One crazy girl got him, crazy enough -
tender and never rough,
but deeply wild and authentic
as if she was from tribes, hell knows,
where from she actually was...
She run away from home
at night right in her milk calico,
She wasn't afraid of a damp road,
swamps, evil beasts and goblins...
Her eyes were wild indigo
They said, she must be
evidently cursed or broken...
The whole surrounding avoids her.
She run away to him like a mad princess, disgracing herself, overcoming any distance...
barefoot, she rushed over clover,
moss, wormwood, mud and fields
They said, such madness was worse
than the plague and measles.
But she came running, stubborn,
through the reeds and sedges,
legs bogged down in cold mud,
the dress turned black...
until she was lost and completely sacked
They said, the lost soul, and no use from her
except the heat of young and starving body
and her wild and tight embrace...
Nobody knew the nature of caress
She hid. Indeed.
Why did he need her? She's a fool
that left her own doorstep -
He played enough and cool
down like a young fox.
In another equinox.
But she came running and falling
as if she saw a living God, belonging
to him. What a whim...they said.
And then her wet dress has become too thin.
Where is the edge between the true love and a sin?
But he was worse for her than any poison,
worse than a wolf berry,
[she was a cherry blossom]
He never took her with him,
nor he shared a shelter,
Did he love her or played with her,
couldn't choose it better.
All that he could was loving longer
just to melt her
so that she screamed as loudly as she-wolf
so that it has become their nightly rule.
She run away, then came back
For the sake of one-sided feeling of hers
Well, what remained after him -
a spindle and a jar,
The happiest moments seemed to be so far
She sit by the window with a splinter of past
remembered lust, forgetting pain and sorrow
with no hope for tomorrow she cried...
So that she didn't grow old there,
He strangled her with a kerchief,
with misbelief of her sincerest love
He put her still hot steady body
Into an abandoned boat afloat.