As I said it's not faith if we have to see what will happen or what's going on. Let keep the faith trusting God has us.

God is still working it out on our behalf even if don't see it we must continue to trust him to keep our faith in him and his timing.

Although I'm going through some things I still have to thank God for his goodness, and for bringing me and my family this far.

I'm writing all the while I am going through something but I know God is still the answer and it's all going to work out in my favor. So as the title of this episode saying Trust God Despite Of and that's what I'm doing trusting him .

Only God can give us the peace we need to deal with everything going on in this world.

Praise God is what I said and I'm a living witness today, is not the ideal day for me waiting to have a Covid test and a couple of other things going on but I decided I was going to Praise God anyway, and despite of the background noise I was going to share this anyway because this may be the day someone listens and it encourages them or help in some way or they may tell someone who needs to hear this I don't know but it was put on my heart to do the message and share it so i did and it's going to what its suppose to do.

Don't give up God didn't bring you this far, to give up keep your head up stay prayed up God's got you I know it doesn't seem like it at the moment, but trust me, he's got you and it's about to turn around in your favor. As I said you are loved not only by me but most of all by God.

We often think when things go wrong it's everyone's fault but ours but God has a way of showing us it's ourselves and not everyone else, and I thank him for showing me about me.

We are not in control and that's okay, is what I learned when it comes to depression and other mental illnesses, and I know God has me and everything will be just fine in his timing.

Real freedom is found in God, and I do not doubt it. And I'm so thankful for his freedom because it gives me freedom on all levels.