I think sometimes when you are trying not to think too deeply about an uncertain future, there is much to be said for looking back with fondness. My cousin and I got together to clear out my wardrobe and we had fun talking about shared memories. Just the thing, when you are trying not to think about an operation in a few days. Shoppertunity - I explain this word and it's origins, but it is a wee bit of fun and don't we all need a bit of fun now and again?