Kerry Ferber is a Grief Guide, Energy Healer, and Certified Spiritual Life Coach who’s specialized in energetic alchemy and vibrational transmutation. She assists people moving through layers of grief and anxiety through her Grounded Grieving offering and loves helping create space for our new stories to emerge. 

Inspired by the energies of the "1" in numerology, Caitlin and Kerry discuss WTF it really feels like to rebuild yourself - or your life - after a period of destruction. They connect over a wide range of topics including trusting yourself, identifying and advocating for your needs and embracing constant rebirth, change and expansion—even when you have no idea where it's leading.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• A fresh start doesn’t equal sunshine & rainbows
• Is it a Phoenix Rising or really just a Fool’s Journey?
• Who even cares if you have no idea where you’re going? The universe does!
• Being one with yourself and everything else
• Why are we so afraid of expansion and change?
• Embracing your inner chameleon - Styling your life to fit the current version of yourself

Connect with Kerry:

• Website: kerryferber.com
• Instagram: @kerry.ferber
• Kerry’s Grounded Grieving Journey: Grounded Grieving Journey–Kerry Ferber
• Email: [email protected] 

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Nowadays, we’re always hearing the word “healing” within the spirituality and personal development space. But healing should only be used when discussing wounds and diseases, not inner work. Healing implies that something needs to change in order for us to become whole again, but, the truth is, we’re actually already whole. So, instead of talking about “healing ourselves”, we should be talking about reintegrating the parts of us that we’ve been trying to shed. When we can fully accept, love and appreciate all aspects of ourselves, our experience of walking through the world changes for the better.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Why the idea of “healing,” as it relates to inner work, is bullshit
• WTF “heal” and “integrate” actually mean
• How you’re actually kind of like an egg
• WTF am I doing? Who closes at 5:45 on a Saturday?!

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Every now and again, our minds have a hard time staying present. Instead, we focus on the past or future, often creating false realities that leave us feeling super anxious. We’ve all heard that “staying present”, or focusing on “right now”, is the way out, but are we ever given the tools for how to do this? In today’s solo, Caitlin talks about some of her recent anxieties and the techniques she uses to help her anchor into “right now”.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• How Caitlin has been managing her anxiety as of late
• Why you can’t wish your way out of discomfort
• Tips to let right now be perfect, even when it isn’t

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today on the show, Caitlin is joined by spiritual business coach, podcast host and fellow Human Design lover, Jess Bubbico. Caitlin and Jess bond over their shared goal of making the “woo” less taboo and talk about how to integrate Human Design in your personal, dating and work life.  

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Human Design and dating
• Embracing Human Design as an experiment and leaning into what works for you
• How spirituality, coaching, and entrepreneurship have evolved and where they might be headed
• The tangible benefits of Human Design in business and beyond
• The importance of understanding the basics of Human Design before diving too deep

Connect with Jess:

• Website: loveyourwoo.com
• Instagram: @loveyourwoo
• Podcast: Love Your Woo

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Have you ever thought about the difference between spirituality and personal development? In today’s solo, Caitlin ponders why it seems like things that fall under spirituality are often met with a bit more resistance than things labeled personal development, and whether or not this is fair. Could they be more similar than they are different?

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Where’s the line between spirituality and personal development?
• Different types of resistance (to change) and skepticism
• Can meditation be viewed as a form of personal development?
• How spirituality and personal development are connected
• Why some degree of spiritual connection is essential

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Whether we like to admit it or not, we all carry deeply rooted shame. There’s no getting around it. And yes, even those of us who claim we “have no shame” still have shame. On today’s episode, Caitlin explains how human design can be used as a tool to help us uncover and get to know our shame. Once we spend time with these aspects of ourselves, we can begin to truly love and accept every part of us–even the ugly ones. Being honest with ourselves in this way is a big step that propels us forward on our journey of growth and self-love. 

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Making friends with your own shame
• The importance of shadow work
• How being open to feedback can lead to more self-growth
• The power of human design in helping us accept and love all parts of ourselves
• Leveraging the lines for deeper integration

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Immerse - (3 Week Human Design Course)
• Sign up link for Human Design Reading
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today’s world, so many of us are constantly seeking to numb ourselves. We consider anxiety, depression and a general lack of enthusiasm to be a normal part of life. But it’s not. If you’re not feeling vibrant, energetic and excited for life, this is a sign that you have gotten off track and your intuition may be the missing piece. In today’s solo, Caitlin shares some personal stories about being both in and out of tune with her own intuition, and explains why you must tune into, and follow, yours if you truly want to thrive. 

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• How intuition and alignment go hand and hand
• The different ways that intuition manifests itself
• Some signs that you may already be following your intuition
• Intuition from the human design perspective
• How committed we are to our patterns

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Emily Fitz is a former waitress turned multiple six-figure entrepreneur. She’s super passionate about serving others and has managed to make a career out of it. On today’s episode, Caitlin and Emily talk about morning routines, embracing resistance, connecting with abundance and take a deep dive into what it truly means to be a conscious entrepreneur. Caitlin and Emily agree: There is magic in the unknown. Are you ready to explore?

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Embracing resistance in order to grow
• How Emily discovered her life’s work
• The concept of Conscious Entrepreneurship
• Why you should always step into “the more” 
• How abundance is more mental than physical

Connect with Emily:

• Instagram: @the.emilyfitz
• Website: The Content Goddess

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

In today's solo, Caitlin explores the idea of interconnectedness and how it relates to us as humans. She also discusses our propensity to just "manage" symptoms, why we tend to only look for solutions in one area rather than broadening our lens, and where we may have picked these behaviors up from.

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• The interconnectedness of the various aspects of self
• What happens when we stop "managing" symptoms & actually move through them
• Different approaches to medicine & how they may have influenced the way we approach self care
• Ensuring we have tools in the toolbox to support all aspects of ourselves
• I am everything - “WTF am I doing?”

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions

Today, Caitlin chats with Jess Esfandiary about her experience with non-monogamy and polyamory. Jess shares how an accidental threesome was the catalyst for her and her husbands’ journey as an open couple, and how being open ensures consistent growth within romantic relationships. 

In this episode of Not That Crazy:

• Navigating non-monogamy/polyamory   
• Trust and communication within relationships 
• Jess’s experience after coming out as poly
• Life lessons learned from non-monogamy
• Advice for those interested in exploring non-monogamy

Connect with Jess:

• Instagram: @journey.with.jessica
• Open Late the Podcast on Instagram
• Open Late Podcast on Tik Tok

Connect with Caitlin:

• Instagram: @_caitlinkirkpatrick
• Sign up link for Caitlin’s Human Design Course
• Website: caitlinkirkpatrick.com

This show is produced by Soulfire Productions