Do you know what happens if you want to become better, more successful, richer, happier, etc.?
What actually happens is that you are informing your system that you are „in lack of something“.
So if you want to have „more money“ you are telling your system that you have „no money“.
And that is the only thing that sticks!
And in any case, you are perfect already.
You just need to find out what blocks you from engaging fully into your source.