fall
    heat and lacking air conditioning, to go nude.

    Nearing another house they again found no one, but seeing

    some wash on the line, they realized they should dress. Nothing fit and they
    shared a fit of hysterical laughter to break the somber mood.

    Deeply disheartened they went home without walking the last

    ten miles into town, discarding the ridiculous and comical clothing as they
    went.

    The next morning, just before sunrise

    Котенок woke Usty and pulled him
    outside to be a witness to the new day. She had a small spade with her and as
    solemnly as she could buried all their remaining condoms. Offering him a page
    torn from his phrasebook he saw that she had circled the word
    "repopulate."

    After a lunch of kislaya kapusta also known as sauerkraut,

    they disrupted their routine of constant work to do what they had never done
    before; vaginal sex without protection.

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 6
    Cabin Cousins: Part 6
    Saying Goodbye; for now.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Connections.



    Chapter Twenty.

    On the drive home, I felt good, like really good. I felt

    like things were actually going to start changing for the better. Reveling in
    this feeling, I made a spur-of-the-moment decision. I stopped my car in a
    random parking lot and pulled out my phone.

    One of the guys that I used to work with, Carl, liked to go

    to this little bar in Superior to hang out with friends and have a few drinks.
    There was a whole group of guys from work that would go regularly, but Carl was
    the only one who never stopped asking. For one reason or another, I never took
    him up on it, and I haven't seen any of them since I stopped being able to go
    to work.

    He answered after a few rings.

    "Hi, it's Charles, from work."

    "Charles? Hey buddy! How are you doing?"

    He sounded happy to hear from me.

    "Oh, I've been hanging in there. How's the store since

    I left?" At the time of the accident, I was the yard manager
    at the same store I had worked at since I moved to Duluth. It didn't pay a lot
    of money, but it was enough to get by, and I liked the job. I still felt bad
    about how I left. As the years went on and my depression spiraled downwards, it
    had become too hard to mask. My job performance was terrible, and people began
    to ask questions I didn't want to face the answers to. One day I scheduled
    myself to take all my vacation days, and then with that in the system, I put in
    my two weeks' notice. I never went back.

    "They made me assistant store manager if you'll believe

    that," Carl said. "Still a lot of the same faces around here. All the
    young kids come and go. You know how it is."

    "Yeah." I chuckled. In a store like that, you

    could count on about half of the employees to be lifers. They'd never leave.
    The other half seemed to be a completely different mix of people every couple
    of months.

    "So, what's up?" Carl asked.

    I could hear the store's advertising jingle blaring over the

    loudspeakers in the background.

    "Do you and the guys still go to that bar in

    Superior?" There it was. I said it. Now if he says yes, I'll have to ask if
    I can go, and then I'll have to go.

    "Yeah! But it's usually just me and Matt. Brian got

    married, and his wife has him on a short leash. Joe goes to AA. The other guys,
    just kinda stopped going for one reason or another. Tonight is the night we
    usually go."

    "Mind if I come with?" I asked.

    "Of course, man! We're going to leave here at about

    six."

    "Cool, I'll see you there."

    "Looking forward to it. It'll be good to see you again."

    And now the awkwardness of ending a phone call. I've heard

    that it's a Midwestern thing, but everyone seems to do it better than I do.
    "Okay, bye."

    "Bye."

    I went home, set out some clean clothes, and got in the

    shower. Sometimes I forget how good it feels to be clean. But then, I knew
    exactly why it was often too hard to motivate myself to get into the shower.
    The shower brought memories of Melissa and the possibility of pain. I stood
    still, letting the near-scalding water cascade over me. The fruity scent of the
    same brand of body wash Melissa had during our first shower together was
    strong, and I remembered.

    I closed my eyes and started my breathing exercise with a

    deep slow inhale. Melissa's hands scrubbed my lower back and slid down
    to squeeze my ass. Breathe out, the pain and hurt waft away like steam
    in the shower. My fingers follow the lines of her muscles and up her
    inner thigh, she looks at me with serene contentment. Breathe
    in. She turns, arches her back, and sighs as I enter her from behind. Breathe
    out, the pain is gone, and there is only joy. She moans as my soapy
    hands cup her firm tits, holding her tight against me as we make love. Breathe
    in. I gasp and hold my breath as we both climax. Breathe out.

    I catch my breath and look down, my hand was still grasping

    my quickly softening manhood, and the oozing result of my orgasm was slowly
    washed into the drain. I finished cleaning up, turned the water off, and
    stepped out of the shower.

    I looked at myself in the mirror as I toweled dry. It had

    been quite a while since I had exercised, or gone to the gym, but I still had a
    good amount of muscle on me. Granted, a bit more flab than I liked, especially
    on my belly, but overall I still liked the way I looked. Melissa liked the way
    I looked too. I patted my belly, and there was a slight jiggle. I really should
    work out again, I thought. When was the last time I went for a run? I couldn't
    remember.

    My eyes strayed from my body to my face. I was still

    slightly pink from the hot water. I studied the slight age lines beginning to
    appear around my eyes and noticed that I seemed to have a larger forehead than
    I used to. When did I start losing my hair?

    I put my hands on the edge of the sink and leaned close to

    the mirror. It's a strange thing, looking yourself in the eyes. Despite how
    good I felt at the moment, all I could see was the pain deep inside. I knew it
    hadn't always been there, and obviously, I knew when it started. What bothered
    me was, I couldn't remember what it was like to not have this pain. I could
    remember every little detail about Melissa, her face, her body, the
    conversations we had, the things we did together, everything. But if I focus on
    just me... I can remember being a skinny awkward teenager falling in love and
    beginning a perfect life, then this, an aging man being crushed by the weight
    of a tragedy. Every memory between, of what it was to be me, was just gone.
    Lost to the gray. At the same time, I knew that this person staring back at me
    in the mirror wasn't me. Once, I was happy. Once I was me, whoever
    that was. Would I ever get me back, or did I just have to come
    to grips with the fact that I was now a completely different person?

    In heavy contemplation, I got dressed. I put on a faded Iron

    Maiden concert tee, a token from the time Melissa and I had driven to Sioux
    Falls, South Dakota to see them perform, and some blue jeans that seemed
    tighter around the waist than I remembered.

    I checked my bank balance and determined that If I was going

    to have drinks at the bar with Carl, I had better eat at home beforehand. I had
    a cup of ramen noodles, and cut slices off of a brick of cheddar cheese, as I
    wasted time watching random crap on YouTube.

    Finally, it was five thirty and time to go. Well really, I

    didn't need to hurry, as it was only a five-minute drive across the bridge to
    Superior, but there was no way I was going to be late.

    I parked behind the bar and didn't see any vehicles I recognized.

    I listened to the radio for a little while, then at ten to six, I got out of
    the car. The hard part is done. I'm here.

    I walked in and scanned the place for Carl. I know he had

    said he was leaving work at six, but I didn't want to miss him by mistake if he
    was early for some reason. Not seeing him or anyone else I knew, I took a seat
    at the end of the bar. The place wasn't very busy at all, with maybe a dozen
    people spread out throughout the whole place. A red-haired waitress came and
    took my order for a Grainbelt beer, and I watched her go to the cooler to get
    the bottle. She was cute, if a little thick around the middle, and when she
    handed me the beer, she flashed me the smile of experienced waitresses
    everywhere. The kind of smile that says, "I'll be sweet, and yes, maybe
    even flirt with you a little, but this is my job and you better not take it as
    more than a professional courtesy". I respected that. Good bartenders were
    hard to come by, and this one seemed proficient so far.

    I sipped my beer, and surreptitiously watched the other

    patrons. There was the same general mix of people you see in bars like this on
    a Tuesday evening. A few older couples, quietly enjoying dinner and a glass of
    wine, a fifty-year-old high school prom queen and her steroid-pumped boyfriend,
    slamming cheap beer, faces wind burned from riding a Harley all day, a table of
    college frat boy types laughing too loudly at offensive jokes, you know the
    kind of place.

    I faced the bar again, and in the mirror, I could see that

    one person was sitting alone at the table right behind me. She was facing away
    from me and seemed engrossed in something on her phone. She was wearing a
    maroon sweatshirt and had bushy dark brown hair that immediately reminded me of
    a young Hermione Granger.

    I watched her in the mirror, not being a creep, just out of

    curiosity and that I had nothing else to do while I waited for Carl. She never
    turned or sat up straight, just stayed on her phone, occasionally typing
    furiously.

    After a while, I looked at the time on my phone. It was

    twenty after six, Carl should have been here already. I ordered another beer
    from Cassie, the bartender, and gave him ten more minutes.

    I called Carl, and it took four or five rings for him to

    pick up.

    "Hey dude," Carl said right away. "I am so

    sorry. I have a big issue I've got to manage here."

    I could hear people talking loudly in the background and the

    beep of a forklift.

    "Hey," I said. "What's up?"

    "One of the kids knocked over a shelving unit in the

    garden center, and they all collapsed like dominoes. It's a big fucking
    mess." There was a scuffing noise as he held his phone aside and yelled at
    someone. "Don't bother saving that stuff, it's all junk now. Scan it, then
    throw it in the dumpster!" His voice became clear again. "I don't
    remember being this stupid when I was that age, do you?"

    "No, not really. So, are you going to be late

    or..." I asked, starting to feel a little dumb for getting my hopes up for
    a fun evening with old friends.

    "Sorry, man, this is going to be an all-nighter."

    "Oh, okay," I said, feeling like I just got

    punched in the gut.

    "Take a rain check for next week? The first round is on

    me."

    "Yeah, that's okay. Next week it is." I couldn't

    believe it. I got myself so excited to do normal people things with normal
    people, and this happened. I don't know why I bothered.

    "Alright man, gotta go." Before Carl ended the

    call, I could hear him start to yell. "Careful! If you knock that over
    too, I'm gonna"

    As I stared at my phone, not knowing what I should think or

    do, I heard a voice to my right. It was the woman with the brown hair.

    "You get stood up too?"

    I glanced at her. She was standing at the bar a few spots

    down from me, waving her empty glass at the bartender.

    "Huh? Yeah."

    "Sorry for eavesdropping. So what was her excuse?"

    In the corner of my eye, I could see the waitress return

    with a full glass. The girl took a drink right away. It was something creamy,
    Bailey's maybe.

    "Problems at work." I didn't mention that the

    'her' was a 'him'. As secure enough in my sexuality as I was, straight guys
    just didn't say things that could give a woman mixed signals.

    "Typical." She took another long pull off her

    drink. "This is the third date in a row that has left me sitting. I take
    the time to get ready and then sit here waiting. I've got homework I could be
    doing." She sighed. "I don't know why I bothered."

    "Right." Her last words had struck a chord with my

    thoughts, and I turned to face her.

    Our eyes met, and the world stopped. We stared at each

    other, each of us with furrowing brows. My heart began to race, and I felt like
    I just got a shot of adrenaline.

    Slowly, she set down her drink, and I set down my phone, but

    our eyes remained locked.

    Eventually, she whispered. "I know you..."

    My throat was dry, and I struggled to get enough air to

    respond. "I don't think we've met..."

    She was pretty, and younger than I had expected. There was

    something strikingly familiar about her, but I knew I had never met this person
    before, and probably hadn't ever seen her. Her maroon sweatshirt had the big yellow
    UMD (University of Minnesota, Duluth) logo on it. There was something in her
    eyes, her icy blue eyes, that told me that I knew this person.

    "Who are you?" She whispered. The confusion on her

    face gave way to a look of fear.

    "Charles," I said woodenly, trying to make some

    sense of what was happening.

    This wasn't like the times you see someone in a crowd that

    looks like someone you know. I knew this person, have always known this person,
    and yet, nothing about her was familiar.

    "What is going on?" She asked, glancing at the

    bartender who was eyeing both of us in turn with raised eyebrows. "You're
    real? You're really real?" Her look of fear gave way to panic. "I've
    got to get out of here. This can't be happening."

    She slowly backed away from me, then turned and fled towards

    the door. I scrambled to put some cash on the bar for my beer, then followed
    after her. When I got outside, she was standing near a car with her head in her
    hands.

    She looked up at my approach. "Don't come any

    closer." She warned me.

    "What's going on?" I asked. "How do you know

    me? How do I know you?"

    "You know who I am?" She asked, hand on her car

    door, ready to flee.

    "When I saw you, I felt like I've known you my entire

    life, but I've never seen you before." I shook my head, more confused than
    ever in my forty-two years.

    "Well, I know you, Charles Larson."

    "How do you know my last name?" I asked, taken

    aback. I was pretty sure I hadn't said it at all earlier.

    "If you're really you, then I know everything about

    you." Her fear was transforming into anger, and she was almost shouting
    now.

    "How?"

    "Because I dream about you every night! My first

    memories are dreams about you! I close my eyes, and I see your face! I see your
    life! Every day, every night!" She was holding her head again and had
    started pacing side to side next to her car. "Oh my God. All these years,
    all the therapy, all the drugs to get you out of my head, and I find you
    sitting in a dive bar. This can't be real."

    My car was parked next to hers, and she watched me wearily

    as I slowly walked over and sat on the hood.

    "If you're really Charles Larson, tell me about

    yourself." She was looking at me like she was seeing a ghost.

    "I grew up in Minnetonka..." I was confused to the

    point of being numb, so I just started talking. I told her about my family,
    where I went to school, everything up to just before I fell in love with
    Melissa.

    Her face was pale, but she had stopped pacing and was just

    staring at me. "What was her name?"

    I looked at her sharply, surprised by the question.

    "Your second cousin, the one you married."

    Shocked, I replied. "Melissa."

    She took a tentative step towards me. "The two of you

    lived in a tiny apartment off of Grand Ave." She stepped closer. "You
    lived there together for fifteen years until..." She was right next to me
    now, and she picked up my right hand, turning it over to see the backside. She
    traced a finger down the scar that ran lengthwise behind my index finger.
    "Someone at your work dropped a piece of metal gutter, and the end sliced
    your hand open. It bled and bled, and you had to go get it stitched up."

    "How do you know these things?" I asked with

    something I could only describe as awe.

    "Because I saw it happen. I was there, in my

    dreams."

    "I feel that we are connected somehow, but, I don't

    even know who you are."

    She shifted her hands and grasped mine in a handshake. She

    looked at me with a shy smile. "I'm Kate Winters, and I've been waiting to
    meet you my whole life."

    Chapter Twenty-one.

    "You're older than I thought you would be."

    Kate was eyeing me from across the table. We had gone back

    into the bar and had taken a booth near the back. The frat boys were gone, and
    there was no one else nearby.

    "How old do you think I should be?" I asked, head

    still spinning.

    "When I was growing up, every dream was different. The

    time wasn't the same, the days weren't one-for-one. You were getting older
    faster than I was. For the last couple of years though, I've had the same
    dream. It's the same scene every night." She looked at me with empathy,
    expecting that I wasn't going to like what she was saying. "You were
    thirty-three, and it was nine years ago."

    A wave of non-specific dread washed over me. "What

    scene, What dream are you having over and over?"

    I already knew what she was going to say, and I didn't want

    to hear it.

    Kate closed her eyes. "We are in your truck, we had

    just been at the movie theater. You were telling me how you never liked Matt
    Damon, but in this movie, he was pretty good. Then,”

    "Stop," I said, probably a little too forcibly.

    "I'm sorry." Her eyes were glistening with tears.

    We sat in silence for a long time, each wrestling with our

    thoughts.

    Finally, I asked. "You said I was speaking to you?"

    She sniffed and nodded. "When the two of you were

    apart, it was kind of a third-person view, like watching a movie. But whenever
    you were with her, I saw you through her eyes. I felt what she felt, I thought
    what she thought. I think,” She looked at me apprehensively. "When the
    dreams started, it was the summer she figured out that she loved you. I was
    five and didn't really understand what I was seeing. I started using bigger
    words, and acting like I was thirteen because you two were thirteen."

    My thoughts swirled like a hurricane around that night nine

    years ago. There was the crash, and my truck crumpled up like a beer can. I was
    dazed, and there was glass in my eyes. I struggled to reach Melissa. The door
    had crumpled in and crushed her into the seat, into the tight space between
    what had been the dashboard and the back of the cab. Her eyes opened as I
    touched her cheek. She tried to speak, but no noise came out. Her mouth kept
    moving until suddenly she went still. Her heart stopped, and the spark of life
    left her eyes. My love, my life, was gone.

    Tears were streaming down my face, but somehow I had the

    composure to speak. "If you thought what she thought, did she blame
    me?" One thing that I had thought I had come to a resolution on, was the
    thought that the accident was my fault, that; had I not been looking at her at
    that moment, I might have been able to avoid the other car.

    Kate was crying too. "Of course not. You know what she

    was trying to say?" She reached across the table and held my hands tight
    in hers. "She was saying "I love you" over and over. She knew
    she was dying, and her only thought was that you would be alone."

    Still holding Kate's hands, I buried my face into my arm and

    cried hard, shuddering with every sob.

    I don't know how long I cried. At some point, I heard the

    waitress come by, and Kate whispered "We're okay."

    I felt Kate start running a hand through my hair, massaging

    my head. Exactly how Melissa used to. It felt good, but it also felt wrong. It
    wasn't Melissa's hand, It was Kate's. She was some random college girl I had
    never met, and I was plenty old enough to be her father. At the same time
    though, some part of me, deep down, was screaming that this was Melissa.

    I raised my head from my arm and looked at Kate. I felt no

    apprehension or shame in meeting her eyes, eyes that were so much like
    Melissa's. I studied them intently. They weren't just similar, they were
    identical. The patterns of blue were the same, and there was even that tiny
    green speck in the iris of her right eye. No one but me had ever noticed it. As
    insane as it sounds, I swear that I could feel Melissa's soul staring back at
    me through Kate's eyes.

    "So, what now?" I asked.

    "Maybe we should go somewhere more private and figure

    this out," Kate replied, her eyes moving to the people walking into the
    bar.

    "I still live in the same place." I couldn't

    beli

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 5
    Cabin Cousins: Part 5
    The Gales of November.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Connections.



    "Hmm" Melissa said, her face still buried in the

    pillow.

    She shifted and turned her head, and I moved to her side

    with one arm and a leg still draped over so we could look into each other's
    eyes.

    "Wow. That was..." She sighed.

    "...Wonderful."

    I smiled and kissed her cheek. "I'm glad you enjoyed it

    as much as I did."

    She squinted at me. "Are you sure I'm not dreaming, and

    you're just a figment of my imagination?" She said playfully, though I
    could tell there was something serious behind the question.

    "I'm real, and I'm right here, in your bed, and I love

    you."

    She searched my eyes for a moment, rolled onto her side, and

    pulled me in close, kissing me deeply.

    When we stopped kissing to catch our breath, she whispered.

    "It's our bed, and I love you too."

    We held each other in silence for a long while. I knew that

    she had something else to say, but I didn't push her. Eventually, she broke the
    silence.

    "Do you want pancakes? I want pancakes."

    Not exactly the soul-baring statement I was expecting, but

    now that she had said it, by damn I wanted pancakes.

    "I'll help." I had made pancakes exactly once

    before, and it wasn't a complete disaster, so I felt that my inclusion in the
    process wouldn't be too much of a hindrance.

    She got a distant look in her eye, then rolled onto her

    back, and covered her face with her hands with a groan. "I don't have any
    pancake mix."

    She peeked at me through her fingers and we both started

    laughing. I'm not sure why but we both found it hilarious but we roared with
    laughter.

    I playfully pushed her towards the side of the bed.

    "Well, get dressed. I'll take you out for breakfast."

    Still laughing, she got up and opened a dresser drawer.

    Stepping into a pair of light blue panties, she asked. "Are you getting
    dressed too, or are you going to go like that?"

    "I'm thinking about it." I quipped, eyes following

    her every movement.

    I loved watching her move. She had a litheness and grace to

    her. Cat-like? No, that's not quite right. Amazonian? Maybe, but that implies a
    stature and bulk that Melissa didn't have. She was fit, not body builder
    muscular, and she wasn't particularly tall, just shy of my own five foot ten.
    She was perfect, and my eyes couldn't get enough of her. Let's leave it at
    that.

    "You'll give the old ladies at Perkins quite a

    shock." She shot back, still laughing.

    With an exaggerated sigh, I rolled off the bed. "For

    the sake of the old ladies, fine, I'll get dressed."

    Chapter Sixteen.

    The plate clinked as Melissa set down her fork. "Ugh. I

    ate too much, but that really hit the spot."

    She had attacked her "tremendous twelve" meal with

    murderous intent. All that remained was a scrap of crust from a piece of toast,
    and some maple syrup residue on an otherwise clean plate. She had even swiped a
    strip of bacon off of my plate, an act that left fork marks on my brother's
    hands on several occasions.

    I looked at my plate, with its pile of hash browns and a

    third of a stack of pancakes remaining, and set down my fork. "I guess I
    didn't work up as much of an appetite as you, cause I'm stuffed too."

    Melissa looked at me with her special smile and mischievous

    eyes. "Well, you'll have to try harder next time."

    "I need to work out more."

    "I can help with that." She replied, and we both

    giggled, knowing the truth of it.

    "Let's start with a walk."

    We left the Perkins restaurant, and with Melissa navigating,

    we drove north out of Duluth on Hwy 61. We pulled off and parked where a little
    river crossed under the road and spilled through a steep set of rocky rapids to
    Lake Superior below. We hiked down a little trail, and she led me out onto one
    of the big rocks. The scenery was spectacular, and the water rushing past the
    rocks had a hypnotic quality. It hadn't snowed last night, but the wind was
    blowing hard off the lake, and the constant mist from the rapids gave the crisp
    early November air some real bite.

    We sat for a while without speaking. Just two people holding

    hands, taking in the scenery and the roar of the water. There was a Gordon
    Lightfoot song that had something about the gales of November, how did it go?

    "When I left home," Melissa began, just loud

    enough to hear.

    I turned and watched her, careful to hear what she was

    saying over the noise of the rapids. I had been hoping for, and dreading this
    moment, when she decided to get the details of her past out in the open. I
    resolved to not interrupt and to let her tell it at her own pace.

    "This was the first place I went." She continued.

    "I didn't know where to go. I didn't have anywhere to go."

    She sniffed. We were alone but had someone been watching,

    her running nose and the tears on her cheek might have been assumed to have
    been caused by the cold, but I knew differently. I could see the deep down hurt
    that was welling up, and my heart ached. I squeezed her hand, and let her talk.

    "Every night for two weeks, I'd leave school, then go

    up the hill to the mall and sit in the food court to do my homework. When the
    mall closed, I came here, and parked for the night right over there." She
    pointed up to the little parking lot where my truck was. "I'd wake up,
    scrape the snow and frost off the windows, and go to school. I didn't tell
    anyone because then I'd have to explain why I was sleeping in
    a car in February. I had friends, but not close friends, you know? Like, not
    the kind of friends that I could talk to about..." She trailed off and
    wiped her nose on her jacket sleeve.

    "I had been lucky, it hadn't been as cold as it should

    have been, but then one night it got very cold. When I left the mall, I knew if
    I spent the night here again, I could be in serious danger. So I went to the
    laundromat. There was never anyone in there in the middle of the night, so I
    sat at one of the tables and fell asleep. The owner woke me up a couple of
    hours later, yelling at me that I couldn't sleep there, so I got in my car and
    came back here."

    She had been looking at the water as she spoke, but now

    turned and looked at me. I saw the fear and shame these memories invoked. I
    wanted to say something, anything to comfort her, but I knew that I should let
    her say what she needed to say, so I let her continue.

    "When I went to sleep on the back seat, I didn't think

    I was going to ever wake up, and I was okay with that. I didn't care that I was
    going to die. Nobody cared, nobody would miss me. The world would be better off
    without one more stupid girl. Why bother going on?" She looked away from
    me, east towards the vast lake, and her face twisted up in anger. "You
    know, the worst thing, the worst part of all of it, is they made me feel like
    it was all my fault. They had me so twisted up, that I believed that I was the
    cause of everything that happened."

    She turned back to me, the anger fading, leaving just a

    profound sadness. I wiped the tears from her cheek, and she leaned her shoulder
    against me.

    "Did your parents tell you what happened?"

    My throat was dry, and I swallowed hard before replying.

    "They were vague."

    She gave a little smile that was like a sunbeam on a stormy

    day. "I asked your mom and dad not to tell anyone. You're so lucky to have
    them."

    She looked back to the lake and spoke quietly enough that if

    her face had not been right next to mine, I wouldn't have been able to hear
    her. "When I was fifteen, when I started looking more like a woman, and
    less like a little girl, my dad started abusing me. Mom, she was drunk more
    than she was sober. She knew, she had to know, and she didn't do
    anything."

    As the River roared in its ceaseless path to Lake Superior,

    and the cold wind whistled and rattled through the leafless trees, Melissa
    spoke of abuse and divorce, lost jobs and social status, the failing of the
    system to help a girl who was too scared to ask for help and the blame that was
    assigned for all of it.

    "So that night, I remember when the state trooper

    knocked on my window." She gave a brief mirthless huff. "I thought he
    was an angel, with the way his flashlight lit up the frost on the inside of the
    window. I thought I was dead, that it was all over. I felt relieved." She
    shook her head. "The next thing I remember was being in a hospital bed,
    wrapped in electric blankets, and seeing the sunrise through the window. That
    trooper was there. He had stayed with me, way past the end of his shift, just
    to make sure I was alright. Turns out, when they went to my parent's house to
    see what was going on, my dad was out of town, and my mom ended up getting
    arrested for assaulting an officer and having a bunch of heroin. That's why she
    went back to him. Not for me, but for the money to buy her drugs. The trooper
    persuaded me to reach out to my friends. He said that people can be capable of
    unexpected acts of kindness, and I decided to believe him. So I called Ashley.
    We had always gotten along pretty well, and her parents were always super nice
    to me. They let me stay with them, which was really awkward at first. I just
    couldn't believe that a family could be so, so perfect. It was like stepping
    into an old sitcom. Maybe there was a little trouble now and then, but everyone
    loved each other, and it all worked out in the end. It was surreal, but
    eventually, I started believing that it was how families should be. That it was
    right and good, and normal."

    She looked me in the eyes then, and I saw her love burning

    through the hurt.

    "I didn't think that I would ever have that. I thought

    that there was no way I could ever open up and let someone love me, to be me,
    to be normal. Who could want me? Then your parents invited me back to the
    cabin, and I grasped onto a foolish hope that maybe you could. Ever since it's
    just been, It just doesn't seem real. Charles, I know you love me, but I'm
    still so afraid."

    I silenced her with a quick kiss on the lips. I held her

    cold, rosy cheeks in my hands and looked her in the eyes. "None of what
    happened was your fault. You deserve to be happy. You deserve to be loved. I
    love you, I will always love you. Nothing in the past, present, or future will
    stop me from loving you until the end of time, and when we're both gone from
    this world, I'll find you in the next and keep loving you!"

    Fresh tears streamed down her face, not tears of remembered

    pain, but tears of joyful love. She threw her arms around me and we held each
    other tight. Overhead, a hawk called, adding its little part to the scene of
    wind, water, and young lovers.

    Chapter Seventeen.

    Getting in my truck and leaving Duluth that evening was the

    hardest thing I had ever done. The only thing that gave me the strength to
    leave was the knowledge that it was only temporary. Soon, very soon, I would
    never have to leave her again.

    When I got home, Mom was at the kitchen table reading a

    newspaper. She greeted me with a smile. I had to be very careful with how I was
    going to handle this conversation. I didn't want to lie to my mom, but I also
    didn't want to tell her the whole truth.

    "How was your weekend? I didn't get a call from the

    cops, so it couldn't have been too exciting."

    "I was the cop! We went to a Halloween party dressed as

    the Village People."

    "Fun!" Mom exclaimed, giving me a beaming smile.

    "Yeah, and something else happened. Do you know how I

    can get my employee discount at any store? Well, we stopped at one of the
    stores in Duluth, and I ended up talking with the yard manager. They've been
    having trouble finding someone competent to drive a forklift, and if I
    transferred up there, they'd give me a raise and make me an assistant manager.
    He said I could start working up there in two weeks." All of these
    individual facts were technically true, but it still felt like lying.

    "Good for you! It's great to have in-demand skills.

    That's a long way to drive though."

    "Yeah, it would be like, five hours of driving every

    day."

    "Did you look into getting an apartment up there?"

    Mom folded up the newspaper and gave me her undivided attention.

    "After the school year starts, there's literally

    nothing cheap available."

    "Where would you stay then?" She asked, looking

    concerned.

    "Well, on the way home, I was thinking about who I know

    that lives up there. Rob lives in a dorm, so I couldn't get away with staying there
    long-term. But then I remembered that Melissa lives in Duluth, I could maybe
    call her and see if she wants a roommate." Okay, this last bit was a lie.
    I didn't feel good about it, but it had to be done.

    "Our Melissa? Have you called her yet?"

    "Not yet. I'm pretty sure I have her number in my

    phone."

    "You should figure this out sooner rather than

    later." She looked at the clock. "It's not too late, give her a call
    now."

    I made a show of finding Melissa's number as if I hadn't

    memorized it weeks ago. Melissa and I had rehearsed this moment. I had the
    volume on my phone turned way up, so my mom was sure to hear Melissa's side of
    the conversation too.

    "Hello?" Melissa's angelic voice asked after three

    rings.

    "Hi Melissa, it's Charles."

    "Charles! It's good to hear from you! What's up?"

    "Well, I'm going to be transferring up there for work,

    and I was wondering if you would mind having me as a roommate until I found a
    place of my own." Another necessary lie.

    "Yeah, I guess that would be okay. You're not going to

    find anywhere else to stay until the end of the school year. Even then, I was
    lucky to get this place, this spring."

    "So, you're okay with me staying with you?"

    "Yeah, it'll be fun. Like staying at the cabin, but I

    don't think my landlord would approve of campfires."

    "I'll pay half the rent, and utilities, and

    everything."

    "Naturally," Melissa said. "I was going to

    ask one of my friends if they wanted to move in. Only paying half the rent will
    make saving for school a lot easier."

    "Cool. So, I guess I'll give you a call tomorrow, and

    we can figure out the details?"

    "Yeah, okay."

    "I'm talking with my mom right now, so I should

    probably let you go."

    "Hi Mom!" Melissa yelled.

    "Hi, Melissa," Mom replied, loud enough to be sure

    that the phone picked it up.

    "Talk to you tomorrow, bye!" Melissa said, much

    quieter this time.

    "Bye." I had to be very careful not to reflexively

    say I love you.

    I put my phone away and noticed that my mom was studying me

    with a funny little smile on her face. Then in the most casual tone, she asked.
    "So, does she love you as much as you love her?"

    My heart nearly stopped. I couldn't respond.

    "That was a lovely charade. Unnecessary, but

    lovely."

    I couldn't speak. My brain frantically searched for words

    but found only shocked silence.

    "Oh, honey." She began, in a soothing motherly

    voice. "You're my baby. Did you think I wouldn't know? It was plain to see
    at the cabin that you two are in love. You spent the weekend with her?"

    I forced myself to reply. "Yes," I said, fearing

    that it was all over. I felt like crying.

    "Good," Mom said simply.

    I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Mom knew about me and

    Melissa, and she was... Happy for me? "So, you're not mad about us?"

    "Oh, Charles. Love is so precious. It doesn't matter

    where you find it, but when you do, you hold on with both hands and never let
    go."

    My tears came then, flowing hard as I released all my

    pent-up fears and anxiety. Mom held me as I cried on her shoulder. She gently
    rubbed my back like she used to do when I was a kid.

    When my crying subsided, she held my shoulders at arm's

    length. "Now, tell me about her."

    I did. In the conversation that followed, I was more honest

    and open about my feelings than I could remember being to anyone other than
    Melissa. I explained how we knew what each other was thinking or feeling, just
    by looking into each other's eyes. I told her how I wanted to improve myself,
    to be a better person for Melissa. And, looking back on it with a touch of
    horror, I did my best to explain the connection I felt with Melissa when we
    made love. Throughout it all, my mother was nothing but caring and
    understanding. After all the fear of this moment, it was surreal. It felt so
    good, so liberating to tell her how I felt about Melissa.

    When I was done, I asked Mom. "Does Dad know?"

    "Oh, I doubt he picked up on it."

    "Are you going to tell him?"

    Of all the people in the family, I was sure that Dad would

    be the least likely to accept. He had always been very traditional. Kind and
    gentle, but with a very strict moral compass.

    "Of course. He's my husband. The way you feel about

    Melissa, I feel about him." She hugged me again. "Don't be ashamed.
    Love her with all your heart, and everything else will work itself out."

    She kissed me on the cheek and told me that she loved me. I

    told her that I loved her too, and said goodnight.

    I went to my bedroom, shut the door, and called Melissa.

    "What's up?" She answered. "I didn't think

    I'd hear from you until tomorrow."

    Deciding to just be direct about it, I said. "My mother

    has officially given us her blessing."

    The line was silent as Melissa processed this. When she

    spoke, I could tell that she was crying.

    "How did she find out?" She asked.

    I recounted the whole conversation.

    "See? I told you your mom was the best."

    "She really is."

    "So, what now?" She asked, with a bit of anxiety.

    "She said that she had to tell everyone because it's

    better to have it out in the open than have to keep lying to the family. I
    agreed."

    After a short pause, Melissa said. "Me too."

    As it turns out, my family's reaction was both better than I

    had feared and worse than I had hoped. My parents had called a family meeting
    and all of my immediate family, and their spouses, showed up. There were those
    like my mom, and my brother Mark, who were supportive and genuinely happy for
    me. On the other end of things, there were people like my second older brother,
    Stephen, and his wife, who were disgusted and called me a pervert.

    Most were somewhere in the middle, either not understanding

    and being polite about it, or just ambivalent to the whole issue.

    Then there was my dad. He just sat there the whole time,

    with a frown on his face, and never spoke a word. I couldn't tell if he was
    ashamed, or angry, or what, and it tore me up inside. He had never in his life
    been shy about voicing his opinion. After my mom, he was who I needed
    acceptance from the most. I desperately wanted him to say something, anything,
    but he never did. His silence cut deeper than any insult or accusation ever
    could.

    At the beginning, and with prompting from my mom, I had

    stood before everyone, confessing Melissa's and my love for each other, and
    that I was moving out to live with her in Duluth. After the initial shock and
    spectrum of reactions, I sat down and answered questions.

    Now, not being able to bear my father's silence any longer,

    I stood again, interrupting several side conversations. I addressed the whole
    group, but my words were meant for my father more than anyone.

    "Melissa and I truly love each other. Nothing you do or

    say can change it. Accept it, accept us, or don't. I don't care."

    Dad didn't react, didn't even look me in the eyes.

    I rushed to my room and locked the door. I curled up on my

    bed and cried, harder than I could remember ever crying before. The stress of
    the family meeting and my dad's non-reaction had utterly destroyed me. I held a
    pillow over my head to muffle the sounds of my uncontrollable sobs, and to hide
    my face from the

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 4
    Cabin Cousins: Part 4
    Costumes and characters.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the ►Podcast at Connections.



    We sat on the couch, as she didn't have a table we could

    both sit at and ate hungrily. We had both worked up quite an appetite. When we
    had finished eating, Melissa leaned over the back of the couch, and set our
    empty plates on the island counter, then cuddled up against me.

    "That hit the spot." She said with a sigh.

    "There's been a lot of that recently."

    Melissa giggled. "Yeah, there has, hasn't there?"

    We sat in silence for quite a while, just enjoying being

    near each other.

    Finally, Melissa sat up and said. "Come on, I'll show

    you our costumes."

    I followed her back to her bedroom, and she started pulling

    things out of a big paper bag next to her dresser.

    "This is yours." She said, handing me a blue

    police shirt and hat. "And the final touches, handcuffs, and a
    mustache." She handed me a pair of fuzzy pink novelty handcuffs and a fake
    mustache that looked like it was straight out of a seventies porn video.

    I laughed. "That's awesome. So I'm the cop, are you my

    prisoner?"

    "As much fun as that could be, no."

    Then she took her costume out of the bag. It consisted of a

    small light brown halter top with all kinds of colorful beads sewn onto it, a
    matching skirt that looked very short, and a feathered
    headdress.

    "We're the Village People?" I asked.

    Melissa nodded with a slightly uncertain smile. "Do you

    like it?"

    "I love it. What are Ashley and James going as?"

    "Ashley is the cowboy, and James is the soldier."

    She held up the halter top for me to see. "Ashley made this."

    The beadwork was pretty amazing. As I looked it over, I

    couldn't help but notice that Melissa still had an uncertain look on her face.

    "Do you... not like it?" I asked.

    "It's beautiful! It's just, Well, I should put it on

    and show you." She put a hand over my eyes. "Close your eyes, and
    when I tell you to open them, pretend that you aren't my lover, and I just
    showed up to the party. Okay?"

    I nodded and closed my eyes. Naturally, thoughts of what

    Melissa was going to look like in the outfit began to bubble in my imagination.
    Then the truth of it dawned on me. When I arrived at the cabin two weeks ago;
    and she greeted me in a dress, which I was now certain that she had worn for
    the sole purpose of enticing me and me alone. I have never seen her wear
    anything in public that wasn't baggy or loose-fitting, and not anything nearly
    as revealing as I imagined this costume was going to be. I knew that I had to
    be very careful in how I reacted.

    "Remember, you don't know me." Melissa reminded

    me. Her voice sounded like she was at the other end of the room. "Okay.
    Open your eyes."

    I did and said the first thing that came to my mind.

    "Wow." I looked her up and down. The halter top was cut fairly low,
    giving a glimpse of the inner curves of her tits. It covered her chest down to
    just above her navel, leaving a lot of skin on her belly, sides, and back,
    bare. The skirt was very short, barely covering more of her legs than my boxer
    briefs covered mine. The waistline sat low, leaving more skin exposed. Her long
    muscular legs and her toned arms were also completely bare. As much as I was
    struck by how stunningly sexy she looked, I could see how anxious she was about
    the prospect of revealing so much skin.

    While keeping my eyes on her, I turned my head like I was

    talking to someone next to me. "Who is that?" Turning my head to the
    other side I answered my question. "That's Melissa." Back to the
    other side. "Wow, she is gorgeous."

    My antics made Melissa giggle.

    "Who is she here with?" "I don't know him.

    Must be from out of town." "Lucky bastard."

    Melissa laughed, and I stepped across the small room to her,

    happy to have at least temporarily eased her tension.

    When she spoke, her smile was still strained. "It's not

    too much, I mean, not enough, is it?" She asked, tugging down slightly on
    the hem of the skirt.

    "It's more than a bikini."

    "I don't own a bikini." She said, sitting down on

    the edge of the bed. "It's not; I mean; I;" She was struggling to get
    the right words out for what she wanted to say.

    I sat on the bed next to her.

    "It's not too... slutty, is it?" She

    asked, staring at the floor.

    Gently, I put a hand on her cheek and turned her head

    towards me. "No. The costume isn't what makes some girls seem slutty, it's
    how they act while wearing the costume, and that's just not who you are."

    "I don't know how other girls can do it. They all seem

    so comfortable in their skin. I've never been, except with you."

    "Melissa, you are beautiful. There's no shame in

    letting people see that." I said, keeping my hand on her cheek, and
    maintaining eye contact.

    She stretched her legs out in front of her, her flexed

    muscles clearly defined. "I look like I could have been Brigitte Nielsen's
    stunt double in Red Sonja."

    I laughed. "You say that like it's a bad thing. She was

    a goddess."

    This got a smile from her. "I think you're

    biased."

    "Yes, I am. But that doesn't mean I'm wrong." She

    still didn't seem convinced. "You should be proud of your body. It doesn't
    matter what anyone else thinks. Do you like wearing it?"

    "Yes." She said softly, then added. "It feels

    really good."

    "You look amazing."

    "Everybody is going to be staring at me all night. I

    don't know if I can take that."

    She was probably right about everybody staring at her. Every

    guy there is going to want her and be jealous of me. Every girl is going to
    know that she is more beautiful than they are and be jealous of her.

    "It's Halloween, so pretend to be someone else. Be a

    girl who doesn't give a fuck about what other people think about her because
    she's confident in who she is. Be a girl that loves the attention, because she
    knows that every look is a compliment about her stunning beauty."

    I wasn't sure if I was saying the right things or not. She

    still didn't look very confident, but I could tell that she understood my
    intent.

    "I'll try." She gave me a quick kiss.

    "Maybe you'll find out that you like the attention, and

    won't have to pretend anymore."

    "Maybe." She smiled shyly. "I think I have to

    wear different panties though. I wanted to wear the red one for you
    but..."

    She stood and faced away from me, and I looked with

    admiration at the backs of her long, sexy legs. Then she bent over at the
    waist, and the short length of the skirt was pulled up, leaving nearly her
    entire bare ass exposed. I could see the thin satin strap of her thong running
    between her ass cheeks. I stood and put my hands on her ass, squeezing it. She
    stood upright, but I kept her from turning around. I pressed myself against
    her, arms around her waist, pulling her ass against the bulge in my pants.

    "Keep the red one on," I whispered into her ear.

    "It's not too much? I feel like I'm going to be showing

    my bare ass to everybody."

    "Maybe... just don't bend over like that when anyone

    other than me can see it."

    Melissa giggled cautiously. "Okay. But if I'm wearing

    this, then you can't stand behind me to hide that bulge the whole time. If
    people are going to see me, they're going to see you too."

    I laughed. "Deal. I can guarantee that I'm going to be

    hard as a rock all night." Then having an idea, I pulled away, undid my
    pants, and reached down inside. Melissa watched me with an amused smile. I
    rearranged myself so that, instead of being tucked down under between my legs,
    my very erect cock sat pointing down along my left leg. I fastened my pants,
    and with how tight they fit, the outline of my cock was clearly visible.

    "That's fair." Then she said mischievously.

    "Maybe next year you can be the cowboy, and I'll have you wear ass-less
    chaps. That's it, just ass-less chaps."

    We both laughed, and I pulled her into my arms, hugging her

    warmly. "I love you."

    "I love you." She replied.

    "If it gets too uncomfortable, we'll leave," I

    said softly. "It doesn't matter what we do, as long as we are
    together."

    I felt her nod in agreement. After a pause, she said.

    "Speaking of what to do, the party doesn't start for, like, six
    hours."

    "How about renting a movie, and just relaxing?"

    "Okay." She said, chuckling. "But I am not

    wearing this to the video store."

    We wondered the isles of the Blockbuster down the street

    from Melissa's apartment, indecisive on what we wanted to watch. We had both
    changed into comfortable jeans, but Melissa still wore the beaded halter top,
    albeit underneath a long padded wool coat. None of the new releases had sparked
    much interest, and we eventually found our way to the 'sci-fi and fantasy'
    section.

    After a few minutes, a title caught my eye. I grabbed the

    box off the shelf and handed it to Melissa.

    "Nice." She said, grinning.

    Ten minutes later, the opening credits began, and as Arnold

    Schwarzenegger rode across a mountain valley to an Ennio Morricone score, we
    cuddled together on Melissa's couch to watch Red Sonja.

    We barely spoke during the movie, both content with being

    close to each other and enjoying the show. At one point, as I watched her rapt
    attention to a sword fight, I felt a familiar feeling of awe. Melissa was my
    perfect woman. There wasn't a single thing about her that I would change. Well,
    her insecurities and self-confidence aside, but I'm working on those.

    The final scene played out, and the end credits rolled to

    more of Morricone's beautiful score. Melissa turned in my arms, facing me.

    "I love that movie." She gave me a sweet kiss on

    the lips. "And you're right, Brigitte Nielsen is a
    goddess."

    "So, what do you want to do now?" I asked

    suggestively.

    Melissa's eyes blazed with fiery passion. "What do you

    think I want to do?"

    Recalling the dialog from the final scene of the movie, I

    said in my best Arnold voice. "I make it a rule, never to take a woman
    unless she can beat me in a fair fight."

    Melissa grinned and continued with Brigitte Nielsen's line.

    "That's a challenge I might think about someday."

    "What about right now?"

    "Why not?"

    When Melissa said the last line of the movie, I grabbed her

    by the shoulders and wrestled her onto her back. In response, she twisted
    around and, surprising me with her strength, flipped our positions. She
    straddled me, pinning me face up on the couch. I have to say, after watching
    that particular movie, this roughhousing was hot. I could tell that Melissa
    thought so too.

    She leaned down and we kissed deeply.

    I looked into her blazing blue eyes. "My warrior queen

    will have what she demands."

    "Get naked. Now." She said gently, but in a tone

    that made it sound like a command.

    She inched forward, straddling higher up my chest, and

    giving me room to get my pants off. As I struggled to accomplish that as
    quickly as I could, I watched as she seductively removed her halter top. Pants
    and underwear off, I reached up and grasped her tits, rubbing her nipples with
    my thumbs. She closed her eyes and moaned quietly.

    Melissa slid back to straddling my hips, and tugged at my

    shirt, helping me get it off without having to fully sit up. Then she leaned way
    back between my legs, lifting her legs into the air and towards her chest as
    she laid her back on the couch. I got a marvelous view as she pulled her pants
    off, taking the red thong with them.

    She came back forward to straddle me again, and I began to sit

    up to meet her, but she put her hands on my chest, gently pushing me back down.
    She leaned over me, kissing me briefly on the lips, then sensually made a trail
    of kisses down my neck, chest, and belly. She knelt between my legs, spreading
    them apart.

    I sighed as she moved her hands up my inner thighs and

    caressed the freshly shaved skin around my balls. She brought her face close to
    my cock, and looked up at me, meeting my eyes. She pursed her lips, blew softly
    on my bare genitals, and smiled as I shivered. Maintaining eye contact, she
    grasped my cock, and lowered her mouth upon it.

    I gasped in pleasure as she took me in. I could see in her

    eyes that my reaction fueled her desire to pleasure me. I couldn't have looked
    away if I wanted to. There was a fierceness in her eyes that I found to be
    absolutely captivating. She sucked hungrily and worked her tongue on me,
    seemingly intent on making me cum as fast as she could.

    My body complied, and I was very near to cumming much

    quicker than I wanted. Melissa redoubled her efforts, massaging my balls as she
    sucked harder. Her eyes seemed to scream "Cum for me! Cum for your warrior
    queen!" My hips bucked as I came suddenly, and I felt her hum in
    satisfaction as I filled her mouth with my seed.

    Melissa milked my cock for the last few drops of my cum,

    still holding my eyes with hers. She took me out of her mouth, and I saw her
    swallow. She leaned down over me with a satisfied smile.

    "That one was all mine." She purred, before

    kissing me.

    I was still amazed at how quickly she had made me cum, and

    held her tight as we kissed.

    She still had this new fierceness in her eyes when she

    pulled away slightly. "Now it's my turn."

    She moved up, straddling my face. As she lowered herself

    onto my awaiting mouth, she rested her chest over the couch's armrest.

    Melissa moaned loudly as I closed my mouth over her and my

    tongue began to explore. I loved the taste of her and loved how her body
    responded to my attention. She pressed herself down onto me, and I had to push
    up against her with my hands to keep her from smothering me. My hands pushed
    against her where the backs of her thighs met her ass, just on either side of
    her pussy. Her moans got louder when I pushed my hands to the sides, spreading
    her pussy open. My tongue attacked her with renewed vigor, and her body
    complied with my urgent desire to make her cum as quickly as she had made me.
    Her juices gushed into my mouth, and I swallowed greedily.

    "Yes!" She exclaimed as she tensed, right on the

    edge of climax.

    I pressed my tongue broadly over her clit, and with quick

    circular motions, pushed her over the edge. As she tensed and spasmed
    uncontrollably, I left her overly sensitive clit alone and eased down the
    intensity with which I ate her.

    She pulled herself off of me, and moved back down into my

    arms, straddling my waist once again. Our mouths met, and we kissed deeply,
    with Melissa still twitching occasionally.

    We stopped to catch our breath and Melissa said.

    "Tasting myself on you is hot."

    I nodded in agreement and licked a bit of saliva off of her

    lips. She smiled and licked my chin, which was still soaking wet from eating
    her.

    "Did I satisfy my warrior queen to her liking?" I

    asked, deciding to continue our Red Sonja-inspired role play.

    "Oh yes," She replied with a feral grin. "You

    did very well. But you should know by now, that I always need more."

    Our eyes locked, and she reached down, finding my cock. She

    raised her hips slightly and lowered herself down onto me. I groaned in
    pleasure as I felt her silky warmth envelop me. She kissed me briefly, then sat
    up. She smiled down at me and wiggled her hips. When I tried to sit up, she
    gently, but firmly pushed me back down flat.

    Sensing that she wanted to be in total control, I put my

    hands behind my head. She gyrated her hips slowly, and I stared up at her,
    marveling at how unbelievably sexy she looked. She arched her back towards me,
    drawing me out of her, then sank onto me again as she transitioned to arching
    her back away from me. Like the rhythmic crashing of waves, her body undulated
    in a fluid motion that started with her shoulders and ended with her hips. Each
    sensual motion pulled me out of her, then brought me deeply back inside.

    I watched in awe, as she writhed on top of me. "You are

    a goddess!" I managed to say between gasped breaths.

    When she arched her back towards me, her flawless skin

    pulled tight, and I could see her abdominal muscles and the outline of her
    ribs. Her pale pink nipples were erect on her perfect tits. She brought her
    hands to her tits and squeezed them sensually as she continued to fuck me. I
    could see by the gleam in her eyes that she was enjoying giving me this show,
    maybe as much as I was enjoying watching her.

    Even though I had cum, really just a few minutes before, I

    could feel that I wasn't going to last much longer. Melissa stopped her forward
    and back motion and leaned way back, supporting herself with her hands on the
    couch next to my knees. She began thrusting her hips forward and back, burying
    me deep inside her every time. She quickly increased her pace, bouncing her
    firm ass against my hips. Seeing my cock slide in and out of her, and watching
    the muscles of her thighs and belly flex as she drove herself onto me was too
    much to withstand, and I was seconds away from cumming.

    Without the close full-body contact that we usually had, I

    wasn't sure how close to cumming she was, so I broke the unspoken rule of the
    session and brought my hands to her. I pressed my hands against her inner
    thighs, alongside her pussy. I rubbed her clit between my fingertips.

    She must have been close because, with an exclamation of

    primal ecstasy, she came almost immediately from my touch. Her vagina clamped
    tightly around my cock, and I grunted loudly as I emptied my balls into her.

    We both held still for a moment, breathing hard. She grabbed

    my hand, and I pulled her forward, sitting up to meet her. We wrapped our arms
    around each other and kissed hungrily. Melissa made needy moans as she ground
    her mouth against mine. We kissed for a long time, our need for each other
    seemingly inexhaustible.

    Finally, we broke apart, gasping for breath. We caressed

    each other's faces as we stared into each other's eyes. The fierceness she had
    shown in our passion was still there, but it was tempered now after our mutual
    release. Watching that particular movie had awakened something inside her,
    something that I found unbelievably attractive. Once again, I found myself in a
    state of utter awe of this woman.

    "You are amazing," I said, knowing that the words

    were inadequate to express my feelings.

    Melissa smiled, then looked a little self-conscious. "I

    didn't go too far with being in control did I?"

    I kissed her. "Not at all. I thought it was really

    hot."

    She looked relieved and kissed me back. "It felt really

    good."

    I could tell that it had felt really good for her to be in

    control. It must be liberating for her to have the desire to be in control, and
    be called amazing when she acted it out. Traditionally, men were in control,
    particularly in the bedroom. Society traditionally expected women to just
    follow the lead of their partner. It was one of those things that just was.
    Well, fuck tradition, we would do whatever felt right. This isn't the
    nineteen-fifties. Besides, we were already breaking one societal norm, being
    second cousins madly in love, what's one more? It felt good for her to take
    control, and honestly, she could have taken it much farther, and I would have
    still loved it.

    "It did." I agreed. "I like this side of

    you."

    "What side?" She asked, turning one direction, then

    the other playfully.

    She asked the question playfully, yes, but I could see that

    she was anxious about what I was going to say. There was a part of her that was
    exceedingly fragile to criticism right now, having opened up and let go of an
    inhibition.

    "The warrior queen," I responded in a gentle, but

    serious tone. "She's fierce and confident, and isn't afraid to take what
    she wants." Melissa didn't say anything, so I continued. "The world
    needs to see more of this part of you."

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 3
    Cabin Cousins: Part 3
    The love between Charles and Melissa grows.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the ►Podcast at Connections.



    Chapter Eleven

    I pressed the green 'send' button and put my phone to my ear

    as it began to ring. It rang only once before the clear voice of an angel
    excitedly asked, "Hello?".

    "Hi, Melissa! I made it home safe," I replied with

    an equal amount of excitement.

    "I miss you already," Melissa said with a sigh.

    "I miss you too."

    Hearing her voice and remembering the events of the last

    couple of days, made me hard. As we talked, about nothing in particular, I
    absently rubbed my erection through my jeans. We talked for about an hour,
    before we were both running out of things to say.

    "When can we see each other again?" She asked the

    question I know she had been dying to ask since she first said hello."

    "I'm already on the schedule to work open to close all

    of next weekend, and I don't think I could get away with taking two weekends
    off in a row."

    "Yeah, I have to work too." She said. "My

    bosses are going out of town, so there's no way I could get out of it."

    "What about the weekend after that? I could probably

    get it off." I asked hopefully.

    "Me too." Then, excitedly. "That Saturday is

    Halloween! We could go to a party?"

    "That sounds like fun. Up there, or down here?" I

    asked, meaning where she lived in Duluth, or where I did in the Twin Cities.

    "Up here. There won't be any brothers sneaking around

    to overhear us."

    We both laughed, still slightly embarrassed that my older

    brother Mark had heard us making love in my tent before dawn that very morning.

    "I'll figure out what party we'll go to. You need to

    make up a convincing excuse for your parents on why you're going to be in
    Duluth all weekend." She said, reminding us both of the importance of
    keeping our relationship a secret.

    "I can do that." I didn't want to stop talking

    with Melissa ever, but I knew I had to. Sighing, I said. "I have to work
    early tomorrow. I should go get something to eat and get to bed."

    "Yeah, me too," Her reluctance to end the call was

    evident. "I'll call you at about eight tomorrow night?"

    "I'll be here," I said, already excited at the

    prospect of talking with her again.

    "I love you, Charles."

    Those simple words made my heart flutter.

    "I love you, Melissa," I replied, and in an

    unspoken agreement that we wouldn't say goodbye, we both ended the call.

    I sat there for a while, my heart still fluttering. In less

    than two weeks, I'll see her again. This time, I'll be going to her place in
    Duluth. The idea of spending a weekend with her, without having to worry about
    being found out, made me almost giddy with excitement. That night, when I
    jerked off before falling asleep, it was with the thought of what Melissa and I
    would do alone in her apartment.

    When she called me the next day, it was with her new cell

    phone. She said she had to get one because now she had important calls that she
    couldn't miss. It wasn't a big thing, but it felt good that she would do it
    just to make sure she could talk to me.

    We talked every night for the next week and a half and made

    our plans for the upcoming weekend. I would go up after work Friday night, and
    then on Saturday, we would go to a party that one of Melissa's friends, Ashley,
    was already planning on going to. Melissa excitedly explained that we were
    going to double date with her friend and her friend's boyfriend, James and that
    they already had a plan for a costume theme. As curious as I was, Melissa
    playfully refused to tell me what the theme was, saying that she would take
    care of getting our costumes together.

    I had gotten in touch with a high school friend of mine who

    had started classes at the state university. Rob was a year older than me and
    had been living in a dorm on campus. I asked him straight up if I could use
    visiting him as an excuse for being in Duluth with a girl I didn't want my
    parents to know about. (I specifically did not mention who this girl was.)

    "You'll owe me one." He had said, laughing.

    "But I got you, bro."

    The days went by slowly, the growing ache in my heart

    tempered only by our nightly phone calls. Knowing that I would hear her voice
    in the evening, was something I looked forward to from the moment the previous
    call ended. I loved our talks, even when neither of us had anything
    particularly interesting to say. But I needed more. I needed to hold her, smell
    her, and taste her on my lips.

    The most anticipated Friday had finally come. Since I was

    taking the rest of the weekend off, my boss had convinced me to work a long
    shift. A twelve-hour shift that started at eight in the morning sucked, but the
    money was nice. Besides, Melissa had to work until eight to close up the store
    she worked at anyway.

    My work was busy most of the day, the store being filled

    with people buying last-minute Halloween decorations, or supplies to get one
    more project done while the weather was still decent. In the evening, business
    trailed off, and by six-thirty, the store was nearly empty.

    I tracked down the outdoor lumberyard supervisor, Gary, who

    was my immediate boss. I asked him if since it was so dead in the store, I
    could leave early. He laughed and asked if I had a hot date. I grinned and said
    that yeah, I actually did. He made shooing gestures at me with his hands and
    laughed again, telling me to hurry up and get out of there.

    On my way out of the store, I went through a checkout line

    to buy a pack of breath mints. I saw disposable cameras hanging on a hook next
    to all the other assorted impulse-buy items they had on display there. I
    realized that I didn't have a single picture of Melissa, so I bought one of
    those too. Sales strategy: successful.

    I had packed my bag the night before, so I left work and

    drove directly onto the freeway to head north. It was a little more than a
    two-hour drive to Duluth, but it seemed to take twice that long. I couldn't
    wait to hold Melissa again. My mouth watered at the thought of kissing her, and
    my pants got tight when I thought of the moans she would make as I made her
    cum. I had done some "research" in the time we had last seen each
    other, and I had a few new things I wanted to try.

    So lost was I in my imagination, that I almost missed my

    exit. I pulled off the freeway, and onto Grand Ave. I was less than a mile away
    now, and the closer I got to her apartment, the more my anticipation grew. As I
    pulled into the parking lot, and stopped my truck next to Melissa's Toyota, my
    heart was pounding with excitement. I got out of my truck and was about to
    knock on her door, the one marked (appropriately, I thought) with the number
    ten.

    Before I could knock, the door swung inwards, and there she

    was. Dressed in gray sweatpants and a pale pink tank top, she stood there for a
    moment, grinning at me like a little kid who had just opened a Christmas
    present to find the thing she had wanted most in the whole world.

    Suddenly, she leaped forward and nearly knocked me over as

    she wrapped her arms around me. She buried her face against my neck, inhaling
    deeply.

    "You're real." She said softly. She pulled back a

    bit and giggled when she saw the slightly confused expression on my face.

    She kissed me, deeply and passionately. It was sweeter than

    I had dreamed about, more delicious than, well, words fail to describe it. All
    I can say is that after nearly two weeks apart, kissing her was pure bliss.

    She made a soft moan into my mouth when I grabbed her ass

    and pulled her in tight to me. I could feel through her sweatpants that she
    wasn't wearing panties, and my cock twitched at the thought. Neither of us
    wanted to stop the kiss, but I felt her shiver in the crisp night air.

    She broke off the kiss and took a half step towards the

    door. "It's cold out here, come inside."

    "I gotta grab my backpack," I said pointing back

    to my truck.

    "Close the door tight when you come in, it kinda

    sticks." She said, dashing inside and closing the door just enough so it
    didn't latch.

    I grabbed my bag, and hurried in, bumping my back hard

    against the door until the latch clicked. I got my first look at her apartment.
    In a word, it was small. It was pretty much a converted motel room. There was a
    small living room in the front, nearly filled with just a couch, a small desk
    and chair, and a TV stand. Behind the couch was a countertop island, and just
    enough kitchen space to fit a refrigerator, a stove, and a sink. To the side of
    that, was a narrow hallway that I assumed led to the bathroom and bedroom.

    The furnishings were second-hand, but the place was clean,

    and had a somewhat cozy feel to it. I had taken all this in in a few seconds,
    but then my eyes noticed something. On the floor in the living room was a pale
    pink tank top, the one Melissa had been wearing just a moment before.

    I dropped my backpack next to the door and started towards

    the hallway. Though the front room was brightly lit, the hall and what lay
    beyond was dark. I found her sweatpants, then a little farther, a bra. My eyes
    were slowly becoming adjusted to the dark, and I could see the outline of a bed
    in the middle of a small room. As I approached, I began to undress, carelessly
    tossing my work clothes on the floor.

    Now completely naked, I put my hands down on the edge of the

    bed and found her perfect bare feet. I caressed her soles for a moment, then
    slowly ran my hands up her legs. As I climbed onto the bed, my hands slid
    further up, and I followed them with a trail of light kisses.

    When my face reached her groin, I could feel her squirm,

    eager for my touch. I could smell the wonderful scent of her arousal and could
    feel the heat of her radiating onto my face. Gently, I pushed her knees aside
    and slid my palms up her inner thighs. I lowered my face, and as softly as I
    could, I ran the tip of my tongue up the length of her labia.

    She inhaled sharply and shuddered. I moved my tongue back

    down, with the gentlest of contact, and she rocked her hips towards me,
    desperate for me to do more. Slowly, I pushed my tongue against her hole, and
    licked her fully, her lips spreading as my tongue moved up. When it brushed
    across her clit, she twitched and groaned in pleasure.

    I closed my mouth over her, and lapped gently, running my

    tongue between her lips and across her clit over and over. She put her hands on
    my head, holding my face to her as her moans grew louder. Every so often, I
    changed the motion of my tongue, how fast it went, and how hard or softly I
    licked her, paying close attention to how her body reacted, and making changes
    accordingly.

    We fell into a rhythm, where she started rocking her hips in

    time with my tongue, and with every motion she expelled her rapid breath quick
    sharp groan. Suddenly, her hands grasped my hair tightly, and she held her
    breath as her whole body convulsed. She let out a long satisfied moan, her body
    continuing to twitch periodically.

    I licked slowly alongside, and below her pussy, lapping up

    her delicious juices. She continued to moan, becoming quieter as she came down
    from her explosive orgasm.

    I felt so much joy that I was able to do this to her. Her

    pleasure was my pleasure.

    Finally, when she was able to speak, she gasped out.

    "Oh my God that was intense!" She pulled on the back of my head
    urgently. "Come here."

    As I moved up, I quickly swiped a hand over my soaking wet

    face and smeared it on my cock.

    The hands on the back of my head led my lips to hers, and

    when our mouths met, I guided my cock into her, burying myself as deeply as I
    could. We both exhaled a grunt of pleasure. Her legs wrapped tightly around me
    as we kissed furiously, losing ourselves to unbridled desire. I began to pump
    my cock in and out of her with deep, hard thrusts.

    We had to stop kissing to breathe, so we just stared into

    each other's eyes. The connection we had made two weeks ago was somehow made
    stronger with our separation. As we gave ourselves completely to each other, we
    became something so much greater than ourselves. We were a single being, as
    beautiful as it was indestructible, burning brighter than the sun.

    With every stroke, her legs pulled me into her, and she

    started gasping out the occasional word in her sharp exhalations, words like
    'yes' and 'harder' and 'faster'. As I felt my orgasm building with unstoppable
    urgency, I could feel Melissa's build. In a positive feedback loop, her
    pleasure fueled my own, which in turn fueled hers. Again, as if we were a
    singular creature, we climaxed together. We never once broke eye contact as I
    filled her with my seed, and she spasmed tightly around my cock. We both
    exclaimed in exultant joy at the release.

    I held her face with my hands, and she held mine. We kissed

    quickly, as we both struggled to catch our breath. I was in a state of utter
    awe. Before Melissa, I could never have imagined that it was possible to reach
    such a state of physical and emotional euphoria. Melissa's eyes were like
    mirrors to my soul. I saw reflected there, all the love I felt for her, all of
    my wonder, and my sense of ultimate unity.

    Saying the words 'I love you' and hearing her respond in

    kind, would be so inadequate a way to express how we felt about each other, but
    I said them anyway.

    "I love you, Melissa," I whispered.

    "I love you, Charles." She whispered back.

    We nuzzled each other's necks, both still buzzing in the

    come-down from our glorious lovemaking. Eventually, though, my cock went soft,
    and she made that adorable disappointed noise when it slipped out of her. I
    felt a bit of disappointment of my own, as the weariness of my long day began
    to set in, and I knew that I didn't have it in me to have a second go with
    Melissa. She reluctantly released me from the vise-like grip of her legs, and I
    moved onto my side next to her. She turned and lay on her side, facing away
    from me. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close, and she wiggled her
    ass until my sex-slick cock rested between her cheeks. She sighed with
    contentment.

    "Melissa?"

    "Hmm?" She responded.

    "When I got here, what did you mean when you said that

    I was real?"

    "It was because of a dream I had last night." She

    said, somewhat sheepishly.

    "Oh?" I asked.

    "Yeah. It's kind of silly now, but it was one of those

    dreams that seem so real. I dreamed that I was here waiting for you. I waited
    and waited, and you never showed up. So I called you, and your number was
    disconnected. I looked in my diary, I don't even have a diary, but for some
    reason, I did in the dream, and it was all just boring stuff. Not a single
    mention of you at all, not even from when we were just kids. In the dream, I
    came to the realization that I had imagined everything, that I had become so
    lonely that I made up my perfect guy, my perfect best friend, and you didn't
    actually exist."

    "I'm here," I said. "All of this really

    happened."

    "I know." She moved my hand that was around her

    chest up to her lips, kissing it. "It's just that it seemed so real, it just
    stuck with me all day, you know?"

    "Have you been that lonely?" I asked, feeling a

    pang of sympathy.

    She nodded slowly. "For as long as I can remember. I've

    got friends, but I've never been super close to any of them. I've never had
    anyone who I felt comfortable enough with to just be myself. No one except
    you."

    I gave her a little squeeze, and she held my arm tightly to

    her chest.

    She continued speaking. "I lived for those weekends at

    the cabin with you. It was the only thing I looked forward to, the only time
    growing up that I can remember being truly happy."

    "What about your parents?" I asked cautiously,

    still not knowing the story about what happened, and whether or not it was an
    uncomfortable subject.

    "I don't want to think about them right now."

    "I'm sorry," I said, feeling horrified that I

    might have upset her.

    She kissed my hand again. "It's okay, really. We can

    talk about them tomorrow if you want, just..." She yawned and pulled my
    arms tight around her. "Not right now."

    I felt such empathy towards her. Hearing of her loneliness,

    and imagining what was behind it, hurt my heart, as if I had felt it firsthand.
    I made another silent vow to myself, that I would never let her feel alone. In
    making that vow, I knew, as surely as I knew that gravity pulls down, or that
    fire was hot, that I would be there for her forever. I would happily devote my
    entire life to her, with zero regrets. It was simply the way it was. I kissed
    her bare shoulder and nuzzled my face into her hair.

    We were both silent after that, and very soon, I could tell

    that she had drifted off to sleep. I closed my eyes and listened to her slow
    steady breath until it lulled me to sleep.

    Chapter Twelve.

    I awoke alone in Melissa's bed. I checked my watch, it was

    just after nine in the morning. I had arrived at about nine last night, and we
    were both asleep not all that long after that. I couldn't remember the last
    time I had slept for that long. It felt good. As I stretched, I discovered a
    note on the pillow next to me.

    It read:

    "I wanted to ravish you this morning, but you were

    sleeping so soundly, I couldn't bring myself to wake you up. I went for a run,
    be back soon. Love, Melissa."

    I was sure that, given the choice, I would always happily

    sacrifice some sleep to be ravished by Melissa. I smiled to myself. We'll just
    have to make up for it later.

    I found my underwear in a corner, pulled them on, and headed

    to the bathroom to take a leak. I retrieved my bag from where I had dropped it
    last night, carefully tucked Melissa's note away, and dug out my toiletries
    pouch. I had brushed my teeth and was rinsing with some mouthwash when I heard
    a key turn the lock on the front door.

    Melissa pushed the door closed, and smiled when she saw me

    walking out of the hallway. She kept it very warm in her apartment, so I had
    been fine to stay in just my boxer briefs. She eyed me up and down as I
    approached.

    She moved quickly into my open arms, and we kissed briefly.

    "Good morning, sleepy head."

    "Good morning, beautiful," I replied, giving her

    another quick kiss.

    Despite the below-freezing temperature outside, she was hot

    and sweaty from her exercise. She took off her windbreaker and pulled her
    sweatshirt over her head. She was wearing a black sports bra, that I thought
    looked very sexy on her athletic figure.

    "I need a shower." She said.

    Her exposed skin glistened with sweat. On impulse, I leaned

    in and licked her, from the middle of her chest, all the way up the side of her
    neck.

    She giggled and squirmed a bit and halfheartedly said.

    "Uh, gross."

    With my face still against her neck, I breathed in deep

    through my nose. "I love the way you smell." I licked the sweaty skin
    of her neck again. "I love the way you taste."

    She pulled back slightly so she could see me, and the look

    on her face told me that I had just taken a huge stride in squashing one of her
    insecurities.

    "Come shower with me," She said softly.

    I followed as she led me by the hand to the bathroom. The

    tiny space felt cramped with two people in it, but I loved the enforced
    closeness with Melissa. As sensually as she could in the space, she stripped
    off the rest of her clothes, then tugged down on the waistband of my underwear,
    sending them to my ankles.

    She kept her hands on my waist, and I put a hand to her

    face, kissing her sweetly.

    She bit the corner of her lower lip, in a pensive

    expression. "Will you..." She asked slowly. "Let me shave
    you?"

    I brushed a hand across my face. What facial hair I was able

    to grow was fine, blonde, and didn't grow very fast. My face still felt smooth
    from when I had shaved the previous morning.

    With a nervous smile, Melissa pointedly glanced down, and I

    caught her meaning. I had never shaved down there before, and honestly, the
    thought had never occurred to me. Seeing the slightly hopeful expression on her
    face, I was open to the idea.

    "Okay," I replied.

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 2
    Cabin Cousins: Part 2
    A Quest for family acceptance.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the ►Podcast at Connections.



    Chapter Six.

    Walking up into the cabin yard, we could see that we had

    missed dinner. My mom and older sisters were busy bringing the leftovers and
    supplies back into the cabin.

    "You two were gone all day, where did you go?" My

    mom asked.

    "We went all the way out to the pine grove." I

    said sheepishly, forgetting for a moment that I was an adult now, and not a
    little kid that adults needed to look after.

    "That's a long ways! We were getting worried."

    "We had a picnic in the clearing, and we lost track of

    time. Sorry." Said Melissa.

    Which I guess was an accurate, if vague and incomplete,

    account of what happened.

    "Well, if you're hungry; there's hot dogs and brats,

    potato salad, and baked beans in the crock pot."

    Giving Melissa a quick glance, I said. "I'm

    starving." Managing to do so with a straight face.

    We roasted hot dogs over the fire, and both of us had

    several servings of beans. The 'baked beans' were really a meal in themselves.
    My mom would make this stuff for just about every family gathering, and it
    never got old. There was no less than four different types of beans, chunks of
    bacon, and ground beef. Between Chili and stew, there was this, and it was one
    of my favorite foods. Melissa was enjoying it as much as I was; apparently,
    because neither of us said a word until we had thrown our empty paper plates
    into the fire, and were carrying the uneaten food back into the cabin.

    "That was so good. My mom never cooked anything like

    that. The limit of her skills was frozen pizza and hamburger helper."

    "I'm sure mom would be happy to give you the recipe."

    I said.

    "There's no way I could make anything taste this

    good." Melissa said with a snort of self-derisive laughter.

    "You can do anything you put your mind to. I have faith

    in you."

    She was quiet for a few seconds, and when she looked at me

    to respond, her eyes were positively glowing with love.

    "Thank you. That really means a lot."

    "Anytime." I said softly, before lurching forward

    to open the screen door for her.

    Dinner put away, we went back to the benches around the fire

    pit, where most everyone was gathered. In an unspoken agreement, Melissa and I
    did not sit next to each other, both of us having independently come to the
    conclusion that it would be far too easy to betray our ruse of mere friendship,
    by being just a bit too touchy-feely. As a compromise, we sat on opposite sides
    of the fire, so we could look at each other with impunity under the guise of
    watching the flames.

    We occasionally joined in on discussing whatever gossip or

    topic was going around, but neither of us were as involved as we otherwise
    might have been. Will the Vikings beat the Packers? Even if the Monday night
    game was in Lambeau field? Will Denis Green make good on his threat that the
    Vikings will leave the state if the govt. doesn’t build another stadium? Uncle
    Bert warned us that if the Vikings leave, all our kids will grow up as Packer
    fans, since they were the closest franchise to Minnesota. The relatives all
    groaned at that notion, and they concurred that a stadium must get built.

    Melissa and I just smiled and winked to each other as

    everyone else was in rapt attention to Bert’s ominous prophesy.

    I was entranced by the firelight reflected in her eyes, eyes

    that very rarely looked away from me. The light danced and sparkled in her
    eyes, and made her honey-blond hair glow red and orange. Her cheeks were
    flushed by the heat, that same adorable rosy color I had seen on her face for a
    very different reason, earlier today.

    My body reacted to these thoughts, and I had to shift my

    seating position slightly to conceal my 'excitement'. Across the fire, Melissa
    gave me that smile, the one she kept just for me, and in her eyes, I saw the
    need, burning hot.

    Again, at the end of the night, we were the last two people

    at the fire. She stood and walked around to join me on my metal glider bench. I
    scooted over a little bit, so when she sat, it wouldn't be on a cold piece of
    bench. I wondered if she realized what I did, and why. Not that it mattered to
    me if I got recognition for that tiny act of kindness. I would do a thousand
    such acts, never once needing anything more than the satisfaction that I made
    her just the tiniest bit more comfortable.

    She leaned against me and sighed. I could tell that she was

    genuinely tired. I was too.

    "I think I will remember this day for the rest of my

    life." She said quietly, while staring into the fire.

    "Agreed." I said, in like fashion; then looked at

    her. "But the day's not over yet."

    She looked at me with a huge smile. "I'd tell you to

    behave, but I don't want you to."

    After that, we sat for a long time in comfortable silence,

    watching the fire slowly die down. The last few lights inside of the cabin and
    each RV had gone out, and the world was silent, save for an occasional pop or
    crackle from the dying fire.

    Far enough away that it was barely audible, a wolf howled

    from deep within the forest to the west. Another wolf answered from across the
    lake water, to the east, it's mournful howl echoing up and down the lake, and
    sending shivers up my spine.

    I loved hearing the wolves howl; and looking at Melissa, so did

    she. In the busier times of the year, the wolves stayed farther away from the
    more populated areas, preferring to keep their distance from the noisy tourists
    and weekend warriors that invaded their territory. But here in the fall, as
    less and less people came up to their cabins, they would return, and let their
    presence be known to anyone lucky enough to hear.

    I stood, and after taking a good look around, made sure no

    one was watching us. I led Melissa by the hand to my tent.

    Chapter Seven.

    She entered first, and when I turned after zipping the tent

    closed after myself, Melissa had already pulled off the hoodie and tee shirt
    she had been wearing, and was working on taking her pants off. “ I remember
    that I wore jeans to bed last night. In Girl Scouts they told us to always take
    off sweaty clothes before trying to sleep. The moisture cools and can cause
    your body to lose a lot of heat.”

    I quickly pulled my hoody off over my head, then paused a

    moment to stare. Melissa, clad only in a white bra and pale blue panties, was
    scrambling to get inside my big flannel-lined sleeping bag. My God, was she
    gorgeous. Feeling my cock instantly become hard as iron, I started fumbling
    with the laces to my boots.

    She had pulled the sleeping bag up over her head, and as I

    got my first boot off, I saw her reach a hand out and toss her bra onto her
    pile of clothes. I attacked the other boot with renewed urgency. I got it
    undone, and was undoing my belt when she poked her head out and smiled as she
    watched me. My attention wavered again, when she grinned at me and tossed her
    panties on top of her bra.

    I hooked my thumbs inside my pants, and pulled them off,

    taking my underwear with them. In situations like these, when time is critical,
    efficiency is key.

    Melissa eyed me up and down, her need for me clear on her

    face. She opened the sleeping bag slightly, and I quickly crawled inside. She
    was laying on her side, and I slid into her awaiting arms.

    As our mouths met, our limbs intertwined. She wrapped a leg

    around me, and used it to pull me close. I moved a knee up, and could feel the
    wetness of her pussy as I pressed my thigh against her. She moaned as we
    kissed, tongues exploring each other's mouths. I put a hand on her firm ass,
    and pulled her hips even closer to mine. My cock was now pressed tightly
    against her belly.

    She ran a hand down my back to my ass, giving it a squeeze.

    We kissed for a long time, exploring each other's naked flesh with our hands.

    She adjusted slightly, and kissed my neck, then whispered

    into my ear. "I need you inside of me."

    “My fingers are pleased to accept your invitation, my dear

    Melissa.”

    “You know what I mean, mister. I need cock! Hard cock. Thick

    cock, your cock!” she sternly whispered in my ear.

    It was already getting pretty hot and stuffy inside the sleeping

    bag, so I pulled the edge down, exposing our heads. Outside, the moon had risen
    above the trees, and was shining bright in the clear autumn sky. Enough light
    made it through the tent that I could see her somewhat clearly. She had an
    anxious expression on her angelic face.

    "Charles; This is my first time." She whispered.

    "Oh yeah? Mine too." I replied.

    "Well, okay; I'm not physically a virgin anymore."

    She said tentatively. "I've got this toy at home" She said, obviously
    expecting me to be upset or disappointed.

    I cut her off with a kiss, then said. "That doesn't

    matter. Does a tampon make you not a virgin? Does a pelvic exam cost you your
    virginity?" It didn't. In fact, it was a huge relief. I had always been so
    worried that if and when I took a girl's virginity, that it would hurt her.
    Well, problem solved.

    "You're not disappointed?" She asked.

    I kissed her again, and smiled. "I never want to hurt

    you, even the slightest bit. Now I don't have to worry about first-time painful
    issues."

    Her own relief was evident in the passion with which she

    kissed me. We untangled our legs, and she gently pushed me flat on my back. She
    climbed on top of me; her knees straddling my chest. She reached a hand between
    her legs, and found my cock, positioning it beneath her. Our eyes locked as she
    slowly lowered herself onto me. In unison, we let out gasps of pleasure as I
    slid deep within her silky wetness.

    Her pussy felt tight around my, happy turgid cock. The

    sensation of being inside of her was unlike anything I had imagined, and being
    an eighteen-year-old guy, I had imagined a lot. I grabbed her ass with both
    hands and pulled her farther down, while pushing my hips up, desperate to get
    just a little bit deeper.

    Melissa leaned in and I began sucking one tit while fondling

    the other. Then she rested her chest on mine, putting her weight on me. She
    buried her face against my neck, and made a low moan of satisfaction. “I just
    want to hold you forever, like this!” she added.

    We stayed still, both of us content to savor this first act

    of ultimate intimacy. I was glad for it, because I was already perilously close
    to cumming, and I didn't want it to be over this quickly. I wanted to last as
    long as it took, to completely satisfy her.

    She raised her chest up just enough so that we could look in

    each other's eyes. I saw her need for me, burning hotter than any camp fire,
    matching my own need for her.

    Maintaining eye contact, she raised her hips slowly, drawing

    me almost fully out of herself. When just the head of my cock remained inside
    her, she reversed direction, and eased me back inside. Again, with hands on her
    ass, I pushed upwards to get that extra bit more. Her hips also flexed in a
    slow twerk motion, to swallow all of my happy cock.

    We repeated this several more times, and I could feel that I

    was sliding in and out more freely. I surmised that it was because her body had
    relaxed and become accustomed to me, and that I had become well lubricated by
    her juices.

    I started to pull down on her ass with more force, and

    pulling back with my hips when she rose hers up, increasing the speed that I
    was being thrust inside of her. Faster and faster we went, the need for each
    other finally, and completely set loose.

    I could feel her body begin to tense, and her knees squeezed

    hard against the sides of my chest. She started to let out a moan with every
    breath. Watching the heat escalate in her eyes, and feeling her body build to
    orgasm, from inside of her, was ecstasy, and I was quickly past the
    point of no return. I grunted as I pushed myself deep inside her one last time,
    holding her down on me tightly. My cock pulsed over and over, seemingly
    emptying my balls inside of her.

    As she explained to me later, feeling my cum spurt inside of

    her is what tipped her over the edge, and as my cock was still spasming, I felt
    her pussy clamp tightly around me as she came. She tensed and shivered, and her
    eyes rolled back slightly. She let out her held breath with a long shaky sigh,
    and her mouth fell to mine.

    We kissed slowly and deeply, reveling in the glow of our

    mutual orgasm.

    I had dreamed of my first time, and fantasized about it more

    times than I could remember, but nothing in my teenage hormone-fueled
    imagination compared to this. All of my fantasies had completely missed the
    point. As I kissed Melissa, with my cock still deep inside her, I marveled at
    the discovery that the greatest thing about sex wasn't the physical pleasure of
    the act. Don't get me wrong, it felt amazing, but the connection to another
    person was exceedingly more profound.

    I struggled to find appropriate words to describe the

    sensation of merging your entire essence with another person; To need, and be
    needed. To accept, and be accepted. To love, and be loved. The mind, body, and
    soul of two people, fusing together to become something far greater than the
    sum of their individuality.

    We were both sweaty, and still panting. Melissa rested her

    weight fully on my chest, and nuzzled my neck. I began massaging her back, and
    she groaned, her body relaxing further.

    After a little while, I felt my cock going soft. Melissa

    made the cutest sound of disappointment when it inevitably slipped out of her.
    I felt the same way. I wanted to be inside her forever, to feel that
    connection, forever.

    Melissa rolled off of me, and we lay face to face. As we

    looked in each other's eyes once more, I was reassured. The connection we made
    couldn't end just because my cock wasn't inside of her anymore. It was eternal.
    We both felt it, both knew it as a fundamental truth of our existence.

    "I love you." I whispered.

    "I love you." She whispered back.

    We both smiled, and kissed softly, caressing each other’s

    cheeks.

    "I saw it in your eyes." I said.

    "When did you first see it?"

    "I figured it out when we got to the clearing. But I'm

    pretty sure I saw it before that."

    She looked at me with mock pity, and patted my cheek with

    her hand. "Silly boy. Didn't you know?"

    "Know what?" I asked.

    She shook her head. "I've loved you my entire life. You

    never knew?"

    I didn't know what to say.

    She giggled. "I used to tell my friends that I had a

    boyfriend. I'd lie and say that he was the neighbor boy who lived in the cabin
    next door to the one my family took me to."

    I snorted a laugh.

    "It was a big deal for a teenage girl, to have this

    mysterious boyfriend that no one had ever met. I'd tell them stories about our
    adventures exploring the woods, all true. Mostly."

    "Mostly?"

    "Well yeah, I had to embellish a few details about our

    relationship."

    I laughed, and kissed her. "I'm sorry I never realized,

    but you were, like, my best friend. It never even occurred to me to think about
    you like that."

    "It's okay, really. I wouldn't change our times

    together." She got a far-away look in her eyes, as she thought of the
    past. "It was never sexual, you know, just naive little girl dreams of the
    storybook happily ever after, without any concept of what that actually
    entails." She giggled again. "Most of the time I thought the idea of
    kissing a boy was gross."

    I laughed with her, and kissed her.

    She made a face and said. "Uh, boy germs."

    In response, I kissed her deeply.

    When we broke off the kiss she said. "Yum, boy

    germs."

    Exhausted, we drifted off to sleep in each other's arms.

    Chapter Eight.

    I awoke again sometime before dawn. The moon had set, and it

    was so dark that I couldn't see anything at all. Melissa was still cuddled up
    in my arms, and I could feel her shallow breath on my face. I imagined the look
    of her face, as I had seen it the previous morning, serene, content, stunningly
    beautiful.

    I very gently ran my hand along her perfect skin, over her

    back, across her deliciously firm ass, and down the thigh that was still
    wrapped around me, holding us tightly together. My hand roved slowly, studying
    every inch of her that I could reach. She had two shallow dimples at the base
    of her back, that in my mind’s eye, were absolutely adorable.

    I ran my fingertips down, along the curve of her ass crack,

    to the tender skin where her ass met the back of her thigh. Her breath changed,
    and she seemed to sigh with pleasure. I stopped what I was doing, not wanting
    to wake her.

    "Don't stop. I like that." I heard her whisper,

    barely louder than her light breathing.

    My hand continued its explorations, running down the inside

    curve of the back of her thigh to the back of her knee, then back up to where
    her legs met, and up through her ass crack. From there, I did the same with the
    other leg, moving my fingertips gently, caressing, down and back up.

    I explored the complex curves where her legs came together,

    and she sighed with pleasure once again when I ran my fingertips along that
    most sensitive area alongside her pussy. I trailed my fingers along one side,
    back to alongside her asshole, then did the same on the other side. Her breath
    would hitch slightly when I brushed against her labia.

    I decided to tease her with the prospect of that particular

    contact, letting my fingers caress ever closer, without actually touching her
    lips. Her breathing had increased, and I felt the wetness seeping out of her.

    I pushed gently on the leg she had around me, prompting her

    to lay flat on her back with her arms at her sides. She seemed perfectly
    content to lay still and let me continue. I sat up next to her, and used both
    hands to explore her body. I began at her face, caressing her cheeks, and
    moving across her temples, around her ears, and under her jawline. I leaned
    over and kissed her cheek. Though it was still pitch black darkness, I could
    feel her smile, and could see it clearly in my mind.

    My hands moved down her neck, and briefly massaged her

    shoulders, before easing towards her chest. I found her tits, and brushed my
    palms across her erect nipples before cupping them with a gentle squeeze. As I
    noted before, her tits weren't overly large, and certainly not comically large
    like most of the women in the porno mags and videos I've seen. I thought they
    were perfect.

    My caressing fingers roamed up to her shoulders, then slowly

    down the inside of her arms. I brushed her wrists as delicately as possible,
    soliciting a sigh. I ran my fingers across her palms, and down each of her
    fingers, which she seemed to like a lot.

    I added to her enjoyment of having her fingers caressed, to

    a growing mental list of ways she particularly liked being touched. Correctly
    guessing on the location of her belly button in the dark, I leaned over and
    planted a kiss on her belly, just below her waistline. She made another
    non-distinct sound of pleasure under her breath. I made a trail of kisses up to
    her belly button, adding soft licks with the tip of my tongue.

    I licked in a circle around her belly button, and noted the

    lack of a positive, or negative, response from Melissa. I trailed my tongue and
    lips slowly up her chest, to between her tits. I cupped her tits, and licked a
    nipple, which got a very positive result. I licked little circles around her
    very erect nipple, then closed my mouth over it, sucking gently. Her chest rose
    with a deep intake of breath. I moved over to the other nipple, and did the
    same.

    Melissa was starting to get really worked up, and I again

    felt great joy that I was able to give her so much pleasure.

    I moved up to her face, and kissed her softly on the lips.

    She wrapped her arms around me, kissing me with passionate enthusiasm.

    Finally the broke off the kiss, and as she caught her

    breath, she whispered into my ear. "That was wonderful. I get to explore
    you now."

    She gently pushed me onto my back. She leaned over me and

    kissed me once on the lips, then moved to my neck, kissing softly, and teasing
    my skin with the tip of her tongue. I closed my eyes and sighed, relaxing
    fully.

    She massaged my shoulders and upper arms, then trailed her

    fingertips down to my hands lik

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  • Cabin Cousins: Part 1
    Cabin Cousins: Part 1
    Cousins reunion: a childhood friendship becomes love.

    Based on a post by NewMountain80, in 6 parts. Listen to the Podcast at Connections.



    Chapter One.

    It was one of those glorious mid-October days in Minnesota,

    where morning frost gives way to clear blue skies and temperatures warm enough
    for wearing tee shirts.

    My name is Charles, by the way, nice to meet you. Please

    don't call me Charlie, or Chuck or Chucky, I hate that. I work at a big box
    home improvement store near my home on the west side of the Twin Cities. I'm
    eighteen, and have spent most of the summer since graduating, being overworked
    and underpaid. I took Saturday, Sunday, and half of Friday off so that I could
    drive up and spend the weekend 'up north' at the family cabin, near Pelican
    Lake.

    Built by my great grandfather, Olaf Larson, in the early

    1900's, the cabin was a place that anyone in my (quite large) extended family
    was free to use. The cabin itself is rather small, just a single room, adorned
    with a century's worth of hunting trophies and antique nick knacks. There were
    spaces in the woods around the cabin yard where people would park their RV's, and
    some nice grassy clearings for setting up tents. There was someone there on
    most weekends between spring and fall, and sometimes it was a pretty full
    house, with ten or twenty people showing up for a relaxing weekend of doing
    nothing. This, likely the last weekend of decent weather for the next six
    months or so, was going to be a busy one.

    I was halfway through the three hour drive, when my mom

    called me on my cell phone to make sure I was on my way, and if I had
    remembered my tent. Yes, I had remembered my tent, and yes, I remembered my
    sleeping bag and an extra blanket because it was going to get cold at night.
    Thanks, mom. Then she listed off who was there, and who else was on their way.
    Aunts and uncles, older brothers and sisters, relatives of every age and
    variety.

    My heart skipped a beat though, when she added as an

    afterthought that my cousin Melissa Olson, was there. Actually, she was my
    second cousin, but more importantly, she was my friend. Growing up, my weekends
    were occupied by exploring the woods around the cabin, fishing and swimming in
    the lake, or just hanging out around the fire pit chatting and telling stories.
    Many of those weekends, Melissa was right there at my side. I had more in
    common with her than with any of the male relatives close to my age, in terms
    of interests and personality, so often it was just the two of us.

    About three years back, there was some kind of family drama

    that I really didn't pay attention to, but as a result, the whole branch of the
    family that Melissa belonged to stopped showing up to family gatherings. I was
    fifteen at the time, and though I was really sad that I didn't get to see
    Melissa anymore, I was, you know, fifteen. At that age, there is so much going
    on in your life that, as sad as a change may be, something else always fills
    the gap.

    Once off the phone with my mom, all I could think about was

    Melissa. Memories of our adventures effervesced in my mind. I thought of the
    last time I saw her, how she smiled and said "See you next time!"
    with a quick hug. Through the years growing up, I never really put much thought
    into her appearance, but remembering that last goodbye, it dawned on me that
    she had always been quite pretty. At fifteen, she was only a little shorter
    than my own average height, and had a slim athletic build. She was always big
    into track and field sports at her school. What I remember most about her was
    her smile, carefree and easily expressed, and her eyes. She had the most
    beautiful icy blue eyes I had ever seen, eyes that truly were windows to her
    soul. Maybe it's just that I knew her so well, but with just one glance at her
    eyes, I could tell instantly what she was feeling, and have a pretty good idea
    of what she was thinking about. I wondered if it would be the same way after
    not seeing her for three years.

    She was almost exactly the same age as me, having been born

    in February of 1980, to my January of the same year, which means that she must
    have graduated high school this year too. I began imagining what she looked
    like now, and was only a few miles away from the cabin when I realized I had a
    raging erection. This, was no good. Regardless of how I was getting aroused.
     The thought was of a childhood friend who was also a relative. I'll say I
    wasn't too proud of it, at that moment. I couldn't show up to a family
    gathering like this. I turned off onto a forestry road that I knew well, and
    piloted my pickup down one of the narrow overgrown logging trails that deer
    hunters use, to get to their stands. I've been down all of these trails, and
    know a hundred places that are perfect for when someone needs a little
    "alone time".

    I parked my truck and listened for a minute, just to be sure

    there wasn't anyone else driving around nearby. Still in the driver’s seat, I
    unbuttoned my fly, and pulled my pants down to my ankles. I wrapped a hand
    around my cock and sighed with the pleasure of immanent release. Normally I
    would spunk to fantasies involving girls from high school, or one of the models
    from the couple of nudie mags I had hidden under my mattress at home. But right
    then, all I could imagine was Melissa, and my mental image of what she looked
    like now. I stroked furiously, and felt myself quickly building to orgasm. I
    hastily rummaged in the door pocket for a napkin with my left hand, found one,
    and barely had enough time to get it into place before I erupted. I groaned as
    I came, sending spurt after spurt of cum into the napkin, which wasn't up to
    the task of containing such a massive load. I sat there for a while, breathing
    hard, and feeling the cum that had soaked through the napkin ooze onto the palm
    of my left hand. It had been a while since I had cum that hard or that quickly.
    As the glow of orgasm faded, I started thinking that it wasn't right to get off
    like this to Melissa, but I knew I would have been a liar; if I said I wouldn't
    do it again.

    I cleaned up as best as I could with a few more napkins, got

    my pants back up, and checked myself in the vanity mirror just in case there
    was some glaring evidence that I had just jerked off. Satisfied that I looked
    normal, I arranged myself in my underwear so that if and when I got another
    boner, it would at least be pointing down, and not straight out for all of the
    family to see.

    I arrived at the cabin a few minutes later. People were

    spread out, around the yard; reading books, getting fishing equipment ready, or
    tending the fire in the stone fire pit. I was greeted with waves and hellos;
    nothing very enthusiastic. I mean, I do see most of these people pretty
    regularly. And honestly, I wasn't overly excited to see them either. I was
    however, very excited to see Melissa again, but looking around the yard, I
    didn't spot her anywhere.

    Then I heard the sharp crack sound that the cabin's screen

    door makes when someone lets it's spring slams itself shut. I looked over, and
    saw Melissa walking around the corner of the cabin. I hope no one saw my jaw
    drop, because she was gorgeous. She was barefoot, her long athletic legs
    disappearing beneath a knee-length flower pattern sun dress that flowed around
    her as she strode. Her hair was longer that she used to have it, and it trailed
    gracefully behind her, it's sandy blonde color glowing in the sunlight. When
    she noticed me, her face lit up. The warmth of her smile could have melted a
    glacier.

    "Charles!" She squealed.

    She ran across the yard and practically threw herself into

    my arms, hugging me tight. I hugged her back, just as tight.

    "Oh my God, it's so good to see you!" She said,

    laughing with joy.

    I don't think anyone had ever been so excited to see me in

    my entire life, and it felt a bit awkward, but I felt the same about her, so I
    just went with it.

    "It's great to see you too." I said.

    We broke off our hug, but she kept an arm around my back.

    She started moving towards the cabin, and I went with, putting an arm across her
    shoulders.

    "It's been over three years," She said excitedly.

    "We have so much to catch up on!"

    I craned my neck up to try and look down on her. "I see

    you're still a little bit shorter than me?"

    She poked me in the belly and said with mock sternness.

    "You're wearing boots. Take them off and we're the same height."

    Be both laughed, and I was struck again at how beautiful she

    was. Even her laugh was like music. As we walked, my eyes strayed to her chest,
    where the slightest bit of a lacy white bra could be seen under the edge of her
    dress. Her tits were, for lack of a better word, perfect. They weren't large, a
    B cup I imagined, as if I knew anything about the particulars of tit size. What
    they were though, were proportionate. They were just the right size and shape
    for her. I was starting to imagine what they would look like free from any
    clothes, and must have spent just a few too many seconds looking. Something
    made me look up at her face, and I saw her watching me with a funny little
    smile. Our eyes locked, and I was surprised to not only see a lack of offence
    there, but for all I could tell, she was pleased that I was ogling her.

    She looked away with a satisfied smile, and gave me a little

    squeeze with the arm that was still around my back.

    "Your mom is almost done with dinner. I don't know

    about you, but I'm starving."

    Chapter Two.

    My mom fried up walleye that my older brothers had caught

    earlier that day, and we all ate more than we should have, but man, nothing is better
    than pan-fried walleye that was in the lake just a few hours prior.

    After dinner, when everyone was just lounging around and

    catching up on gossip, I got my tent out of the bed of my pickup, and started
    walking towards the farthest away clearing to set it up in.

    Melissa called out to me. "Can you set mine up

    too?"

    "Sure." I called back. "Where do you want

    it?"

    "Next to yours is fine. I promise I don't snore too

    loud." She replied, which got some laughs.

    I set up the tents, and went back, claiming a spot on one of

    the benches near the fire. Melissa had changed out of her dress into some
    loose-fitting jeans and a blue tee shirt. She was in the process of explaining
    what she had been up to recently. She had moved out of her parent's house in
    Duluth back in February, on her eighteenth birthday. She didn't have a place to
    stay yet, so she spent a few weeks living in her car, a beat up old Toyota
    Camry, before one of her friend's parents took pity on her, and let her stay
    with them until she got her own place.

    Now, if you know anything about being in Duluth, Minnesota

    in February, you can imagine how much that sucked. My heart ached in empathy
    for her, and I actually teared up a little. Thankfully the wind was shifting
    around, so I could pass it off as just getting smoke in my eyes.

    Melissa continued her story, about how the people who had

    taken her in offered her a part time job to work as a cashier in their store.
    She worked evenings and weekends until she graduated high school; at which
    point she got a small apartment south of town. She still worked at their shop,
    but now pretty much ran the place, which the owners were ecstatic about,
    because it finally gave them the opportunity to do some traveling.

    As I listened, I became more and more in awe of Melissa. Let's

    use me as an example to compare and contrast. I'm of average height for a guy,
    with an average build. Melissa is slightly above average height for a girl,
    with a fit and toned body. My face isn't particularly handsome. Again, very
    average. She has the heart-shaped face of an angel. I live at home with my
    parents. I don't pay rent. I have an okay job, but what money I make, I tend to
    spend frivolously. She has her own apartment, a good job, and is saving her own
    money to go to college next year.

    I couldn't do anything but watch her as she talked. I

    noticed tiny details that I never even thought to look for on anyone else; How
    her neck moved when she talked, how she flipped her head to get her hair out of
    her face, how every time our eyes met, her smile would get just a little bit
    wider. I felt utterly unworthy to be in the presence of such a glorious
    creature.

    As the night went on, people went off to their beds in their

    campers and tents, or one of the four beds in the cabin and its three season
    porch. Eventually it was just me and Melissa. She came over and sat in the old
    metal glider bench seat, right next to me, resting her head on my shoulder and
    gazing into the glowing remnants of the fire.

    "I've missed coming here." She said quietly.

    "It's so peaceful."

    "I missed you." I replied.

    She looked up at me and smiled. "I've missed you

    too."

    For a long time we sat there in silence just staring at the

    red and orange coals. Eventually they were dying away, and we began to see our
    breath in the increasingly chilly air. Melissa yawned. Even the way she did
    that, was beautiful to me.

    "I think it's time for bed." I whispered to her.

    She nodded in agreement, and I walked with her to where our

    tents were. She gave me a tired hug, said goodnight, and went into her tent. I
    entered my own tent, stripped down to my underwear, (I always sleep in just my
    boxer briefs,) and crawled into my sleeping bag. It was one of those big
    flannel old-school ones, not one of those small mummy bags. It had enough room
    inside for me to really sprawl out, and was plenty warm enough for camping in
    just about any kind of weather. I'm pretty sure I was asleep before my head hit
    the pillow.

    I awoke to a rustling in the leaves outside my tent. It was

    too heavy to be from raccoons. My first thought was that it was a black bear,
    as it wasn't unusual for a black bear to wonder through the cabin yard. But
    when I heard the zipper to the tent flap, I was reassured. I was confused
    though, as to who would be coming into my tent in the middle of the night. The
    flap opened, and I saw a silhouette, blond hair glowing silver in the
    moonlight.

    My heart instantly started racing. Was I dreaming? Melissa

    was sneaking into my tent!

    With the moonlight coming through the open tent flap, she

    could see that I was awake.

    "I'm c-cold." She whispered.

    Without thinking, I opened up my sleeping bag. "Come

    on." I whispered.

    She crawled into the tent, zipping up the flap behind her,

    then scrambled into my sleeping bag with me, still fully dressed. She was
    freezing. I pulled her in tight to me, spooning her from behind, and wrapping
    one arm under her neck, the other one over her, and wrapping around her waist.
    I even had one leg over her thigh. I explained it was to transfer body heat as
    quickly as I could. Her shivering eventually subsided.

    As she drifted off to sleep, she said in a barely audible

    whisper. "I hate the cold." While her breathing reduced to long,
    slow, deep breaths; I laid there thinking about just how much I loved this
    moment with Melissa.

    I've had a few girlfriends, but none of them were very

    serious. Even though I thought I loved them, I now knew that I had no idea of
    what love was. Until this moment. As I watched Melissa sleep, I realized that I
    loved her, truly and deeply. I nestled my face against the back of her neck,
    breathing in the herbal smell of her. I fell back asleep with joy in my heart.

    When I awoke again, it was just getting to be light out, and

    the first birds were beginning to sing. I looked at Melissa, still wrapped in
    my arms, and sleeping with an expression of serene contentment. It was at this
    time that my body caught on to the fact that it was pressed up against a very
    beautiful female, and I started to get worried that the rock hard penis
    pressing into Melissa's lower back would wake her up.

    I don't know if it was because of that, but she did wake up

    before too long. She shifted and stretched, before slightly rotating her back
    so she was nestling back against me.

    "What happened last night?" I asked with my arm on

    my hip. "Don't you have a sleeping bag?"

    "I do, I got it at Goodwill, so it was cheap, but it's

    not very good."

    "Well, I have a blanket you can use, and I'm pretty

    sure there's extra bedding in the cabin."

    She sighed contentedly and pulled my arm back around her

    waist. "Or; I could sleep here again tonight?"

    "Or you could sleep here tonight." I replied.

    After a little while she said. "You're warm."

    And hard, I thought. There was no way she didn't know. I

    yearned to kiss her. I yearned to grab her hips and grind my cock against her.
    I wanted to explore her whole body with my hands. I wanted her to put her hands
    on me. But I was terrified of doing anything, even suggesting anything that she
    didn't want. I was torn, because I was pretty sure that she did want something.
    The looks she gave me the previous day, the little smiles, and now snuggling up
    against me and my hard cock, all screamed in my head to do something, anything!

    I was just about to slide my hand down to her hip when she

    announced. "I have to pee."

    As she was leaving my tent, she turned back and gave me a

    small kiss on the cheek, a quick smile, then was gone. It took a while for my
    hard-on to subside, but once it did, I got dressed and went outside.

    Chapter Three.

    With a slight detour through the trees, (being a guy has

    some advantages, the whole forest is my urinal.) I joined the family in the
    cabin yard. One of my uncles was making eggs and bacon on a grill top griddle,
    and everyone else was in a different state of waking up.

    My mom asked Melissa and me, if we were warm enough in our

    tents last night, and informed us that there were extra blankets. I said that I
    was fine. Melissa cheerily replied that she was toasty warm, and I had to look
    away to avoid being seen smiling like an idiot. Even though nothing happened,
    it still wouldn't look good for the whole family to know that I was spooning my
    cousin all night.

    After breakfast, it seemed like everyone but Melissa and I,

    had plans to do things during the day. Some were going fishing, some were going
    into Pine River, Breezy Point, and Nisswa, to shop the antique stores and other
    shops.

    Melissa looked at me with that smile that somehow was more

    than just an innocent smile.

    "So, what do you want to do today?" She asked me.

    "We could go for a hike. Find some of the trails we

    used to know?"

    Her face lit up. "Yes! Let’s go find Pine Grove Cathedral!

    We could bring lunch and make a picnic out of it, too!"

    "So, what do you want to eat for lunch?"

    "I don't know, what do you want to eat for lunch?"

    She said mockingly, then laughed. "Oh, no, I don't play that game. I know
    what I like to eat, so I'll get the lunch together."

    She hopped up from the camp chair she was sitting in, and

    skipped to the cabin. Like, actually skipped. It was adorable. Though, how her
    ass moved in her jeans as she went, was an even better sight.

    I stuffed an old quilt into a backpack, then after a

    moment's thought, crammed in two hoodies. It might get cold earlier tonight, I
    was not going to let Melissa be cold if there was anything I could do about it.

    Soon we were walking side by side along the dirt road that

    lead past the cabin. From there we cut along an ATV trail to one of the State
    forestry roads, heading deep into the woods where there weren't any other
    cabins.

    We chatted as we walked, about music and school, and a host

    of other mundane things. It really didn't matter to me what we talked about. At
    some point we started holding hands, and it seemed like the most wonderful,
    natural thing ever.

    I began to notice that, unlike literally every other

    conversation I had ever had, with anyone my age, Melissa was being absolutely
    honest and forthright. Like an open book, she wasn't hiding anything, so I made
    a conscious decision to do the same for her.

    When the conversation came to the topic of previous

    relationships, I told her about some embarrassing things that happened to me
    when I was with my first girlfriend. Things that I had sworn to myself to never
    speak of again. She laughed, but with me, not at me, and
    countered with an even more embarrassing story from her past.

    It was surreal. We shared what our thoughts and feelings

    were, when we had been in particularly awkward situations. We told each other
    our fears and insecurities. It felt so good to lay my most p

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About My First Time

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Tales of experiencing that first time. Some of them may be true.