Overcoming Life' s Obstacles

I will discuss why I have been away for so long, but yet I am still fighting I'm still in school and I will be graduating with degree 3&4 NEXT YEAR IN 2022. SO, you see what don't kill you will made you stronger. At 40 plus, I'm not letting nothing stop me from completing my education.  I do not know who's son or daughter needs to hear this but don't let nothing or no one define who you are in life, because I know I didn't. My own Mother said I was never going to be nothing, she also said about time I make 25 I would of had 3-4 children. well that didn't happen. Not only did I prove her wrong on the children thing cos I only had 2. 1 at 25 and 1 at 30. Not only did I become somebody, I am the first person out of my mom's three children to ever graduate college and I'm the youngest one. So I say that to say this, if I've accomplished 2 Associate's a year apart and bout to graduate with honors with degree 3&4 all while having epilepsy seizure's you guys can excel as well.  

I talk about how I have epilepsy seizure now and I still managed to maintain  all A's and B's this semester and I also had a bleeding brain all while in the hospital. And I mentioned that I will be graduating next year from Texas Southern University with Honors.

In this episode of the podcast I talk about my experience with having COVID-19  all while finding out your sister is dead and now your mom is trying to die and be with my sister?

I will interview a guy who I know that was in jail for 30 years? He will explain to us what is it like trying to have a life after prison? Is it harder, is it easier, well you will just have to listen to this episode to find out? 

I talk about how my baby father had me as a prisoner in the attack , with no use to the restroom so I did number 1 and 2 in the attack, barley no food to eat? I 'll  also, chat about every time I had to become homeless it was never because I wanted too , It was simply because I had too? Discuss my mental state and what type of emotions I was feeling at those times I became homeless?  Also, discuss how I have came from sleeping on the ground, church benches, and church steps to having  my own house? You will hear all the road blocks that I had encountered but I never let it defeat me from achieving my goals, which was getting back into my own place ? Despite the bullying, despite human humiliations, despite low self- esteem I made it!!!! 

here I discussed my story how  at one time I used to be this lady on the picture? No this is not me but I'm a survivor of domestic violence more times than you know? So, I hope if you listen to my story , are know of someone who is in this situation I would say get out while you have a chance!!! 

Despite all the hardship that I had to endure I never let that stop me from getting an education? What I mean by this is most people don't know are understand just how smart I really am? You see, most people will judge you from your outer appearance, while the whole time your way better than what they see are think? Yes, I admit I have an attitude as times, but who wouldn't if you ever had to endure anything I've been through in life? But I can proudly say and proudly pop my collar and say I graduated with 2 Associates one year apart? 2019 and 2020 and 2020 was with Honors all while being a co- current student at Texas Southern University where I was told by who used to be my advisor that I was never going to make it at Texas Southern University. I'm so glad I can laugh at these things now and I can also laugh because not only have I excelled at Texas Southern University and have only been their for 3 semester now, already a senior with over 110 credits, but I am also in three Honor Society at Texas Sothern University. they are, Golden Key International, Society for Collegiate Leadership & Achievements and National Society of Leadership &Success. with all three of these honor's society's I have maintained a 3.66 GPA through out all three semester's. So 4.0 GPA I'm coming for you.

This episode you will hear from a male point of view of his experiences in losing children? People don't understand that males have feeling too. Every male does not express their feeling the same when it comes to dealing with a tragedy of losing children, but men still hurt? 

You will here from a Mother and a Father side of what's it's like losing children , and becoming Angel Mom's and Dad's. Even though as an Angel Mom, we as mother's are not  acknowledge on Mother's Day , Christmas, our children birthday's are their death day's? Yet we as Angel Mom's including myself have been put down , talked about, and some times even laughed at simply because my children are dead? You, see I'm glad I'm stronger and wiser now so I don't let this bother me anymore? But most people don't understand that we Angel Mom's are the strongest, simply , because we get up everyday and keep trying to live even when our children is not even here no more? Most people will never understand how hard it is to even get out bed sometimes because you miss your child are children that must? whether as people who haven't experience anything you have endured should never be able to fix their mouths to tell any Angle Mom to get over their children? That is the most hurtful thing you can ever tell a Angel Mom? I should know I'm a Angel Mom and people still to this day try and still tell me about how I should feel about my dead children.