nicole loving earth podcast

hello beautiful people!!! 

For all questions for the next episode please send directly to James… Nicole will be channelling Jesus and will go blind into the recording. This means no idea of the questions before the next recording. So if you have a question to ask, pls send directly to - 

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James on email - [email protected]

(questions to be received before Tuesday 23rd April 2024 AEST)

What are we talking about? Well you will have to have a listen to find out!

Do you ever have that feeling when talking to a friend, boy we should be recording this…

This feeling coming up of what we are talking about could help others, could be interesting, could change things for people trying to make sense of things in a wide weird world.

this is that thing.

James & Nicole share the view of bringing more love, more joy, more harmony to the world and their second podcast here together they have shared their own very real, very personal individual interactions with Jesus. This is the second in a three part series, where they go deep.

With this session, Nicole shares how Jesus helped her through her energy work, and James talks about his supernatural healing that happened overnight with the assistance of Jesus and Angel beings. This is not one to be missed!

Each episode  they will cover all different aspects in the world of spirituality, creative expression, surfing, art and all the things that make us human.

‘if you own your story, none can shame you…’

Welcome to the deep, with Nicole & James...

a dive into topics close to their  hearts, stories of spirituality, surfing, art & what it means to be creative in a world of chaos, and how we got here.

nicole loving earth is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.

Nicole Forrest is here to guide you back to you. She is a writer and teacher of consciousness, meditation, spirituality, a channel, mystic & psychic medium with a deep connection to the metaphysical world.

Her practices include reiki, energetic & somatic healing, reading the akashic records, hypnotherapy, guided meditation & journey work, connection to your spirit team & loved ones plus a completely holistic approach to your diet, sleep, movement & meditation practices.

She has been working with her clients and students all over the world, changing people's lives and transforming their love for self and those around them. A deep connection to the higher planes of consciousness unveil all access points and opportunities within your own connection.

She is also a mother, an avid surfer, and lover of sunrise & adventure.

connect with nicole via her website here -

https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

connect with nicole for a personal energy session here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/book-a-session

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

James McMillan is a multi-disciplined artist, author, surfer, Father, and founder of Byron Bay Surf Festival. He is deeply connected to the ocean, the land, and the people of his community. He is passionate about culture, the environment, human evolution, and bringing people into a deeper connection with themselves and their purpose. James’ current work is in counselling, energetic healing and working with the energy centres (chakras) for optimum health, performance, soul alignment & life purpose. James has been chasing his own spiritual evolution since he was 18 years old after the passing of his father Ken. He has supported this journey by completing studies in Visual Arts, Holistic Counseling, Transformational Life Coaching & Art Therapy. He has also studied yoga and has his Yoga YTT200, cert in energetic healing and has completed subjects at School of the Supernatural in Byron Bay. “I have been meditating since 1999 and have been practising Kriya yoga, which is an ancient yogic breathwork, since 2016…I was initiated into this practice via a third generation disciple of Paramahansa Yogananda.” James

connect with james via his website here -

https://www.jamesmcmillanarts.com/

connect with james via instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/jamescmcmillan/

What a week it has been and I want to say thank you to each of you who read these writings, who listen to the podcast, who send messages of support, or stop me in the street to talk about what I am doing - I love you, and know that we are all here to learn and grow from each other. I will now have with each newsletter an audio recording of the writing! this is connect with you in a way that I love - through the way I write, and how our voices carry our emotion and energy x enjoy my loves!

Oh my loves!

These days past, agitation and frustration were what I was feeling. I could say it was here because of eclipse season or mercury in retrograde but really I knew it was something within me, a force of nature blinding it’s way like a fireball of energy and wanting to rattle the cage. 

I knew I could figure it out, but not while feeling frustrated or agitated. That state just wants me to blame everyone and everything around me. I know that if I’m feeling this way the quickest way to lift it is to be of service, so I was. I opened a room on clubhouse and spoke of it. A beautiful meditation and message came through, and the peace I wished for and felt was only momentarily here. 

Then straight back to the feelings of agitation and frustration. 

I wanted to honour why I was feeling this way, give space to it but yet I was frustrated and agitated at being frustrated and agitated. 

I surfed, I changed the furniture in my bedroom around, I ordered comfort food, I wrote. Still the shadow hung. 

Finally I slept and when I woke the next day, pieces of realisation came through. Speaking of it on a call with one of my students as soon as I began sharing, the thread unraveled.

I realised I don’t like being in charge. I don’t like being in my masculine. I don’t like having to lead a partnership. I want to be taken care of. I want the other to lead me. When I feel let down, I charge into my masculine energy to lead, to pick up the pieces, to forge ahead. This was a lifetime of ‘I can do it’ energy after plans are made and have fallen through. 

I am purposeful and driven, I know my purpose and why I am here, still I wanted someone else to take charge on this latest project, I want to feel like for one area of my life I could rest a bit. It is tiring being both energies all the time. 

How could I be in my intuitive, delicious, feminine flow if I was in my masculine? Had I created this situation? Had I prevented this person from being in their masculine? Was I intimidating in my expression?

What I was seeing here was that because I had so easily stepped into my masculine - think years of being a Chef in a very masculine industry, think years of having to take charge in working relationships, in romantic relationships that I was leaving no room for anyone else to be given the chance or the invitation to step in.

I am a direct person, I love being direct with kindness, I was seeing this other side of me which was short, stand-offish and closed down. I was in a frustrated and agitated state and displaying these behaviours.

I saw that the other person was responding differently to me being this way. 

I was frustrated and agitated because I was seeing different responses and behaviour being displayed. 

It opened a whole new way of witnessing relationships for me. I was seeing how what we have experienced defines for us unconsciously what we find attractive.

I started witnessing different relationships around me and the dynamics of them. 

What we are attracted to and why. How it changes the levels of attraction when the behaviours change.

I always lovingly, kindly, knowingly, gently tell my students that agitation is always an invitation to expansion. 

(I smiled that smile I smile when my own words come to bite me on the ass)

What I was witnessing was my own behaviour and not liking it one bit. It wasn’t me, who I am at my core. And I now had this avalanche of insight as to why. 

I don’t play games, I don’t like misleading, manipulating or miscommunication. 

If I like you, you know it. If I love you, you know it. 

I am kind, I am gentle, I am supportive, loving, affectionate. You may be super open to this kind of attention, it may feel safe and attractive to you.

Or… say you have only experienced in your past relationships or while growing up, emotional avoidance, chaos, reactivity, aggression. This loving kindness coming to you from me may feel super uncomfortable, because you are not ready, or maybe not used to it. You may want to avoid it, or see it as clingy, as boring. You may not trust it as your nervous system and neural pathways do not recognise it as something attractive. You may not feel safe experiencing this kind of attention.

But when I become frustrated or agitated, this ignites your neural pathways as something comforting, you recognise and understand this behaviour - ahh you can relax as you know how to respond to this kind of behaviour because that’s what you have been used to. If I withhold my emotions, shut down, become reactive, all of a sudden I change in your eyes as something to be attracted to. 

Attraction is super interesting. Attraction I see as unconscious patterning. When we are not yet conscious to what we are attracted to or why.

Our tastes change as we grow. What was attractive to us before may change as we heal. And what I have noticed about myself is what I was attracted to, in my past, is so far away from what I find attractive now.

We often talk about what triggers us, can we also look at what we find comfortable? And what if what we find comfortable is not actually healthy for us? 

If agitation is an invitation to expansion, then can what we feel as comfortable be what keeps us small?

Without conflict, nothing changes. Without challenges, we do not grow or move forward, we don’t search for answers. We don’t try something different or look for new solutions. That spark we feel when we meet someone for the first time, could it be a warning instead of an attraction?

I wrote this little piece here below weeks ago before our last Divine Love workshop, a topic that came through as I sat in contemplation about how we see love and lust or attraction.

Imagine being the muse of William Shakespeare.

The object of his affection, someone who he feels so deeply for that all these characters of the deepest love expressed across all his works are caused by you. The power you wield, and rather than it being smooth sailing or soft and beautiful, you decide to create mayhem, create longing, create drama all for the story. That this madness created is what so many for hundreds of years after the fact have equated to how love feels or should look like. 

We have associated that with love, there is pain and heartache, betrayal, longing, unrequited feelings.

That any ‘love’ we have experienced wasn’t really love unless there was drama or anguish, confusion or angst. There must be drama for it to be love, and if there isn’t any, then we will create it. 

If you have had the experience of a volatile or chaotic household growing up, love takes on a meaning that you must feel unsafe. Love can hurt you, abuse you. So you grow up not trusting or fearing love. You seek out similar situations as you feel comfortable and recognise these situations. Healthy loving relationships seem tepid.

Our experiences, either lived through or those we have been exposed to through media, film, books, has taught us what we think ‘love’ is. 

A calm, peaceful, soft love can seem boring if all you have witnessed has been drama, violence or abuse. 

We know it is available but we also don’t have the skills or coping mechanisms to recognise, cultivate and grow this love as our defences are so high up that everything can be a trigger that sets off insecurities or false narratives we have been taught. 

Love is safe, calm, and peaceful. Not designed to hurt you or wound you. 

What is happening now is that you are discovering what is love, and what is not. 

I have had conversations with girlfriends about this topic, and how their nervous system responds around different people. Do you feel safe? Or confusion? Do you feel you can be yourself, relaxed? Or are you withholding? These markers can show you what love is, and what is pure attraction. How our body feels in the moment is going to be a key indicator to whether you are building love, or simply lust.

A connection is not the building of a relationship unless both are feeling safe enough to be vulnerable. Feeling comfortable? - check in to see how your nervous system is responding. If you feel regulated around this person, if it is slow to build, if you are curious rather than confused, these are beautiful steps towards love. If your nervous system is agitated, if you are feeling intensity yet not consistency, this can be a clue to it simply being attraction.

I found that my agitation I had experienced opened this way of seeing relationships around me in a new light. How others responded to my behaviour. I only want to ever be loving, kind, thoughtful, considerate. Though the agitation opened this new insight, so by feeling it, experiencing it and writing about it, I found the light within me again and perhaps even healed or shifted stuck emotions. An awakening occurred and is still processing even now. 

I only ever want to be me in any relationship I have. And if me being me ignites questions within you as to what love feels like, I am open  to go deeper, reach higher. All emotions are here for us to be felt and experienced, and if agitation I am feeling leads me to insight, leads me to healing, I know the feeling, the emotion is temporary and here to teach me more about myself. Nothing is ever wasted when we have the courage to feel it, face it and move through it. 

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Now, consciousness is a funny ol’ thing. Just yesterday during the process of this piece of writing coming through, I was taking a break and distracting myself with deciding to close tabs that were open on my computer (if you have ever shared screen with me you know I am the queen of open tabs).

I came to an open Gene Keys tab. And when I clicked on it, this window popped up for a free course in beginning to study the Gene Keys. Back in January I had a friend, Fraser, read and explain my Gene Keys to me and here I was months later back at this tab. I was in a contemplative mood and for whatever reason, I commenced the course, module by module. It came to the creation of my unique blueprint, which I have read before a few times over the years and each time it brings me to tears for explaining who I am, how I communicate and what I am to be in the world. As I am building my own online courses at the moment, this was twofold me working through the program, for insights into myself and also the course structure and layout.

I signed up for a few of the newsletters and within minutes I received an email for the Gene Key of the week…

When I clicked through the email and saw the date, saw what the key was, I broke down in tears yet again. For here, in front of me was the confirmation and validation of what I had just been through the past few days was right on schedule. That the agitation I had moved through, even though I thought I knew the cause or creation of it, was simply the instigator for my awakening. 

With each Gene Key there is a shadow, a gift and a siddhi. Richard explains through the course that each shadow is to be felt, deeply to be released. That each gift offers insight, and then to transcend into the siddhi means you are free.

(if you are curious about the course mentioned, or Gene Keys click here…)

My own process and what had been presented was truly a gift. And next time agitation comes to me, I welcome it with open arms as I found more of myself within the shadow of agitation.

How and when we are led, it is always our choice to follow. Seeing the synchronicities, always the right thing, person, situation presents when we are ready. 

Forever the student, may I never complete my lessons with my own journey as each time, I feel more of me open. Truly this life is such a blessing to be experienced.

Awaken to your state of being, who you are, who you long to be - they are waiting for you x

with so much love, nicole xxx

nicole is a writer & teacher of consciousness, meditation, spirituality & metaphysics; a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

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Do you ever have that feeling when talking to a friend, boy we should be recording this…

This feeling coming up of what we are talking about could help others, could be interesting, could change things for people trying to make sense of things in a wide weird world.

this is that thing.

James & I share the view of bringing more love, more joy, more harmony to the world and our first podcast here together we decided to open up about our individual connections to Jesus. This is the first in a three part series, where we really get to go deep.

This first episode find out our beginnings of connection to Jesus, what role he plays in our lives and how we connect to the energy. Bonus… we find out more about each other along the way. A voyeurs journey peeping into how friends speak of consciousness when we peel back the curtain of our everyday mask.

Each week we will be covering all different aspects in the world of spirituality, creative expression, surfing, art and all the things that make us human.

‘if you own your story, none can shame you…’

welcome to the deep with nicole & james...

a dive into topics close to our hearts, stories of spirituality, surfing, art & what it means to be a creative in a world of chaos, and how we got here.

Nicole Forrest is here to guide you back to you. She is a teacher of consciousness, meditation, spirituality, a channel, mystic & psychic medium with a deep connection to the metaphysical world.

Her practices include reiki, energetic & somatic healing, reading the akashic records, hypnotherapy, guided meditation & journey work, connection to your spirit team & loved ones plus a completely holistic approach to your diet, sleep, movement & meditation practices.

She has been working with her clients and students all over the world, changing peoples lives and transforming their love for self and those around them. A deep connection to the higher planes of consciousness unveil all access points and opportunities within your own connection.

She is also an avid surfer, mother and lover of sunrise & adventure.

connect with nicole via her website here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

James McMillan is a multi-disciplined artist, author, surfer, Father, and founder of Byron Bay Surf Festival. He is deeply connected to the ocean, the land, and the people of his community. He is passionate about culture, the environment,  human evolvement, and bringing people into deeper connection with themselves and their purpose.

James has been chasing his own spiritual evolution since he was 18 years old after the passing of his father Ken. He has supported this journey by completing studies in Visual Arts, Holistic Counseling, Transformational Life Coaching & Art Therapy. He also has his Yoga YTT200, cert in Energetic Healing and has completed subjects at School of the Supernatural in Byron Bay. “I have been meditating since 1999 and have been practicing Kriya yoga, which is an ancient yogic breathwork, since 2016…I was initiated into this practice via a third generation disciple of Paramahansa Yogananda.  Above all I believe in Love first” JMc

connect with james via his website here - https://www.jamesmcmillanarts.com/

connect with james via instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/jamescmcmillan/

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in this episode of nicole loving earth, nicole talks about the different energies and concepts relating to the act of softening vs surrender. 

how do we soften? 

why does she choose softening? 

she then guides us through a beautiful channeled meditation and explains afterwards how she sees and what she sees while channeling. 

there is a detailed description of our role here and how we can open to channeling information through consciousness and how we can each heal through the simple act of softening, of stillness, of a practice of meditation. 

definitely one to listen to, as nicole reveals more of who she is and how she connects. 

part exploration, part teaching, part meditation, part her loving way of being in the world. 

nicole is a writer & teacher of consciousness, spirituality & metaphysics; a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

to find out more about her upcoming workshops, click the link here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/events

connect with nicole via her website here -

https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

to book your private session, or to find out more about being a student connect here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/bookasession

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

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intro and outro music performed by adam newling, find adam on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/adam_newling/

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This meditation is an opening of the portal of the new moon energy and the days following. For we are all here to open and experience the light we hold within. This meditation is not only a connection for you, this is a way of connecting to all other beings of light on this earthly plane.

as above, & so below

We are all connected, we are all here together, we have amazing magic within, all of us hold this magic.

This meditation has been created for you, let this meditation take you to your place within bliss state, your place within utopia, and see that portals of abundance, of love, of creation are open.

Feel free to share this meditation with those you love x

I love you x nicole

what is divine partnership? 

how do we recognise it? 

how do we feel safe to cultivate these relationships into healthy, loving spaces of respite & freedom?

divine partnership is not only romantic, it is our loving relationships we create when our souls are connected for a moment, a period of our life or a lifetime. they are our loving relationships with our partners or chosen romantic counterpart, they are the love between family, siblings, lovers, mother or father & child, friendships, co-workers and business partnerships.

a divine partnership is two souls coming together to create something greater than the singular. we expand each other just by being together, we learn, we heal, we grow together. the divine partnership may only last a moment, though forever you are changed. 

you are being asked to let go of the limits set on a divine partnership that it must only be romantic. No, no, it is anytime you are more you with this person, you feel expanded, you feel greater, being in this others energy. And they, the same. It is an even energy exchange between two souls. 

You have the energy of the child when together, there is curiosity, play, fearlessness, explosions of new ideas, laughing till you feel you cannot laugh anymore. They ‘just get you’.

I had a beautiful session with my client hayley and I spoke of this concept and how to expand the love of a divine partnership, and with inspiration coming from hayley, I have recorded a meditation to support this idea and love we share. 

this meditation can be done with your loved one together, or you can visualise and practice this meditation by distance, it does not matter, energy is everything, everything is energy and the loving intent will allow this energy to expand. 

so, have a listen, and let me know what changes for you x what love comes in for you x expand the love in your world xx

when I first had this meditation come through, it changed everything for me. 

divine love is not to be clung to or forced, there is freedom, free will, having this kind of connection is a free flowing river of love, not to be defined by societal norms or practices, so allow the letting go of what you or others deem your love should look or behave like. 

it felt like I had found a safe space to rest within another heart space, and they too had this place of rest within mine. 

this is love - our safe space to rest. 

freedom within love allows the freedom of choice. always & forever, or a singular moment, it still is and always will be love x

nicole is a writer & teacher of consciousness, spirituality & metaphysics; a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

connect with nicole via her website here - nicolelovingearth.com

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intro and outro music performed by adam newling, find adam on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/adam_newling/

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in this episode of nicole loving earth, natasha longman is back!! here nicole and natasha discuss sacred sexuality, this time with a deeper level of understanding of the topics of suffering, the ’situationship’ & how we navigate these, our souls expression & purpose, the sacred sexual experience and how do we cultivate this in our own relationships?

this episode is not to be missed! the most personal, raw & emotional nicole has ever been. 

nicole is a writer & teacher of consciousness, spirituality & metaphysics; a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

connect with nicole via her website here -

https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

to book your personal akashic session, or to find out more about being a student connect here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/bookasession

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

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connect with nicole via email here - [email protected]

intro and outro music performed by adam newling, find adam on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/adam_newling/

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in this episode of nicole loving earth, natasha longman is back!!

here nicole and natasha discuss how do we cultivate a feeling of safety? How do we open our hearts? How do we process and what does that mean? And when we choose to come from our divine aspects - how important the pause is.

a beautiful conversation perfect for those who are wishing to go deep into why we do the things we do and the small changes we can make for more harmonious relationships.

natasha longman is an intuitive energetic practitioner based in the UK, she works with crystals, is a highly sensitive empath and a gifted reader of past lives. 

find out more about Natasha and her work here - www.alwaysbelieveinmiracles.com

connect with natasha on instagram here - https://www.instagram/@alwaysbelieveinmiracles_

connect with natasha via email here - [email protected]

nicole is a teacher of spirituality & metaphysics, a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

connect with nicole via her website here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

connect with nicole via email here - [email protected]

intro and outro music performed by adam newling, find adam on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/adam_newling/

connect with adam on spotify here - https://open.spotify.com/artist/6P727EkBvvBKIrMHEu83eT?si=gl2zczbgTay5DKZ3C1fcVA

in this episode of nicole loving earth, nicole has a beautiful discussion with her dear personal friend uriel riley. 

uriel is an amazingly talented poet, writer, channel and energetic healer. 

his passion for all things frequency, working with the breath and body working with our systems to create our greatest harmony within self. 

a discussion all about the frequency of love, how to cultivate and practice more love in your life.

nicole is a teacher of spirituality & metaphysics, a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

connect with nicole via her website here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

connect with nicole via email here - [email protected]

connect with uriel for a session in LA here - https://www.theimaginecenter.com/

connect with uriel via his website here - https://linktr.ee/Urhealinguriel

connect with uriel via instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/urielneveu or here - https://www.instagram.com/urhealinguriel/

in this episode of nicole loving earth, nicole delves into the divine energies. when we think of masculine and feminine, we may think of how we present in human form, though each of us no matter which gender we present as, hold both of these energies.

when we find balance and harmony within these energies and how they interplay, we have peace. we are able to see and understand how our relationships play out within the two.

a beautiful discussion and then meditation focused on understanding how we react or respond.

to find out more, check out nicole's blog post here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/blog/divinefemininedivinemasculine

nicole is a teacher of spirituality & metaphysics, a gifted channel, akashic reader and energetic practitioner based in sydney, aus

connect with nicole via her website here - https://www.nicolelovingearth.com/

connect with nicole on instagram here - https://www.instagram.com/nicole_loving_earth/

connect with nicole via email here - [email protected]