Our Journey Through the Mist

Everything has a cost.

Ever feel like you did something that you're really proud of and nobody gets to see it?

Well, I recorded a podcast that really meant a lot to me. One that I thought would resonate with a lot of people. Apparently, the recording had other ideas.

So I tried to record again, and I ran into the same problem.

I had to restart my whole computer and start from scratch, knowing that I could never recreate the podcast I was so proud of—but I could make a podcast about losing it.

This is that podcast. Our Journey Through the Mist is about conversation.

Real conversation.

What happens when we stop performing long enough to talk about what's actually underneath the things we say? What makes life worth living for you? What earns your time and attention? What happens when we question what we think we know instead of pretending we have all the answers? In this episode, I talk about why I want this podcast to be a place for those conversations, what "the mist" means to me, ADHD, calibration, human connection, and why sometimes simply being heard can change the way an hour of your life feels.

I also read a couple of poems and spend some time talking about @BringMeTheHorizon , Oli Sykes, and what experiencing their music live taught me about pain, presence, connection, and feeling fully alive. I don't have answers. I have questions.

Am I going out of frequency? Can anyone respond?

A few hours later… everything feels different. The struggle was real—but so is the recovery. This is what people don't understand about mental health and neurodivergence: you can feel completely lost one moment, and grounded the next. In this episode, I talk about: why you can't let other people's judgment silence you how growth actually happens in real time and why being yourself—fully and honestly—is still worth it This is Part 2 of the same day, same journey. Maybe the problem was never that I was failing… maybe I was measuring myself against a system that was never built for me.

This is the ugly side. No structure, no plan—just what it actually feels like to be overwhelmed, stuck, and trying to make sense of it in real time. From ADHD and memory struggles to heartbreak, frustration, and the weight of not knowing what to do next… this is the part most people don't show. And buried inside it is one core truth: Your lived experience is yours—and nobody else gets to define it for you.

This episode is a real, unfiltered conversation with Elizabeth—and it goes places most people avoid.

What starts as a discussion turns into a raw breakdown of the current state of the world, the frustration people are feeling, and why so many conversations never actually get to the truth.

Elizabeth brings a powerful perspective, cutting through surface-level thinking and saying what a lot of people are thinking but won't say out loud.

Along the way, the conversation touches on:

• The growing disconnect in society
• Why people feel unheard and misunderstood
• The difference between reacting and actually thinking
• What it means to challenge ideas without shutting down

This isn't a polished or scripted interview. It's a real conversation—with moments that hit hard, moments that get messy, and moments that make you stop and think.

If you've been feeling like something is off in the world but can't quite explain it… this one might resonate.

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Boy AI makes it sound good. It's what I did though, it just understands and articulates it much better than I could. Here's my description.

This is me right after recording the podcast, I don't know what I said but I talked with my guard down and really hit on a good point before I stop at the end of 16 mins.

Hope my random adhd thoughts and dedication to honesty find value in the world. Which I think is stronger, but I don't think society agrees, and I am trying to find an audience, and I'm told keywords does that.

So let's try a different key word approach this time, because the algorithm may be smart enough to fight that.

Mother's moving tale of supporting her daughter when times got tough

ICE removes child off the street

Donald Trump enrages

Controversial

Viral I don't know how this works. I'm trying to have real conversation in a popularity contest, and I've never been popular.

But I know I have a unique voice and see things in a special way. And that has value. Let's ask questions about life that aren't afraid if the answers aren't what we want to hear.

That's what I'M about and where I thrive. Give a like if you read whole description, please. Like, subscribe and share, as they say.

A few new ones I thought of:

New Marvel movie

Star Wars

Learn how to make delicious fish in under 5 minutes

Follow for more true crime stories

Maybe that last one, lol

Oh yeah, and if you read this far and want more, I have 40+ episodes on Spotify i've been recording and don't know how to market, what all the gems in there are, but it includes a woman who details her experience having to flee the Ukraine as missile alarms were going off for days and how she found help with random people she didn't know.

And that wasn't even the planned conversation, I didn't even know she was Ukrainian until we talked.

Then we have a deaf former navy seal (or maybe wrong branch, I can never remember, dang adhd), multiple people talking about neurodivergency and their experiences, trauma and how to cope, depression, even some failed attempts at convincing people who are lost how to make themselves happier.

I hope I can keep creating a good podcast with interesting conversations and quality guests in the near future if the opportunities and discussions continue.

Thanks!

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Now I just type hashtags and keywords to try and get seen. #news #neurodivergent #neuroscience #adhd #audhd #metalhead (I love and get most metalheads, they are good people if not just emotionally challenged sometimes) #podcast #honesty #fear #unafraid #poem #poetry #film #motivational #argument #authenticity #autistic (almost forgot that one) #viral #joerogan #joeroganexperience #joeroganpodcast #killtony #ymh #science

Now key words - Love fight argument Taylor Swift GenZ GenX Baby Boomer Trump Elon Musk Democrat Republican Viral The Critical Drinker Kill Tony Joe Rogan Tony Hinchcliffe Timmy No Breaks YMH Baby Mother Cat Kitten Cute Science Confused Depression Love yourself Netflix Disney Marvel DC James Gunn Amy Schumer Pluribus (Gonna be big)

I just hope people watch this, see value, and want more. I'm ready to talk to anyone who wants to talk. Let's build a better society with HONESTY, whether the truth hurts or not. The truth shall set us free, because our dysfunctional society doesn't respect, value, or REWARD truth.

Podcast conversation had in description. That's how weird and unique I am.

I hope people want to talk. Share this and let's change the conversation and talk about hard truths. Are we doing enough to not be part of the problem?

Maybe that's what the show should've been called, but I'll settle for it being in the description.