The creator of the show did an interview for a YouTube channel called the addiction series. She briefly explained some of the things that she experienced in life what she felt had a big play in the way her life turned out. Despite all the pain and struggling Nikkie aka Nicole Scimone, was able to overcome all of it. Not only is she the creator of this podcast but she's also a substance abuse counselor, and is beginning her journey with doing things within her community, and lining up goals to be able to achieve her future goal which is opening up a woman's rehab in her city of Yucca Valley.