I was not a fat kid but was still obsessed with food.

Unhealthy childhood led to a plethora of issues arriving over the years.

I used a complicated plan of compulsive eating, drugging, exersizing to maintain what I wanted.

I came into OA relatively small and put on all my weight in programs. 

I put on 100 lbs with my first pregnancy and I was sober.

Steps 1-3 getting right with god, 4-9 getting right with people, 10-12 rocketed into the 4th dimension.

Things I have learned, Crisis thoughts pass. So I wait.