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In this episode, I open up about the pain of losing a friend after she entered a relationship and completely changed. She went from being a close companion to treating me like an option wich i wasnt going to stand for so i ended the relationship,.. Join me as I reflect on the hurt, the growth, and what it means to navigate friendships that shift.

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 Join me as I take you on a ride, sharing my raw feelings and reflections along the way. It's all about letting go and talking openly about how I feel. Buckle up, it’s an emotional journey! 

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In this deeply personal episode, I share the story of losing a close friend who suddenly stopped talking to me without any explanation. For years, I was left in the dark, wondering what went wrong after being nothing but a good friend. Then, out of nowhere, she reached out, and I thought maybe, just maybe, we'd finally get the closure I needed. But when the moment came to reconnect, she didn’t answer the phone. I still never got the answers or closure I was hoping for, and I’ve been left to process the silence. Tune in as I dive into the emotional journey of unanswered questions, the complexities of friendship, and the struggle of moving forward without closure.

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 In this episode, I explore my experiences of never having been in a relationship, and how seeing friends and family go through their own romantic ups and downs has shaped my perspective. While their journeys have taught me a lot, they've also led to moments of hesitation and self-doubt. I dive into how observing their experiences – both the highs and the lows – has affected my own approach to relationships

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 In this episode, I share my personal journey of living with a stutter and speech impediment throughout my life. From struggling with insecurity and feeling misunderstood to finally embracing my voice, I discuss how my stutter doesn’t define me – it’s simply part of who I am. Tune in for a candid conversation on self-acceptance, overcoming challenges, and learning to love yourself just as you are.

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In this episode, I ask some of my  close friends to have an open and honest opinion  about my personal growth. We dive into some tough questions: Is there a quality or habit I should work on or change? Have they ever noticed me struggling with something I haven't shared? And what’s one thing I should let go of to continue evolving as a person? Tune in for an insightful discussion that explores the power of self-reflection and the importance of honest feedback from the people who know us best.

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In this episode we dive into the journey of a 19-year-old me who made more money in 2023 than he ever had before, but at a steep cost. Working 80-hour weeks and losing sleep in the pursuit of financial success, I used work as a distraction from unresolved family and personal issues. While the money came in, the emotional toll was high, and managing the funds proved to be a challenge, leaving him in a cycle of stress and unaddressed problems. But as the year went on, things started to change. I shifted from working endlessly  to building two businesses, finding fulfillment in entrepreneurship and taking control of my future. Yet, despite these achievements, the deep-rooted personal issues he was avoiding still remain.

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 In this lighthearted episode, I’m talking about my not-so-dramatic coming out journey because let’s be real, I’ve been flamboyant as hell since birth! There was no big “reveal” moment because everyone already knew I was gay. I mean, it wasn’t exactly a shock when I started wearing nails, eyelashes, and rocking a fabulous new style. But don’t worry, I tried to hide it for a bit remember that super convincing childish relationship I had with a girl in elementary school? Yeah, that lasted all of about five minutes. Over the years, though, I’ve fully embraced who I am, and now, it’s as obvious as my highlighter in a dark room. This episode is all about owning your true self, from awkward kid crushes to confidently stepping into your fabulousness. If you’ve ever felt like you didn’t have the typical coming out story or if you just want to laugh at the ridiculousness of trying to hide who you are this one’s for you. Get ready for some real talk, laughs, and maybe a little glitter along the way

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In this  episode, I’m diving deep into the personal decision to change my last name and step into a new chapter of my life. For years, I’ve questioned my connection to my biological father’s last name wanting nothing to do with it and the pain that came with it. But now, as an adult, I’ve made the final call to let go of the past and take on a new identity. I’m taking on the last  name Devereaux a name that symbolizes the new era I’m entering, a fresh start, and a break from the old me. This episode is about owning your story, rewriting your legacy, and answering the call to step into the person you were always meant to be. If you’ve ever thought about shedding the weight of your past or wanted to create your own legacy, this one’s for you. Get ready for a raw conversation about change,

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In this raw and unfiltered episode, I’m talking about the realities of dating as a gay man especially as a teenager. Let’s be honest, it’s a whole different ballgame when you’re trying to approach men. There’s no guarantee of a positive response, and rejection comes in all forms: polite, awkward, or straight-up rude. I dive into the highs and lows of trying to make a connection, the anxiety of putting yourself out there, and the frustration of navigating a dating scene that doesn’t always feel like it’s made for us. From crushing on the wrong guy to dealing with toxic responses, this episode gets into the messy, uncomfortable side of being a gay guy looking for love or just a good time. If you’ve ever felt the sting of rejection or wondered whether it’s worth the risk, you’re not alone. Let’s talk about the grind, the awkward moments, and how we keep pushing forward in the world of gay dating.

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