This episode explores my transformative journey from being a devoted pastor’s wife to rediscovering my authentic self and relationship with God through heartbreak and spiritual exploration. Through the backdrop of personal trauma, I confront questions about faith, the church, and my own identity.

• Discusses the significance of a personal homecoming 
• Shares experiences of being a pastor’s wife 
• Explores the impact of heartbreak on my faith 
• Reflects on expectations and reality in church life 
• Analyzes the crisis of faith during divorce 
• Recounts seeking alternative spiritual guidance 
• Details the transformative experiences with plant medicine 
• Examines the rediscovery of God outside traditional church settings