nylasings

I wanted to dedicate this song to the lives that have been lost during this pandemic and social injustice battle towards black people. All lives won’t matter until black lives do. This song talks about addiction and how it attaches itself to the artist and also how it effects the way he feels. And although I don’t have an addiction to substances, I realized how many people I’ve attached myself to and how I’ve lost them in some way. I’ve lost so many people in my life that I had great bonds with and during those times I couldn’t ever feel anything. I always felt numb and tried to move forward but things kept happening and it just exploded in my face. In life, we forget to appreciate the littlest things in people and when it’s gone it’s the littlest things that we wish were still there. Come back to earth is a reminder that we can still have some form of hope that things can and will get better through time.

Through drought and famine, natural disasters

My baby has been around for me

Kingdoms have fallen, angels be calling

None of that could ever make me leave

Every time I look into your eyes I see it

You're all I need

Every time I get a bit inside I feel it

Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you

And when we're making love

Your cries they can be heard from far and wide

It's only the two of us

Everything I need's between those thighs

Every time I look into your eyes I see it

You're all I need

Every time I get a bit inside I feel it

Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you, oh yeah, oh yeah, baby

Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you

And I'll take some time

Just to be thankful

That I had days full of you, you

Before it winds down into the memories, it's all just memories, la, la, la, la, la

Don't you love when I come around (feel something that's right somebody just tell somebody)

Build you up then I take you down (If you've got someone you like)

Don't you love when I come around (feel something that's right somebody just tell somebody)

Build you up then I take

Ooh, who could've thought I'd get you, oh yeah, oh yeah, baby

Ooh, who would've thought I'd get you

This feels like summer

Boy you make me feel so alive

Just be my lover

Boy, you'll lead me to paradise

You said you want love, babe

You said you can give it to me just how I, I need

And you think of roses and daisies

And I think of passion and fire like Hades

You say all the time, peace and quiet

But for my love, I need a riot, a riot

I hope you capture my drift

I said I need a riot

I don't want no sinking ship

But I need...

Better than the typical, "Honey, I'm home" shit

Why we even makin' love when you're tired of this?

Said that you'll be working late for the third time this week

Watch your love go astray 'cause our love's too routine, too routine

Love's too routine

Love's too routine

Too routine

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm being honest

It might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care

Thought I could fly (fly)

So I stepped off the Golden, mm

Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried)

Nobody even noticed

I saw them standing right there

Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care)

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up, I see

You with me

And you say, "As long as I'm here

No one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here

But you can learn to

If I could change

The way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

They don't deserve you"

I tried to scream

But my head was underwater

They called me weak

Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare

But it felt like they were right there

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

'Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let 'em down

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up, I see

You with me

And you say, "As long as I'm here

No one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here

But you can learn to

If I could change

The way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

They don't deserve you"

If I knew it all then would I do it again?

Would I do it again?

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead?

If I knew it all then would I do it again?

Would I do it again?

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head

What would they say instead?

I could only pray to have franks vocals lol so I only did a small portion of this song but more to come don’t worry :)

day 2

Speak until the dust

Settles in the same specific place

Light refused to go

Drink it from a cast and iron plate

Instead of cold milk

Was offered unripe

Instead of silence

Considered craven

Nothing made it seem

Hidden where the aging soil was pure

Pressed against the crease

Mountains become fragrant at the source

So can you stand this

Exotic angle

I read it somewhere

That they would lie still

I remember how cloth hung

Flexing with the forest clung

Half waist and high raised arms

Kicking at the slightest form

I remember my first love

I remember my first love

Un-relied I was called

Missing teeth out of favor

Nickel beach it was all

Gathering by the sundial

I woke hard

I woke heavy

For the half way stop

Five whole hours in

When I woke hard

I woke heavy with the live or parts

I remember how cloth hung

Flexing with the forest clung

Half waist and high raised arms

Kicking at the slightest form

I remember my first love

I remember my first love