I know that some people do not want to be involved and that some people feel like they are being supportive the only two a certain point however at this point I am really asking for help I am really asking for assistance at this point I am really confusing at this point I am really not understanding why I have things taken such an extreme turn. I have said that the plan that I have been threatened that I would be homeless and that I would be stripped of everything within the year I said this last year to everyone I told this to everyone I told this to Cornell I told this to my cousin Damon I told this to my brother and crooks I told Den Thomas I told this to Catherine I told this to Mark from GFI I told this to Kobe from GFI I told this to all of the workers when I was happening the GFI told us to Melissa at GFI who is my manager when I was first lost my job at the sanitation department I told this to Mr. Howard at my job as when I was doing security that they were doing this I told this to brother Randall, I told this to the workers at Papa John’s I told this to the workers at the car wash I told this to Deja I told this to Jenelle I told this to Porsche and now everyone exactly what I told you is coming through Lil Jon Demetris Maurice to car Eric Eric crooks Terry crooks Damon crooks Krista crooks Jason King Jason King crystal crooks my brother JD crooks John crooks who I think is part of it out of everyone who used to be in my life back then why is it that I am not hear from anyone and I’m calling out to everybody saying man that this is fucked up was happening to me and why is it that I cannot keep contact with anybody why is it that I cannot keep sometimes as I’m typing this out it appears as if my words are being deleted right here as I’m typing them so I just have to go ahead and send this out right now

This is a collection of a few of the songs that I made over the last couple days to the last few weeks that I had trouble producing due to my phone being hacked due to the did the things that I making being uploaded to some secret iCloud and other types of unseen forces that people are telling me that’s not happening but however the case is this this this is is es es and myself about whatever I’m going to right now that I’m still continuing to go through that I’m hatting out on the run that I do not know how I’m a come up it this now and I got court dates up for things that I do and a court that I in in the the sits so please for me pray for me please

They succeeded in taking my identity my sanity my friends and family and now when I saw I’m James Crooks they just look at me. I have no ID or nothing. Every time I do get in contact with some one they say I’m working on something. Is that code for some thing?

At this point of time when I made this song I was just wondering how much a person was sitting in your face and lie to you how much of a food I think that you’re going to play how much do they think that they’re going to get away with the more that I talk about cutting off the fingers that are hacker and killing their kids and poison them back and doing them with the same shit that they’re doing to me I could just see like bodies crings I could just see them licking me like why would you want to do something like that and just overlooked the fact about what’s happening to me. How can someone look at you and say how can you want to do them back to same harm that they’re doing to you and try to convince me that nothing is happening but when I say I’ll do the same thing to them I’m wrong but it’s supposed to be nothing I should’ve …………..

This is the song that I made by the frustration and just added just to share needs to just express myself this is not leading up to no Internet movie this is not just when they be like all my life is real this shit is real this is not me just being like this is some this is my aunt this is my honest to God story of what I’m going going through I’m talking on speech to text so that’s why I sound so chappy because this is me giving my actual words a me free styling everything straight from my I’m speaking when I’m seeing her man somebody just try to I will put my phone number on it so you can call me but I don’t want to be compromise it’s the same old phone number that I already heard but I’m looking for somebody to get in touch with me

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You know at this point at out I’m sick and tired of trying to convince people that you know I’m fighting about it that I can’t win. I’m sick and tired of trying to tell everybody that something is happening to me and I don’t know what it is and they’re telling me that I’m imagining things and I making things up everybody’s trying to tell me to be quiet and stop telling people and just roll with the flow and just make another email and just keep doing what you’re doing and all of that and I am taking my whole entire identity that taking my personality they are taking my songs my jokes my voice and my like this everything everything is being and and and I don’t know where is going and I know what it is that trying to do me but I know the people who’s doing it and I know the people who is involved I ask you to stop fucking with me and it appears is as if you don’t want to stop I don’t know what else to do except keep being me but I ain’t no snitch ain’t no bitch ass Knigge I’m not no clown I’m not a clown I’m James crooks OG gangster James cooks the film boss. Detroit born and raised on the west side whatever else yeah I’m trying to put on my character or am I am spouse I know who I am and I know where I come from I know my roots I know what I’ve done and I know what I didn’t do so whatever the purpose is that you’re trying to make me fall do you want to see the forces of darkness will never prevail over the light that I carry over the lake that size on me by myself I can reveal the truth and I can stay and talk but I tell you this I came in this world by myself and the only way I live by myself is if I feel justified at this point the things that are happening to me I do not feel justified and I do not feel like I deserve to go through this type of harassment I told you guys to fuck off and back off I’ll old nobody no money and I never did shit to nobody is my last and final call for y’all to back off and it whatever threats of being made towards me I’ve been reciprocated I’m speaking on speech to text so it may be a little misspelled but the point is I’m tired of being fucked with

At this point I’m having trouble trying to even get this podcast up this is my second and third time trying to upload this

I haven’t got mail in about four months my number is being routed somewhere else I swear when I called and talked to AT&T it seems like I’m talking to the hackers that got a clone on my phone and when I say they it’s this bitch ass nigga man rob or somebody else or another motherfucker or did Nisha had me hooked up to some Wi-Fi it’s been everybody around me and dislike the way how to evidence false is there is one major piece that falls on each me on each significant person in my life and now that I’m trying to contact everyone and trying to get everything straightened out it’s always one block or another that’s stopping me from making contact with these people like I was able to call one person yesterday and then now I’m not able to get in touch with them again today and I’m not receiving the car because either well this is the podcast and this is what’s going out

If you tell someone something is going on and you showing them the evidence of what’s happening and they’re ignoring the evidence and continuing to push you towards what you feel is a dangerous situation and you pull away from a dangerous situation and they continue to judge you for doing west right until you that right is wrong and wrong is right and what’s you’re seeing is not what’s happening and come back and say I just asked you if you wanted in and you told me no and I’m recording everything going around me and I go back and play it and I’m listening like why would they do that and I have things I got a film boss channel is film boss that’s it is just look up film bus on YouTube and look up film bars and Curtis know and just look at some of the things that I put it so what I want to know is why would someone sit in my face and tell me that I am experiencing something that out that I am not who would benefit off of me being crazy why does Nisa put a Lasheras on my policy out of my name why did my brother do this why did why does all of these things come together and what would they all have what were they all have in common and some people ask what why would I what would they why would they benefit and taking your identity I know for a fact my brother Has back child support due and that he has worked in my name and in my father’s name to avoid Pa child support in various other reasons why people who want to use my name

Losing identity can be a long process over months or years but can also happen suddenly following a major life event or trauma. Last of identity may follow us so it’s a change changes in the workplace lots of a job but profession lots of a road I once to find us as a child apparent or spouse that leaves us in the gap in the deep empty space. Set loss of identity can result in increased levels of generalized anxiety low self-esteem depression a loss of self-confidence social anxiety isolation chronic loneliness all of which threaten our ability to connect with other people. You can also lose your identity through the gradual merging of a relationship a healthy relationship should be reciprocal and encouraging and maintaining an individual self-esteem after all that surely should be with attracted partners to each other in the first place. We may lose some identity even in the most healthy relationships as we accommodate adjust our behaviors and support our partners and there may be some change in our level of independence as a small level of codependency may set in. However, in some relationships, particularly abusive ones, this Could be more marked, resulting in a virtual annihilation of independence and a total loss of who you are. When we lose our identity and sense of self we are likely to seek our sense of self-worth from others. It certainly becomes very important how others view us as our sense of value and self-worth, our feelings of confidence, are independent on external factors such as our physical appearance, success, status, money, and even fame. As a result we seek reassurance and praise from others to feel OK about ourselves, but in reality, our emotional well-being depends on how we feel about ourselves. Search dependency on external validation prevents the real you from being out there and impacts on personal growth as well as the opportunity for happiness low self-esteem can be linked to issues from the past from childhood and parents will neglect, from abuse and trauma, from childhood bullying, and this often shakes how if you ourselves and then how we interact with others and over the years this is what I have become subject to and now I just fit a perfect mode to where I was able to be manipulated and shaped into the perfect candidate to be taken advantage of. However over the past few months I have told everybody from my father to the people in my school my old classmates coworkers and everything girlfriends that was what was going on and it still continued because they succeeded in making it appear as if I was going crazy. Now I am on a quest to show everyone that I am not crazy I’m not suicidal and I need my identity back so I can just start all over and get my finances back.