What if the thing you’ve been calling “strength” was actually something you had to survive?

In this episode, I’m digging into the messy, uncomfortable line between emotional independence and emotional neglect. Because a lot of us didn’t just become independent—we were left to figure it out.

I’m talking about:

This one’s personal. It’s about unlearning survival mode, questioning the narratives we were handed, and figuring out what we actually deserved all along.

If you’ve ever been told “you’re so strong” when you really needed support… this episode is for you.

For most of my life, I believed I was unlovable. I didn't just think it, I literally almost had it permanently tattooed on my body.

In this episode, I'm telling my love story. Not the cleaned-up version — the real one. From learning the wrong lessons about love as a kid, to looking for it in all the wrong places, to finding the person I was meant to be with... and then losing her. And spending 15 years trying to get over it.

What came next, from my transition, to survival, finding myself, and somehow finding her again. This is the greatest story I never thought I'd get to tell.

This one's for anyone who's ever been told they were too much, not enough, or too broken to deserve the good stuff. And it's proof that two people who've been through hell can still build something that looks a whole lot like a happily ever after.

You don't have to earn love. You just have to stay alive long enough to receive it.

“Choose joy” isn’t so simple when you’re running on empty. This episode dives into why joy isn’t equally accessible, why the little things matter, and why letting yourself feel good while life is still hard is radical. You don’t have to earn joy, you’re allowed to have it now!

Welcome to My So Called 'Radical' Life –– The podcast where we talk about Generational Chaos, Pop Culture, Trans Rights, and what it means to live out loud in a world that keeps trying to silence you. 

I'm Jack Knoxville, lifelong nerd, Gen X(ish), survivor, and radical (for existing as myself). If you've ever been told you're "too much" just for existing, pull up a chair! You're exactly who this was made for.