Season 6, Episode 750: When was the last time you talked about sex with your partner? In this episode, you will learn how to break the silence with tips and insights from relationship coach Monica Tanner. It's hard to talk about sex, our culture has made sure of that for us! And has done us ZERO favors in the process!

Some truths from our chat include the following: the brain is your primary sexual organ (sexual satisfaction and intimacy depend more on mental engagement and psychological connection than physical mechanics), most people are unprepared for sexual communication (we are NOT taught or encouraged to do this), and self-pleasure is essential for partnered intimacy (we must LEARN about our bodies and pleasure pathways in order to communicate them to our partner).

Come listen with an open mind, and leave with a plan to have better sex and intimacy with your partner!

Guest Bio:

Monica Tanner, Relational Life Therapy Certified, Relationship Coach and host of the Secrets of Happily Ever After podcast, transforms marriages with simple communication, connection, conflict resolution and commitment strategies. Her mission is to lower the divorce rate and improve marital satisfaction. Through her engaging podcast, new Amazon Best-Selling book, Bad Marriage Advice, vibrant social media community, and couple's coaching practice, Monica's expert guidance has impacted thousands of couples, by helping them ditch resentment and roommate syndrome and get back to living their happily ever after love story. Get the book Bad Marriage Advice (affiliate on Amazon): Bad Marriage Advice Book website: https://monicatanner.com Instagram: https://instagram.com/monitalksmarriage YouTube: https://youtube.com/@secretsofhappilyeverafter RUAN'S NEW BOOK RELEASE! Get PODCAST HOST Ruan Willow's new dark romance suspense thriller fiction novel "Beach House Views" for only $0.99 (for a limited time only) universal link https://mybook.to/beachhouseviews https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook

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Season 6, Episode 749: Adult Performer Pixxxie LaRue on Extreme Fetish Work, Industry Standards, and why she loves anal.

This is a replay episode to get the video version onto podcast apps.

What happens when a 4'10" performer becomes one of the industry's most sought-after extreme fetish specialists? In this candid interview, adult performer Pixxxie LaRue opens up about her blossoming career, releasing nine DVDs in just one year and specializing in controversial scenes like waterboarding. LaRue discusses the dual mindset required for extreme performances - maintaining professional awareness while sometimes becoming genuinely immersed in the experience. She emphasizes that **safety measures and consent are always paramount**, crediting Red Bottom Productions Studio for creating secure working environments. The conversation explores LaRue's journey of sexual exploration and how her work helps others discover new interests safely. She shares insights about her business-minded approach to the industry, leveraging her marketing background to create a unique niche rather than working through traditional agencies. LaRue also touches on important topics like women's sexual health, the role of self-exploration, and defending adult entertainment as both entertainment and educational content that promotes consent education. She discusses her recent AVN nomination and various platforms where fans can find her content, particularly recommending MintStars, a new sex worker-owned platform. Ready to hear more about navigating extreme fetish work safely and professionally? Listen to the full episode for LaRue's unfiltered insights into the adult entertainment industry.

Timeline:

00:00:00 - Introducing Pixxxie LaRue Adult Star 00:02:08 - Exploring Extreme Kinks and Boundaries 00:06:12 - Finding Pixie Larue Online 00:25:03 - Consent and Communication in Adult Films 00:27:15 - Extreme Adult Film Scene Discussion 00:30:46 - Performing with Creativity and Authenticity 00:35:58 - Choosing Authenticity Over Masking 00:45:38 - Consent Makes Everything Better 00:48:10 - Family Support in Adult Entertainment 00:51:05 - Online Trolls Boost My Views 01:03:15 - Positive Fan Impact and Representation

Key takeaways:

• LaRue maintains a complex dual mindset during extreme scenes, balancing professional awareness with genuine psychological immersion while filming • The adult industry has developed sophisticated safety protocols for extreme content, with studios like Red Bottom Productions prioritizing secure working environments • Sex workers are pioneering cryptocurrency-based platforms like MintStars to circumvent traditional financial restrictions and maintain greater control over their businesses

Connect with Pixxxie:

Spicy https://allmylinks.com/pixxxielarue

Social Media Twitter/X - @wee_pixxxie

Social Media Tiktok - @wee.pixxxie.larue

Podcast info:

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Season 6, Episode 748: Female Female Sex Scene Rekindling Their College Hookup Days from Ruan's new Dark Romance Suspense Thriller Novel Beach House Views!

A gripping story of desire loaded with lust, betrayal, and survival where nothing is truly as it seems. Love can turn dark when obsession takes over. As a nightmare unfolds that violates Juniper and Bridge's freedom, the threat comes as someone they never expected.

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Season 6, Episode 747: The Raw Truth about Sex Work, Shame, and Autonomy with Ex-Webcam Girl and Author Breezie Axelrod.

What happens when a woman loses everything — her financial stability, her family support, even access to her own bank accounts — and the only thing left is her body and her will to survive?

The Webcam Girl Next-Door is Breezie Axelrod's raw, unapologetic memoir detailing how she went from full-time caregiver to webcam performer after her father's sudden abduction and a devastating family betrayal left her financially stranded. No ID. No recent work history. No safety net.

What followed wasn't fantasy — it was survival.

Told through her real, unfiltered journal entries, Breezie documents the emotional, sexual, and psychological realities of entering the webcam world out of desperation. The book pulls back the curtain on digital intimacy, power dynamics, shame, empowerment, and the complicated truth behind subscription-based adult platforms.

This isn't a glamorized "sex work success" story. It's messy. Vulnerable. Sometimes dark. Sometimes funny. And fiercely honest about what it means to monetize desire when the alternative is losing everything.

Get the book "The Webcam Girl Next-Door" (affiliate link): https://amzn.to/4utjCPh

Topics:

– The raw realities of webcam performance – What people get wrong about online sex work – Survival sex vs. empowerment narratives – Digital intimacy and the illusion of control – Family betrayal and rebuilding from nothing

Emotional connection is often more valuable than explicit content, men who wanted to participate often just wanted a genuine human connection.

From Caregiver to Webcam Performer Memoir

Independence and Platform Evolution

Connecting with Regulars Beyond the Sexual

Respecting Different Sexual Preferences

Setting Boundaries in Sex Work Business

Struggling Without Resources and Support

Pioneering Women's Advertising Network Online

Long Distance Connection and Heartbreak

Cultural Shame Around Sexuality

Why Women Cheat, Men Cheat, and Repression of Desires and the real harm of denying our human sexuality

Fighting for Sexual Empowerment and Independence

Powerful Men Protected by Wealth and Influence want to control women who are making money off themselves as entrepreneurs

Society's Unsustainable System Will Collapse

Women's Rights and Respect in Relationships

Why Women Leave and Men Need to Evolve

Projection? Perceptions? Insights. Shame, and Sexual Repression in Society

Women Are Giving Up on Men

Women do not mutilate yourself and cripple your pleasure! Keep all those genital parts for maximal pleasure. Don't steal your own enjoyment by doing harmful alterations to your genitals.

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Season 6, Episode 746: From Threesomes to Non-Monogamy: One Man's Journey Beyond Jealousy and Shame with author Adam Darrow about his edgy, honest, and raw memoir "Seek the Risk" (affiliate link) https://amzn.to/3KrboVR

This was an enlightening conversation and one many should listen to. Expanding our boundaries may seem difficult, and it doesn't pan out for everyone, but either way, valuble lessons are learned about oneself, one's limitations become clearer when faced with new challenges, and what we are willing to do for love becomes obvious. A question to ask yourself, well, more than one, what cultural shame is holding you back? Why should we allow culture to decide what is acceptable and what isn't? Would you ever stare normalcy in the face and give it the finger and do what you want? Even if it cost you relationships? Can you withstand the heat of a cultural assault from a judgmental mob of societal norm enforcers? (even if they are your friends and family?) Or would you just stand up tall, point your chin up, and say FU and just do it?

When Adam Darrow met Jane at forty, he thought he was the adventurous one. After all, he'd spent his twenties competing in extreme sports and had explored threesomes—that made him pretty edgy, right? Then Jane, a PhD psychologist who spoke five languages, told him she didn't do boyfriends (and she meant it). Drawing from his background in extreme sports, Darrow spent two and a half years transitioning into non-monogamy, followed by three challenging years of emotional work before finding equilibrium. The journey wasn't easy. He didn't think he could do it. When his partner Jane publicly announced their arrangement on Facebook in 2009, Darrow watched his life wildly transform. His best friend called him derogatory names. But over time, he discovered something unexpected: jealousy could be channeled into motivation to become a better partner. What initially felt emasculating became an opportunity to overcome deep-seated insecurities like imposter syndrome and validation-seeking. His memoir chronicles this transformative experience through vulnerable storytelling that includes explicit extreme sexual details and uncomfortable emotional truths, as well as healing and growth. How did keeping emotions bottled up nearly break him? The book explores that question while advocating for moving beyond societal shame around sexuality, relationship conformity, and focusing on personal authenticity rather than rigid beliefs about relationships. Estimated Timeline: Adam Darrow's Journey Into Non-Monogamy 00:03:40 - PhD Psychologist with Unconventional Past 00:06:43 - Extreme Sports Skills Applied to Non-Monogamy 00:09:13 - Separating Sex from Emotion in Relationships 00:19:57 - Managing Jealousy Through Don't Ask, Don't Tell 00:22:26 - From Jealousy to Compersion in Open Relationships 00:25:11 - Breaking Through Shame and Choosing Each Other 00:28:42 - Walking the Beach: Questioning My Limits, book excerpt 00:33:17 - Understanding Nesting Couples and Non-Monogamy 00:39:43 - Letting Go of Control in Relationships 00:46:22 - Vulnerability and Authenticity in Memoir Writing 00:51:51 - Writing the Book and Her Reaction 00:58:17 - Identity Beyond Sexual Acts, sexuality 01:06:44 - Overcoming Jealousy Through Personal Growth 01:11:27 - Healthy vs Unhealthy Jealousy in Relationships

Connect with Adam Darrow:

• Link to the books website www.seektherisk.net
• Substack seektherisk.substack.com
• Email for folks to contact Adam at [email protected]
• insta: @seektherisk

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Season 6, Episode 745: Fated Mates and Spicy Scenes: A Deep Dive into Paranormal Shifter Romance Writing with Author Adeline Bryant, plus excerpt from Adeline's Book "Fated", narrated by podcast host and narrator Ruan Willow. The excerpt is at the end, but also it is its own episode on the podcast in episode 744.

Author Bio:

Author's website. https://addiewrotethat.com/ Get the book "Fated" (affiliate link) https://amzn.to/4uhcQvP Adeline Bryant is an award-winning indie author of emotionally raw stories that explore identity, belonging, and the cost of choice. Armed with a doctorate in education and an endless supply of imagination, she's always been fascinated by the transformative power of stories and the bonds they create. Adeline lives in Minneapolis, MN, with her husband and their two feline overlords. When she's not writing, she can usually be found devouring books, rocking her signature red lipstick, and shamelessly belting out Taylor Swift songs. She firmly believes that every great story deserves a bottle of wine and a healthy dose of magic (and smut)

Discussion Topics:

Romance Author, Indie Author, Honey And Jalapeno Book Fair, Minneapolis, Paranormal Romance, Fated Mates, Male-Male Romance, Book Excerpt, Character Development, World Building, Writing Process, Emotional Storytelling, Indie Publishing, Book Events, Creative Writing, Author Interviews, Writing Community, Smut In Romance, Character Arcs, Storytelling Techniques

Quotes from Adeline Bryant

"I think it's really healing for especially women to read these kinds of things."

"Just do things. Keep reading. Keep reading smutty books."

Summary:

Adeline discusses her debut novel, "Fated", a paranormal romance featuring wolf shifters and a spicy male-male love story between an alpha wolf and a beta. Discover what inspired her to transition from reading thrillers to writing romance, the importance of including sensuality in storytelling, and the challenges of indie publishing. Adeline also reveals her unique approach to world-building and how her characters came to life. She wrote a bible for the world the wolves live in!

As we prepare for the upcoming Honey and Jalapeno Book Fair in Minnesota, Adeline shares exciting details about her character-inspired candle collaboration and the immersive experience she aims to create for her readers. Enjoy the chat about the transformative power of stories, the joy of indie publishing, and the importance of embracing creativity. Just gotta dive in and write that book!

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Season 6, Episode 744: Spicy Paranormal MM Wolf Shifter Sex Scene Excerpt from the book "Fated" by Adeline Bryant, narrated by Ruan Willow. Listen to the interview with the author Adeline Bryant in episode 745.

Adeline's website. https://addiewrotethat.com/ Get the book Fated (affiliate link) https://amzn.to/49EpwED

Author Bio:

Adeline Bryant is an award-winning indie author of emotionally raw stories that explore identity, belonging, and the cost of choice. Armed with a doctorate in education and an endless supply of imagination, she's always been fascinated by the transformative power of stories and the bonds they create. Adeline lives in Minneapolis, MN, with her husband and their two feline overlords. When she's not writing, she can usually be found devouring books, rocking her signature red lipstick, and shamelessly belting out Taylor Swift songs. She firmly believes that every great story deserves a bottle of wine and a healthy dose of magic (and smut).

Season 6, Episode 743: It's launch day! Beach House Views is live and it's on sale for only $0.99! Get it here: https://books.ruanwillowauthor.com/beachhouseviewsbook

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Book Blurb:

A gripping story of desire loaded with lust, betrayal, and survival where nothing is truly as it seems. Love can turn dark when obsession takes over. Juniper and Bridge miraculously find their dream house. It's on the beach! The house is eerily perfect, and the couple can't help but be drawn to its charm and the allure of its famous previous owner, a best-selling author, world-renowned. It seems to be the ideal place for them to start a new chapter in their lives and maybe make a top-notch nursery for that baby they've so desperately been trying for. During their tour of the beachfront home, Juniper finds a mysterious object in the kitchen, a hidden key in an odd place, hinting that there may be more to this picture-perfect place than meets the eye. Blinded by the gorgeous scenery and happiness with her husband, she doesn't have a clue about the shocking secret the key holds. Mysteries pop up that make it undeniable that something odd could be lurking in the house. Their world crumbles when they find the beach views they didn't want. The terrifying fixation spirals into a dark twisted fantasy, shattering their illusion of safety. The nightmare violates their freedom as his chilling plan is revealed. Tropes: Dark romance, spicy intimate open door, suspense thriller, voyeurism, adventurous intimacy, swinging friends with benefits FF, FM, MMF, cats

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Season 6, Episode 742:

Kaela Luna, From Corporate Editor to Award-Winning Trans Creator, adult performer. Winning an award for your passion project instead of your mainstream work can completely change how you see your career. That's exactly what happened to Kaela Luna, trans adult performer and content creator, when she took home Best Content Creator at the 2026 Trans Erotica Awards. #trans #sexuality #sexualitypower #sexualhealth #mentalhealth #adultindustry

Before building her creative empire, Kaela spent years in a soulless corporate video editing job. Transitioning into sex work gave her the freedom to channel those technical skills into projects that actually matter to her, including niche giantess content that demands clever work with angles, sound design, and visual effects.

As one of very few trans women creating giantess material, she's found it both personally rewarding and nicely profitable.

Kaela connects creative fantasy to psychological healing, arguing that kinks like giantess content offer real therapeutic value by reversing power dynamics in safe, consensual ways. She is in New York rather than chasing industry pressure elsewhere, and the decision paid off.

https://kaelaluna.com/

Discussion topics:

Adult Performer Kaela Luna Wins Content Creator Award

Winning Best Content Creator Award

Exploring Giantess Content and Size Fetish Community

Creating Custom Content That Resonates Personally

From Fantasy to Content Creation

Balancing Mainstream Success with Passion Projects

Platform Struggles and Content Creation Challenges

Repressed Shame and External Judgment

Control Backfires: Why Restrictions Create Resistance

Human Kindness Overcoming Fear and Prejudice

Why Judge Others' Life Choices?

Patriarchy's Pushback Against Female Empowerment

Art, Sexuality, and Human Nature

Balancing Content Creation and Platform Restrictions

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Season 6, Episode 741: Spicy to Non Spicy Romance: Character-Driven Romance and the Freedom of Indie Publishing with Author Starr Z. Davies. We chatted about the Honey and Jalapeno Romance Bookfair that I am hosting in Minnesota May 17th, 2026, and that both of us will be attending as authors at the Big Wood Brewery in Vadnais Heights, MN, learn more: https://pinkinfinitypublishing.com/honey-and-jalapeno-book-fair-a-minnesota-book-fair/

Author Bio:

STARR Z. DAVIES is an award-winning author of over 20 tales that span dystopian realms, epic fantasies, and echoes of forgotten histories. Dubbed the "Character Assassin," she weaves stories where heroes are tested by fire—both emotional and physical. From her woodland home in northern Wisconsin, she crafts worlds while surrounded by her greatest allies: a supportive husband, two imaginative children, and a curious menagerie of robotic pets. When not conjuring new adventures, she dabbles in home enchantments, swims like a siren, battles through video game quests, and devours books like ancient tomes of power. Connect with Starr: Kickstarter for Stormcrown (launches on Tuesday): https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/szdavies/stormcrown?ref=4mzuls Website: https://www.starrzdavies.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/s.z.davies/ Books (affiliate links): Stormvalor https://amzn.to/4tP57Vp Fractured Empire Series: https://amzn.to/4tYevpS Topics of Discussion:

Writing Across Romance Spectrum

Writing Age-Appropriate Content as Authors

Writing Sex Scenes Into Your Story

Cutting Scenes That Don't Feel Genuine

Navigating Genre Labels and Reader Expectations

Amazon's Censorship of Sexual Content

Amazon's Unfair Author Review Policies

Dealing with AI Accusations and Online Bullying

Creating Characters Over Twenty Years Ago

How Language and Fantasy Changed My Writing Path

Writing Fast and Managing Multiple Projects

Social Media Presence and Book Fair Preparations Key Takeaways:

• Intimate scenes should emerge organically from character authenticity rather than being added to meet genre expectations. Both authors write what feels true to their stories, not what readers demand.

• Indie publishing offers creative freedom that traditional publishing restricts, allowing authors to explore mature themes without censorship or pressure to fit commercial standards and limitiations.

• Genre classification for romance blended with fantasy is different for Romantasy, romantic fantasy, and fantasy romance. Each of the blends is inherently subjective, making marketing challenging because readers interpret the same work differently regardless of authors' content descriptions.

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