This is a intenseand emotional interpretation of how I feel about MY experience in the spiritual awakening process which creates this spiritual warfare if you will. As you listen I become more level headed and grounded and calm lol. But it's real, raw and uncut becuase I want my authenticity to show through. This is a dairy entry, intimate, vulnerable and my truth. So take everything with a grain of salt and know I'm growing through life just as you are. We can all learn from one another. No one knows it ALL. PERIOD. However, following spiritual teachers and going down paths out of alignment with your CHOICE/GOALS can lead you a stray from your own. But God doesn't put anything on us that we can not bare. And I for one am stronger today because of all the challenges I had to face in my awakening. Hopefully my mistakes will prevent you from repeating them but even if they don't you'll be able to recognize the signs and get out before too much damage is done. Trust the process but be aware of all the manipulation that is out there. Some intentional and some unconsciously manipulative and will probably always be in this world. However, when you stay ready, you ain't gotta get ready! Get in the driver's seat! Love you guys Keep God 1st always!