Surrendering Ambition:In 1521, a cannonball shattered Ignatiusβs leg and his dreams of military glory, forcing him into a long, agonizing recovery. Out of boredom, he began reading about the lives of the saints, which sparked a deep conversion.
- Reflection:
- What "cannonballs" or unexpected disruptions have shattered my own plans or ego? How might God be using these painful or limiting moments to redirect my life toward a deeper purpose?
Paying Attention to Desires (Discernment)While recovering, Ignatius noticed that daydreaming about worldly honors left him feeling initially excited but ultimately empty. Conversely, thinking about emulating the saints brought him lasting peace and joy.
Reflection:
What desires, actions, or thoughts consistently leave me feeling drained and restless? What brings me a deep, lasting sense of peace and joy? How can I use these inner movements to help me make better choices?