nova (nvcnee)✩

something different definitely hope yall rock with it. <3

somethin is off

I feel it off

I feel it off

Shorty dam skin so soft

hopefully I dont cut her off

I been on my own for so long yea this love feels so so strong

so strong

Fuckin up today I do it all the time

Every little move is always on my mind

always on my mind

(did you lie)at the same time

I dont know why

thought I was honest

went from the defense to offense

I done heard it in my head that

theres something wrong with me

you done made a lot of promises

that you couldnt keep

So I drop down on my knees

Prayin to something but i know that I dont believe

Im under water

Cant breathe

told myself I hope that you dont leave

so Im stuck here underneath

Ill plead

Im just Tryna see through it all

Every summer every goddam fall

lovin you all of your flaws

you done told me who it belongs too girl

I am the boss

sorry im right

want you in my ride

I could push through the tide

that love so blind

get me outta my mind

get me outta my head

want to lay with you instead

I done heard it in my head that

theres something wrong with me

you done made a lot of promises

that you couldnt keep

So I drop down on my knees

Prayin to something but i know that I dont believe

Im under water

Cant breathe

told myself I hope that you dont leave

Fuckin up today I do it all the time

Every little move is always on my mind

always on my mind

(did you lie)at the same time

I dont know why

thought I was honest

when from the defense to offense

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momma i love you

ain’t no one above you

always told me just to say it with your chest

so it’s fuck you

fuck everybody else except for my family

i was cursin at the old fuck and never my mami

mommy mom when I was a child happy always smilin

always did believe in me my words is how we thrivin

ima be the best rapper on this fuckin island

ima be the best person in the water divin into sharks

back when i was in the 10th grade my life fell done apart

maybe it was just that part

maybe i was searching for some love but it was really far

livin at my grannies cause I couldn’t stand your fucking heart

but you love me unconditional

i get you

this is for the nights that’s I missed you

this is for the nights steady cryin with them tissues

beautiful as ever out and inside

maybe it’s my lens how i stretch my thoughts like fisheye

dam

but im glad

maybe Ive been hella stressed about our past

cause beauty isn’t what you look like

isn’t what you have

beauty is the pain and all the love behind yo laugh

im missin what i had

gorgeous and divine i love you momma and my dad

feelin out of line

when i say words that’s really bad

but you get me

representing us for everything I can

and regardless of what happened

mom and dad I’ll be the man

wipin off your tears

once I get to show you money bags

and that’s real

mom and dad I love you I still

how do i feel

takin all of these pills

mom and dad im really sorry that’s the way that I heal

dam

father i care for you

yes i really love

you was really puttin in that work

where you was from

yes i know i always make mistakes been actin dumb

and I love you for the raps and all the songs you would’ve sung

when i was youngin

throwin west side

at a beach jumping

this a be a musical that everybody bumping

you always believed in me and told me that I'd be something

momma and you really never got along to function

with me and my brothers

and sometimes I feel like you hold our feelings above us

trynna cage me in a coupe where im with you but suffer

yes I love you but the distance is what I needed from us

dam

regardless pushed my mom's just to see you

even though my momma never wanted me to be you

I did

and I will

be better than before

maybe it’s my thoughts and how they look just like the floor

and they low

and they know

dad ima put yo ass

on a golden throne

and momma ima put you in a nice golden home

you could live on your own

y’all the hardest working people in the world that I know

Never get to say it cause I can’t express myself without this

will this be my life every job will never

count this

all my brothers countless

times that I talked to em

trynna heal they minds from the trauma that you brought to em

that’s real

mom and dad I love you I still

how do i feel

takin all of these pills

mom and dad im really sorry that’s the way that I heal

dam

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shoutout @evandawkins for the piano midi go cop that!

keep it all locked up

so violently

hopefully you keepin it a huned with me

cause i’m dyin inside

cause im dyin so silently

cause im dying so silently

so i flex on up

so i buy designer jeans

so i buy designer things

tell me what is wrong

a lot of things

ima say it in a song

im about to change

all my

thoughts

got a lot to get off my chest

is my love real enough just for you to invest

your time

i don’t trust anybody fine

i think everybody so divine

except for the ones that I love

better than divine they everything and above

just like you

but everything in my head says fight you

and im trynna say it but im gonna write you

this letter

issues that i got

but Im always knowin better

fighting with myself since the day that i met her

i guess

it’s because i get her wetter

i guess

just because she love my sweater

my guess

she gone love somebody better

i hope the times that we spent gonna change us

i hope what i go through is never gone phase us

cause im with you and you always amaze us

not someone you could bring home to the parents

i think my tattoos are so dam apparent

i think they don’t think about how im carin

they just see everything straight from the cover

hide me from parents or hide from another

yea

keep it all locked up

so violently

hopefully you keepin it a huned with me

cause i’m dyin inside

cause im dyin so silently

cause im dying so silently

so i flex on up

so i buy designer jeans

so i buy designer things

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this that automatic

unhealthy like my habits

(run it up)

(run it up)

it’s so mawfuckin tragic

smokin ashes

this that next level

jewels on me

nice shinin on me nice bezel

everything that glitters ain’t gold but my metals

this that automatic

unhealthy like my habits

it’s so mawfuckin tragic

smokin ashes

this is that next level

jewels on me

nice shinin on me nice bezzel

everything that glitters ain’t gold but my metals

lemme take some time back

cause Im running out that precious shit

got hands swear they ain’t

testin this

get up off me you was such a

pestilence

my brain runnin im

restless

no guest list

im just worried bout my own

can't ever sit down at the top

even when I got a goddam throne

I

can't ever get loud even when im doin shit on on my own

bitch

fuck all of that rock solid my thoughts written in stone

bitch

matter fact these mothafuckas trynna steal my swag like clone

if i told her to get up off her ass

i swear she givin me dome

this that automatic

unhealthy like my habits

it’s so mawfuckin tragic

smokin ashes

this is that next level

jewels on me

nice shinin on me nice bezzel

everything that glitters ain’t gold but my metals

hands down Im the greatest

the neighbors think im too loud

I swear im trynna make it

out of the place im at now

this that automatic

unhealthy like my habits

it’s so mawfuckin tragic

smokin ashes

this is that next level

jewels on me

nice shinin on me nice bezel

everything that glitters ain’t gold but my metals

(DEMONS TALKING TO ME TRYING TO BREAK THROUGH)

this that automatic

unhealthy like my habits

it’s so mawfuckin tragic

smokin ashes

this is that next level

jewels on me

nice shinin on me nice bezel

everything that glitters ain’t gold but my metals

lemme take some time back

cause Im running out that precious shit

got hands swear they ain’t

testin this

get up off me you was such a

pestilence

my brain runnin im

restless

no guest list

im just worried bout my own