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Overcoming Numbness and Trauma
In today’s episode, I’m sharing one of the most vulnerable parts of my story — the years I lived emotionally numb, spiritually disconnected, and tormented by intrusive thoughts, anxiety, and panic. What I thought was “just trauma” was actually spiritual oppression rooted in generations of pain, childhood dysfunction, and patterns I never recognized until adulthood.
For decades, I believed something was wrong with me. I lived in survival mode, battled overwhelming fear, and learned to dissociate just to get through the day. Even as a Christian, I felt alone, misunderstood, and trapped in a cycle of shame, depression, and spiritual attack.
But everything changed at 33 years old, the moment God revealed that I wasn’t broken… I was under spiritual warfare.
In this episode, I walk you through:
✨ What emotional numbness really is
✨ How trauma opens spiritual doors the enemy loves to use
✨ The intrusive thoughts, panic, and fear that nearly took me out
✨ How generational trauma shaped my identity
✨ The day God delivered me from anxiety, fear, and panic
✨ Why Christians can be oppressed, and why the church often misses it
✨ The freedom and identity that come from true Biblical deliverance
If you’ve ever felt numb, overwhelmed, “not yourself,” or spiritually attacked… this episode is for you. There is freedom. There is healing. And you are not alone.
You can join my REDEEM Workshop, where I teach Christian women how to uncover the root of their anxiety, expose the lies of the enemy, and reclaim their God-given identity and authority.
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By Melania MaciasIn today’s episode, I’m sharing one of the most vulnerable parts of my story — the years I lived emotionally numb, spiritually disconnected, and tormented by intrusive thoughts, anxiety, and panic. What I thought was “just trauma” was actually spiritual oppression rooted in generations of pain, childhood dysfunction, and patterns I never recognized until adulthood.
For decades, I believed something was wrong with me. I lived in survival mode, battled overwhelming fear, and learned to dissociate just to get through the day. Even as a Christian, I felt alone, misunderstood, and trapped in a cycle of shame, depression, and spiritual attack.
But everything changed at 33 years old, the moment God revealed that I wasn’t broken… I was under spiritual warfare.
In this episode, I walk you through:
✨ What emotional numbness really is
✨ How trauma opens spiritual doors the enemy loves to use
✨ The intrusive thoughts, panic, and fear that nearly took me out
✨ How generational trauma shaped my identity
✨ The day God delivered me from anxiety, fear, and panic
✨ Why Christians can be oppressed, and why the church often misses it
✨ The freedom and identity that come from true Biblical deliverance
If you’ve ever felt numb, overwhelmed, “not yourself,” or spiritually attacked… this episode is for you. There is freedom. There is healing. And you are not alone.
You can join my REDEEM Workshop, where I teach Christian women how to uncover the root of their anxiety, expose the lies of the enemy, and reclaim their God-given identity and authority.