What happens when faithful obedience leads to unexpected removal? In this deeply honest episode of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz walks through Chapter 5: When Calling Is the Casualty — “You’re No Longer a Fit.” If you’ve ever been quietly sidelined, replaced, dismissed, or told you no longer belong—this conversation is for you. The grief of losing a role is real.

But often, the deeper wound is identity collapse—the fear that if the platform is gone, perhaps the calling is too. Through biblical perspective, redemptive insight, and practical reflection, Athena exposes the subtle lie that institutions own your calling. They do not. God does. Joseph was imprisoned.

David was exiled. Paul was abandoned. None were disqualified. If you are questioning whether obedience cost you everything, this episode gently reminds you: hidden seasons are not revoked seasons. They are refining ones. You are not disqualified. And you are not forgotten

In this episode, we explore the painful question many faithful believers quietly wrestle with: Did obedience cost me my calling?

🔎 What We Cover

1. Identity Collapse After Ministry Loss When roles end abruptly, the loss often goes deeper than position. We unpack the three core losses that surface: Purpose, Identity, Hope.

2. The Lie of Disqualification How rejection, especially in spiritual environments, can sound religious—but still carry shame instead of refinement.

3. Biblical Perspective on Hidden Seasons Joseph — leadership forged in prison David — kingship shaped in caves Paul — theology deepened in isolation Calling often survives outside the institution that first recognized it.

4. Untangling Jesus from the Institution Approval from leadership is not the same as approval from God. Position is not the same as purpose. Visibility is not the same as validity.

5. Warfare Watch Insight The enemy often attacks calling through rejection. If he can silence your voice through shame, he doesn’t have to fight your message publicly.

✍️ Reflection Questions Where have I tied my calling to a specific role or institution? Have I mistaken rejection by people for rejection by God? What would it look like to trust that my calling still stands—even if its expression changes?

📖 Continue the Journey Read Chapter 5 in No Longer Hidden and work through the corresponding reflection in the Workbook Journal as we move from naming deception into rebuilding clarity, trust, and peace.

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If this episode resonated, share it with someone who may be quietly questioning their calling.

Because naming the wound is only the beginning. We are not just exposing deception. We are equipping believers. And we are exalting Christ.

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In this powerful teaching from Chapter 4 of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz draws a sobering parallel between the guerrilla warfare tactics of the Vietnam War and the subtle strategies the enemy uses against believers today. This is not about fear. It is about clarity. Spiritual opposition rarely shows up in obvious, dramatic ways. More often, it erodes—through exhaustion, confusion, isolation, and prolonged pressure. When believers misidentify the battle, they expend precious energy fighting the wrong enemy and grow weary in the process.

In this episode, Athena helps you recognize the patterns:

1. Why the enemy prefers slow attrition over sudden collapse

2. How “supply lines” like joy, peace, and truth get targeted

3. Why weariness is often strategic—not accidental

4. How exposure disarms what once felt overwhelming If you’ve felt worn down rather than attacked… confused rather than clearly opposed… this episode will help you see what may have been hidden. Awareness is not fear. Awareness is freedom.

What We Covered:

1. What Guerrilla Warfare Actually Is Power Phrase: Guerrilla warfare is designed to wear you down, not wipe you out.

2. The Spiritual Parallel The enemy often strikes when we are: Power Phrase: If the battle feels confusing, it may be because the enemy never intended to be seen.

3. Why Believers Misread the Fight Power Phrase: When you fight the wrong enemy, you expend the right energy in the wrong direction.

4. Why the Enemy Prefers Slow Pressure Power Phrase: The enemy doesn’t need you to fall—only to grow weary.

5. How Awareness Shifts the Battle Power Phrase: Exposure doesn’t empower the enemy—it disarms him.

Following the LIVE broadcast, Athena transitions to a private Zoom session to walk participants through the Chapter 3 workbook questions, creating space for reflection, clarity, and truth-anchored discussion.

📺 How to Watch & Listen LIVE every Tuesday at 4pm PST on YouTube, Facebook, and LinkedIn Audio replay available on all major podcast platforms Zoom workbook session immediately following the LIVE.

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What happens when the fire that once fueled your calling burns down to ashes? In this special pre-recorded episode of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz shares a deeply personal reading from her chapter in the newly released book She Writes for Him: Stories of Courageous Leadership.

With honesty and tenderness, Athena opens up about the slow burn of exhaustion, grief, betrayal, and unprocessed trauma—and the moment she realized she had been serving Jesus without abiding in Him.

Drawing powerful parallels to the biblical story of Elijah’s burnout, this episode offers hope to leaders, writers, and believers who feel weary, numb, or spiritually depleted. Burnout is not the end of your story. In God’s hands, even ashes can become an altar for restoration.

EPISODE THEME:

Burnout, grief, and redemption — learning to move from striving to abiding In this special episode, Athena reads her chapter, “When the Fire Fades: Finding Redemption in Burnout,” from She Writes for Him: Stories of Courageous Leadership. This message speaks directly to those who have given much—for ministry, family, leadership, or calling—only to find themselves running on empty.

KEY POINTS:

1. How burnout often disguises itself as perseverance and faithfulness

2. The cumulative weight of grief, betrayal, church hurt, and unprocessed trauma

3. Why serving God without abiding in Him leads to spiritual depletion

4. The biblical account of Elijah’s burnout and God’s compassionate response

5. How Jesus invites the weary not to do more—but to rest and remain

SCRIPTURE REFERNCE:

- 1 Kings 18–19 — Elijah’s victory, collapse, and restoration

- Matthew 11:28–30 — Jesus’ invitation to soul rest

- John 15 — The call to abide, not strive

- Isaiah 61:3 — Beauty for ashes

- Isaiah 30:15 — Strength found in repentance and rest

KEY TAKEAWAYS:

1. Burnout doesn’t always look like collapse—it often looks like numb endurance.

2. God does not meet burnout with condemnation, but with grace.

3. True rest is not found in doing less, but in abiding more.

4. Burnout is not disqualifying—it can be deeply redemptive

📚 About the Book She Writes for Him: Stories of Courageous Leadership is a collaborative anthology featuring women who lead, write, and serve with courage—often forged through hardship and refined through surrender.

📺 How to Listen This episode is a pre-recorded detour from the weekly LIVE schedule. Audio replay is available on all major podcast platforms.

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How do you discern whether a thought is from God, from yourself—or from the enemy? In this Episode 14 of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz walks listeners through Chapter 3 of No Longer Hidden, exposing one of the enemy’s most effective strategies: deception through subtle, familiar-sounding lies. Rather than denying God outright, the enemy questions, reframes, and accuses—often disguising lies as logic, wisdom, or self-talk.

In this episode, Athena unpacks how Scripture helps us distinguish conviction from condemnation, truth from accusation, and the Shepherd’s voice from the counterfeit. This teaching equips believers to recognize the source behind the thoughts shaping their emotions, decisions, and spiritual posture—because freedom begins with awareness.

Chapter 3 — When the Enemy Speaks: Recognizing the Voice Behind the Lie In this LIVE teaching episode, Athena continues the chapter-by-chapter journey through No Longer Hidden, helping listeners recognize how deception often enters quietly—through thoughts that feel personal, reasonable, or even spiritual.

In this episode, you’ll learn:

- Why the enemy’s first strategy is questioning, not confrontation

- How deception often sounds like self-doubt, fear, or accusation

- The biblical difference between conviction and condemnation

- Why not every thought you have originates with you - How truth doesn’t argue with lies—it exposes and replaces them.

Key Takeaways: The most dangerous lies are the ones that sound reasonable. Conviction draws you toward God; accusation drives you away. Discernment isn’t suspicion—it’s spiritual maturity. You cannot resist what you do not recognize.

Following the LIVE broadcast, Athena transitions to a private Zoom session to walk participants through the Chapter 3 workbook questions, creating space for reflection, clarity, and truth-anchored discussion. 

How to Watch & Listen LIVE every Tuesday at 4pm PST on YouTube, Facebook, and LinkedIn Audio replay available on all major podcast platforms Zoom workbook session immediately following the LIVE

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Confusion is not a spiritual failure—it’s often a strategy.

In this episode, Athena Dean Holtz takes listeners deeper into Chapter 2 of No Longer Hidden, shifting the focus from where the battle is to how the enemy actually operates.

Through a powerful missionary story and clear biblical teaching, Athena exposes the enemy’s covert tactics—deception, misdirection, accusation, and fog—and explains why discernment is so often attacked before belief. If you’ve been feeling unusually tired, disoriented, or pressured while doing “good work,” this episode brings clarity, hope, and grounding truth.

Awareness doesn’t make us fearful—it makes us stable. And clarity restores peace. Athena walks listeners through the subtle, strategic nature of spiritual warfare and explains why confusion is often the first sign that discernment is under attack—not faith itself.

Key Themes & Teaching Points

Chapter 1 revealed where the battle is

Chapter 2 exposes how the enemy operates Scripture shows the enemy relies on deception, timing, and misdirection—not power

📖 A Missionary’s Wake-Up Call Ministry proximity does not equal immunity The enemy rarely attacks belief first—he attacks discernment Exhaustion, disorientation, and weariness can exist even while doing “good work” This teaching draws from insights shared by missionary scholar Wilbur Pickering, reminding us that awareness—not obsession—is biblical wisdom

⚠️ The Enemy’s Primary Operating System Scripture describes the enemy as: A deceiver, An accuser, A counterfeiter, A whisperer, Rarely a roar, Often hidden.

Power Phrase: If the enemy can stay hidden, he can stay effective. 🌫️ Confusion Is a Tactic—Not a Diagnosis - Confusion does not mean you’re failing spiritually - It often signals fatigue, isolation, grief, or overload - God brings clarity; the enemy brings fog - Power Phrase: The presence of confusion is often the signal that clarity is needed—not condemnation.

🧭 Why Awareness Changes Everything When discernment increases: - Self-blame decreases - Relational conflict loses power - Shame loosens its grip - Truth stabilizes the heart Power Phrase: Discernment doesn’t make you suspicious—it makes you stable. Reflection Invitation Before moving into the workbook discussion, listeners are invited to pause and consider:

- Where have I felt unusually confused?

- Where has peace been replaced with pressure?

- Where have I been fighting harder but seeing less fruit?

These are not failures. They are invitations to clarity.

Workbook & Community Connection After the teaching, Athena invites listeners to join the live Zoom discussion to walk through the Chapter 2 workbook questions together—creating space for truth, reflection, and Spirit-led clarity.

📺 How to Watch & Listen LIVE every Tuesday at 4:00 PM PST YouTube | Facebook | LinkedIn Audio replays available on all major podcast platforms Zoom link posted during the live broadcast to continue the conversation through the workbook.

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Why does obedience sometimes feel harder than disobedience? Why does walking faithfully bring resistance instead of relief? In this episode of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz walks listeners through Chapter 1 of No Longer Hidden and lays the foundation for everything that follows: recognizing the battlefield before we try to fight. Many believers are exhausted—not because they lack faith, but because they’ve been fighting the wrong battles. Drawing from Scripture and personal experience, Athena gently reframes spiritual warfare, showing how misidentifying the enemy leads to misplaced anger, unresolved offense, and unnecessary weariness. This episode is an invitation to stop fighting people, stop internalizing confusion, and begin standing in truth with clarity and peace. Recognition changes everything—and freedom begins where awareness grows. You cannot resist what you do not recognize. In Episode 12 of No Longer Hidden, Athena Dean Holtz opens Season 2’s core teaching by guiding listeners through the truth that Scripture never assumes we are living in peacetime. From the moment we say yes to Jesus, we step into purpose—and into a very real, though often unseen, battlefield. In this episode, you’ll learn: Why spiritual exhaustion is often the result of misidentified battles. - How fighting people instead of recognizing spiritual opposition drains peace and clarity - Why forgiveness becomes possible only after proper recognition - How resistance can be confirmation of obedience—not failure - Where the real mission field and battlefield exist in everyday life - The difference between discernment and obsession in spiritual warfare My personal story of betrayal following a church merger—and the moment Scripture reframed the entire experience. How parallels between past spiritual abuse and present wounds revealed a recurring tactic of the enemy. Why recognition—not striving—is the doorway to forgiveness, peace, and restored strength KEY POINTS: 1. Recognition is not paranoia; it is preparation. 2. Warfare is not a sign you’ve missed God—it often means you’re walking faithfully. 3. The enemy’s territory includes homes, churches, workplaces, and thought lives. 4. God never sends us into a battle without equipping us to stand.

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Many believers are exhausted—not because they lack faith, but because they’ve been fighting battles without realizing what they’re truly facing.

In this foundational episode of Season 2, Athena Dean Holtz explains why recognition must come before resistance in spiritual warfare. This season marks a slower, more intentional shift as we walk chapter by chapter through No Longer Hidden and its companion Workbook Journal—not as commentary, but as discipleship.

Grounded in Ephesians 6:12, this episode trains our spiritual eyesight, introduces the structure of the book and workbook, and lays the groundwork for understanding the battlefield before engaging the fight. If you’ve felt confused, weary, or stuck in repeating cycles, this episode will help you begin naming what’s really happening—and why clarity is the first step toward freedom.

Before we talk about armor, authority, or tactics, we must learn how to recognize the battle. Awareness is not fear—it’s protection. When the enemy remains hidden, believers turn inward, blaming themselves for battles Scripture tells us to be alert about instead.

Season 2 of No Longer Hidden is about slowing down, learning to see clearly, and training our spiritual discernment—one chapter at a time.

“For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood…” — Ephesians 6:12

Misidentifying the enemy leads to misplaced energy, unnecessary exhaustion, and internalized battles that were never meant to be carried alone.

Each chapter includes:

Mission Objective — the purpose of the lesson

Military Glossary Call-Outs — battlefield terms explained spiritually

Standing Orders — a key Scripture for the fight

Discussion Questions — six levels of reflection, from remembering to creating

Transformation Focus — the truth to carry forward

Prayer Prompt — Scripture-shaped prayer for clarity and strength

Spiritual clarity is formed slowly—not emotionally.

Recon (Reconnaissance)

Spiritual Insight:

Field Report

Spiritual Insight:

Recognition helps us answer:

Why does this keep repeating?

Why does this feel heavier than it should?

Why do certain seasons or interactions leave me drained?

Awareness is not shame. It is the beginning of protection.

Pause and reflect:

Where might I be fighting people, situations, or myself—when Scripture tells me the real battle is elsewhere?

Don’t fix it yet.

Many believers are experiencing emotional overload and assuming it means weakness. Often, it’s discernment without language yet.

The enemy thrives in confusion.

A prayer for clarity, rest, discernment, and light—asking God to help us stop fighting the wrong battles and learn to stand firm in truth.

You are not behind.

This season is about learning to see clearly—so you can stand firmly.

Next Episode: Chapter 1 — Recognizing the Battlefield

Until then:

As we step into a new year, the enemy rarely attacks head-on. Instead, he whispers distraction, plants doubt, and invites quiet drift away from what God has already spoken. In this timely episode of No Longer Hiding, Athena Dean Holtz and Elizabeth Lambert help believers recognize these subtle schemes and cross into the new year with spiritual clarity, renewed discernment, and strengthened armor. Together, they unpack the difference between rest and retreat, resolutions and repentance, and ambition versus surrendered obedience. With Scripture-anchored wisdom and real-life insight, this conversation equips you to remember God’s faithfulness, resist spiritual drift, and remain firmly grounded in Christ as you move forward. The new year isn’t about reinvention—it’s about re-connection. And clarity is your greatest defense. As believers enter a new year, spiritual warfare often shows up quietly—through drift, distraction, and forgetfulness. But with discernment, surrender, and daily dependence on God, we can step forward with clarity and confidence, fully armored in Christ.

Today’s Focus How to recognize subtle spiritual distractions, resist compromise, and walk into the new year anchored in truth, humility, and remembrance of God’s faithfulness.

KEY POINTS: 1. The Enemy of Drift How complacency and compromise sneak in after busy seasons - Hebrews 2:1

Drift rarely feels dangerous—it feels deserved. After full seasons, “taking a break” can quietly become spiritual neglect.

Practical tools for staying anchored in the Word when energy is low. Why paying careful attention is essential to spiritual clarity.

Elizabeth shares: Drift often signals deeper soul fatigue. Rest is not rescue after burnout—it’s rhythm built in before the wall. When we order our days with intention, God meets us daily, not just in crisis.

2. False Resolutions vs. Real Repentance Why renewal begins with surrender, not self-help - 2 Corinthians 5:17

Why resolutions often fail—and surrender endures. Moving from “New Year goals” to God-given focus. The power of a Word of the Year anchored in Scripture. Spiritual growth is a continuum, not a reset button.

Elizabeth reflects: If God is sovereign, then His work in us is ongoing—not stop-and-start. Renewal flows from surrender, then alignment with His vision.

3. Remembering God’s Faithfulness How forgetfulness fuels spiritual warfare - Deuteronomy 8:11–19

Why success and comfort are dangerous seasons for the soul. How pride quietly replaces gratitude. The discipline of remembering what God has done—especially on mountaintops. Giving God full glory, not “soft credit.”

Elizabeth adds: Apart from God, we can do nothing. Redirecting praise is not false humility—it’s spiritual truth.

4. Our Armor for the Year Ahead Walking out spiritual warfare daily - Ephesians 6:10–18 Gratitude as a daily weapon. The role of prayer, Scripture, community, and accountability. Why mature sisters in Christ are essential in leadership and warfare. Holding one another’s arms up when strength feels thin.

Additional Scriptures Referenced - Philippians 3:13–14 — Pressing forward with holy focus Prayer Focus Pray for clarity, courage, and consistency as believers enter the new year. Ask the Holy Spirit to expose subtle lies, guard hearts against drift, and ignite renewed hunger for God’s Word and presence.

See you in the new year. Standing strong—together. 🛡️✨

Christmas is meant to be a season of joy—but for many, it’s also when grief resurfaces, tensions rise, and peace feels fragile. In this powerful and timely episode, Athena and Elizabeth expose how spiritual warfare often intensifies during seasons of celebration. From busyness and family strain to loneliness and unresolved loss, the enemy seeks to distract hearts from Christ and diminish the joy He came to give. Together, they remind listeners that awareness is protection, peace is a weapon, and worship restores what worry steals. If the holidays feel heavy this year, this conversation will help you reclaim your peace, refocus your heart, and rediscover the true Light of Christmas. Even in seasons of celebration, the enemy seeks to steal joy, divide families, and distract hearts from Christ. Awareness protects our peace; worship reclaims it.

KEY POINTS:

🎄 The Enemy’s Christmas Strategy Scripture: John 10:10

💡 The Counterfeit Light vs. the True Light Scripture: John 8:12

🕊️ Peace as a Weapon Scripture: Philippians 4:6–7

🎶 Choosing Worship Over Worry Scripture: Luke 2:10–14 Athena shares a heartfelt story about releasing unrealistic expectations during blended-family holidays How worship—simple, imperfect, and sincere—restores joy.

Elizabeth reminds us: Praise creates an atmosphere where we become more aware of God’s presence. When we turn our hearts toward Him, His Spirit meets us there.

❤️ Restoring Joy Through Forgiveness

Scripture: Colossians 3:13–15

📖 Scriptures Referenced

John 10:10 John 8:12

Philippians 4:6–7 Luke 2:10–14

Colossians 3:13–15

⭐ Takeaway Don’t let the enemy rewrite your Christmas story. Choose worship over worry, forgiveness over offense, and peace over pressure—and watch joy return.

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When the battle feels relentless and the weariness sets in, perseverance becomes a powerful testimony of God’s sustaining grace. In this deeply personal and hope-anchored episode, Athena and Elizabeth explore what it truly means to stand firm when the fight doesn’t let up. Drawing from Scripture, lived experience, and hard-won spiritual insight, this conversation reframes hardship—not as abandonment—but as evidence of belonging to Christ. From guarding our hearts against spiritual fatigue, to seeing suffering through an eternal lens, to rediscovering the strength found in godly community, Episode 8 reminds us that endurance is not passive survival. It is an active, faith-filled stand. The enemy cannot counterfeit perseverance rooted in Christ—and when we remain standing, even wounded, even weary, we proclaim His faithfulness louder than words ever could.

KEY POINTS:

1️⃣ Standing in Trials — Proof of Belonging, Not Abandonment Hardship does not disqualify you—it often confirms your calling. Athena shares her lifelong journey through trials and the sacred perspective God has revealed through suffering, including a powerful story shared by Christian artist and abortion survivor Gianna Jessen, whose life radiates redemption and purpose. 📖 1 Peter 5:8–10

2️⃣ Guarding Against Weariness — Renewing Strength Through Word and Worship The enemy counts on fatigue to make us disengage. Scripture doesn’t suggest perseverance—it commands it. We explore how spiritual renewal flows from the God who never sleeps and how weakness becomes the very place His strength is perfected. 📖 Galatians 6:9

3️⃣ Hope of Victory — Seeing Today Through Eternity’s Lens Athena shares a deeply personal moment of slander, heart-searching, and God’s gentle but firm correction. This segment challenges the belief that God is glorified only through our comfort—and instead points us to the Cross, where suffering itself became the pathway to ultimate victory. 📖 Ephesians 6:13

4️⃣ Community as Covering — Why We Must Stand Together Isolation weakens even the strongest believer. Drawing from Paul’s teaching in Ephesians 4, this conversation highlights why unity, shared prayer, and spiritual connection are essential to standing firm and growing strong. 📖 Ephesians 4:11–16

5️⃣ Finishing Well — Faithful in Every Season As long as we have breath, we remain on the battlefield. Athena offers encouragement for every season of life—including a word for parents—calling listeners to stay at their post and finish each season with faith, not frustration.

📖 Scripture Focus

1 Peter 5:8–10 — “After you have suffered a little while…”

Galatians 6:9 — “Let us not grow weary in doing good.”

Ephesians 6:13 — “…and having done all, to stand.”

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