Old Ranger New Dad — Episode: Robert Wall on Lizzie, Loss, and Learning to Breathe Again

In this deeply personal episode of Old Ranger New Dad, Seth Ryan sits down with fellow veteran and entrepreneur Robert Wall for a conversation that isn’t “content”—it’s real life.

Robert shares the story of his daughter Elizabeth “Lizzie” Wall, who lived 2 1/2 years with a rare genetic disorder (rhizomelic chondrodysplasia punctata) and how that journey reshaped everything: his faith, his marriage, his identity as a father, and his understanding of what grief really is. 

This episode also opens in a raw place—Seth records shortly after losing his son and walking through a medical emergency that nearly took his wife. Together, Seth and Robert talk about the kind of grief that doesn’t fit neatly into “stages,” the pressure men feel to stay tough, and why silence can sometimes speak louder than the right words. 

You’ll hear hard-earned truths about:

• Why grief has no timeline (and why that’s not failure) 
  
  
• The weight of losing a child—and the purpose that can grow from the pain 
  
  
• Faith in the storm: surrender, resilience, and staying anchored as a couple 
  
  
• PTSD beyond the battlefield—and how trauma can show up years later 
  
  
• Hope without clichés: what it looks like to keep moving forward with a broken heart 
  
  

If you’ve experienced miscarriage, child loss, infertility, the loss of a loved one—or you’re the friend who wants to help but doesn’t know what to say—this episode will meet you where you are.

Listen now, and share this with someone who needs permission to grieve—and the courage to keep going. 

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What if the memory stays… but the panic response doesn’t?

In this episode of Old Ranger New Dad, I sit down with Dan Jarvis, who breaks down a powerful approach to trauma healing that’s helping veterans and first responders reclaim their lives. We talk about a 9/11 first responder who lived with Severe PTSD for 19 years—until meeting Dan and learning how the brain can process and “re-file” traumatic memories so they no longer trigger a fight-or-flight reaction.

This isn’t hype. It isn’t mystical. It’s a practical conversation about how the brain (much of which science still can't quite explain) stores trauma, 

why the body keeps sounding the alarm, 

and what it can look like to move from constant triggers to real peace. 

In this episode:

• Why trauma can feel “present” even decades later
• How memory reprocessing works (in plain English)
• What “invisible wounds” can look like in real life
• Why hope is not naïve — it’s necessary
• Who this approach may help (and what realistic expectations look like)

If you’re carrying unseen burdens—or love someone who is—this one is worth your time.

Disclaimer: This episode is for educational purposes and is not medical advice. If you’re in crisis or considering self-harm, call/text 988 in the U.S. or contact local emergency services.

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Burnout doesn’t announce itself loudly—it whispers… until it screams.

In this raw, no-fluff conversation, I sit down with AK Dozanti, a former police officer who went from Officer of the Year to complete burnout, depression, PTSD, and suicidal ideation—and then fought her way back.

AK is now a career and mental burnout specialist and the author of Beat the Burnout, a practical guide designed specifically for law enforcement and first responders who feel trapped, exhausted, cynical, and disconnected from the life they once cared about.

In this episode, we cover:

• Why burnout is not a personal failure—and why departments often miss the warning signs
• The three pillars of burnout: exhaustion, cynicism, and loss of purpose
• How dark humor, overworking, and “just pushing through” quietly destroy marriages, health, and identity
• Why alcohol, sleep deprivation, dehydration, and nonstop side jobs accelerate burnout
• The dangerous myth of compartmentalization
• What leaders should be doing—and what officers can do right now to protect themselves
• Why leaving law enforcement is sometimes the bravest, healthiest decision a person can make

This episode is for:

• Law enforcement officers and first responders
• Veterans transitioning into or out of policing
• Spouses and families who feel the distance but don’t know why
• Leaders who actually want to keep their people alive

Burnout is common. Suicide doesn’t have to be.
 You are not weak. You are not alone. And there is another way forward.

Her Book "Beat The Burnout":    https://www.amazon.com/Beat-Burnout-Prevention-Solutions-Frontline/dp/B0DW6PPGML

&  Her Newest Book...

"Responder Reset: 99 Real-Time Tactics for Frontline Regulation":

https://www.amazon.com/Responder-Reset-Real-Time-Frontline-Regulation/dp/1965971237?ref_=ast_author_dp&th=1&psc=1

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    What is the real cost of killing from thousands of miles away?
In this powerful and deeply personal episode, Tanner (a former U.S. Air Force MQ-9 Reaper Sensor-Operator & Instructor) opens up about the hidden psychological toll of waging war through a screen — a burden ALMOST No-One outside the community understands.

For years, Reaper pilots/S0's have carried out lethal missions, tracked terrorists for days/week/months/years (watched them commit atrocities but Not be permitted to intervene) directed strikes, and watched the aftermath in high-definition detail. But the emotional, spiritual, and moral impact?
That part has been silenced.

***** His Website: https://www.remotewarriorllc.com/ *****

In this conversation we expose:

The complex PTSD plaguing America’s drone-pilot community

Sleepless nights, moral injury, and unending replay of mission footage

The crushing exhaustion from 12–16 hour shifts of life-and-death decisions

The suicides among active-duty members that never make the news

Why stories like his are being scrubbed from Google and social platforms

And what really happens to a human soul when killing becomes routine

This is not a political episode.
This is a human episode — an honest look at the invisible wounds carried by those who fight America’s wars from afar.

If you’re a young man, a veteran, or someone seeking the truth behind modern warfare, you need to hear this.
This is the cost nobody talks about.

🙏 If you or someone you know is struggling, reach out. You’re not alone.
Veterans Crisis Line: Dial 988, then Press 1

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Johnny Walker shares profound experiences as a veteran, particularly focusing on his time as a 1st responder who watched 9/11 happen in-person. 

He overcame 19yrs of severe PTSD. The man who 'Healed' him (Johnny's words, not mine) will be on another podcast in December! 

Johnny is in extremely high levels of technology and shares the reality of how big tech controls the money and the politicians. The conversation shifts to the alarming statistics surrounding missing children in the U.S. and the role of AI in child exploitation. 

Johnny emphasizes the interconnectedness of data breaches and online child safety, calling for greater awareness and ethical considerations in technology development. In this conversation, Johnny Walker and I delve into the complex issues surrounding human trafficking specifically of children, the role of technology in raising awareness, and the pervasive corruption within agencies and the military-industrial complex. We discuss the value of life in military operations, the mental health crisis among veterans, and the illusion of control that society faces. The conversation emphasizes the importance of nonprofits in combating these issues and concludes with reflections on the interconnectedness of societal problems and the need for awareness and action. 

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Seth Ryan (OldRangerNewDad podcast) and Mike Burke ( his podcast is:  @LegendsOfThe75th ) delve into their experiences surrounding the Jessica Lynch mission during the Iraq War. They share personal perspectives about the invasion, communication challenges, and the ROE's (rules of engagement) that shaped the combat. The discussion also covers their training for the invasion, the intel briefings they received, and the preparations leading up to the mission to rescue Jessica Lynch. 

Throughout the conversation, themes of camaraderie, chaos, and the realities of military life are explored, providing listeners with a deeper understanding of the complexities faced by Special Operation Rangers of the 75th RGR RGT in combat. In this conversation, Seth and Mike recount their experiences during the Jessica Lynch mission, detailing the challenges faced during their arrival, the landing, and the subsequent recovery efforts. They share vivid memories of navigating through a war-torn city, the emotional weight of this mission, and how it shaped the modern day Ranger Regiment. 

The discussion highlights the sacrifices made, the unexpected realities of combat, and the importance of bringing fallen soldiers home. Their reflections provide insight into the complexities of military operations and the personal impact of their experiences.

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Hey guys just a quick update on our IVF journey 😢 & my next upcoming podcast of Jessica Lynch rescue mission with Mike Burke
 
Prayers requested for me and the family as we make it through this very difficult time🙏

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Lauren and Chase Stroud have Overcome extreme-childhood trauma, surviving broken families, and finding healing through faith, love, and resilience.

Lauren shares her incredible story of battling CALCINOSIS — a painful and incurable disease — and how she accidentally discovered a tattoo “therapy” that shocked doctors and helped shrink the calcium buildup in her body. Together, she and Chase also open up about growing up in chaotic households, breaking free from generational trauma, and learning how to raise their son with strength, faith, and character.

We dive into:

• Lauren’s experimental tattoo method that helped cure calcinosis
• Surviving abuse, neglect, and childhood trauma
• Why faith and character matter more than status or money
• Choosing the right spouse and building strong families
• Raising sons to be leaders in today’s world
• Breaking free from validation-seeking and living authentically
• COVID, media narratives, and learning to think for yourself

This conversation is RAW, REAL, and Full of Real HOPE. 

Whether you’re struggling with your past, looking for healing, or searching for wisdom in a chaotic world — this episode is for you.

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•   Podcast: Old Ranger New Dad
•  LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/seth-ryan-servant-leader/
•    Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7rkeCJDSgaJq6kdrYMeUD0 
• YouTube: youtube.com/@OldRangerNewDad

📌 Connect with Lauren & Chase:

• LinkedIn  (Chase): https://www.linkedin.com/in/chase-stroud-7340b1245/ 
• LinkedIn (Lauren):https://www.linkedin.com/in/laurestroudpprt/ 
  
  

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In this conversation, Tamala May shares her powerful journey. Fostering children brought joy and challenges to her family life.
Unraveling of her marriage was totally-unexpected and very painful.
Divorce was a taboo in her family, while continuing the generational curse her Ex-husband once swore to break.
Conversations with children about divorce requires hard-truths & honesty.
Lessons learned from marriage can guide other's future relationships.
*Bonus tip* 'Prayer' is essential for a strong marriage and overcoming challenges.



Chapters

00:00 Introduction and Background
02:43 Life as a Nurse and Mother
05:21 The Journey into Foster Care
07:55 The Unraveling of Marriage
10:44 Facing Divorce and Alcoholism
13:12 Lessons Learned from Heartbreak
15:31 Divorce Conversations with Children
18:21 The Importance of Marriage Maintenance
21:08 The Role of Faith in Healing
23:53 The Importance of Marriage in Family Dynamics
28:37 Understanding Love and Respect in Relationships
32:50 The Impact of Divorce on Children
40:10 Faith and Resilience in Marriage
46:22 Empowering Single Parents and Breaking Generational Curses

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****Full-Video episode on:****  

Spotify, YouTube, and Rumble: https://rumble.com/v6wpxxi-hypnosis-is-neither-magic-nor-mind-control.html 

My wifey Malyri (CheapChicFinds) went "under Hypnosis" at a county fair. She broke it down for me, as it isn’t magic—and it’s Definitely NOT Mind Control.

In this episode, host Seth Ryan sits down with Brad Matchett, a nationally known fair circuit entertainer, corporate performer, and family-friendly stage hypnotist, to pull back the curtain on one of the most misunderstood professions.

From his early days in accounting and running restaurants to becoming a headliner at state fairs across the country, Brad shares:

• The biggest misconceptions about hypnosis (no, you can’t get “stuck” under)
• Why stage hypnosis is nothing like Hollywood’s “mind control” trope
• How he turned a free show into a Full-Time Career, & shares what he'd teach his own son (and did) on how to find your niche' and make it a Career!
• The safety, ethics, and family-first approach behind every performance
• The role hypnosis can play in self-help, habit change, and even helping investigators unlock memories
• Lessons he’s passing down to his son about entrepreneurship and chasing what you love

You’ll also hear behind-the-scenes stories from the Pasco County Fair (including how Seth’s wife ended up on stage), the business of entertainment, and what really happens when someone goes “under.”

Whether you’re curious about hypnosis, fascinated by life on the fair circuit, or just love a good story about following your passion, this conversation will open your eyes.

******Follow Brad’s upcoming tour stops and shows:******

[BradComedyHypnotist.com]

[https://www.facebook.com/BradComedyHypnotist]

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