Tost by Paleart

song for a video I’m makin about mindfulness

Lonely Bowler (live at case) by Paleart

FOUR+ by Paleart

Babysat by Paleart

quickly assembled this in the middle of the night after waking up covered in sweat lol. made up alot of the words as i was going and i made the beat while mostly asleep however... when i envisioned the entire song as a finished product. idk it seemed like something i could stand behind :s

im gonna die this year -

Also I keep never finishing a song idea after the initial 30-40 minute creation ..

This is due to being in a multi year WAR wjth adderall ABUSE addiction.

Abuse that is so far from enjoyable anymore it’s literally at this point I actually have started to understand the only reason I do it now is to finish off what is most likely health wise one very lost cause of a person

. It’s not self harm it’s hardly even addiction. I’m most in the mind

This is extended suicide make no mistake about it this is a daily anxiety over my now very VERY real health complications. It leave me driven to a point I feel is going to take everything to crawl out of -

I don’t know where I would be without my mom she is the reason I’m still here right now

I’m going to come back and apply myself with music. I have a deep passion for it and don’t think I could truly forgive myself for not putting some legitimate work and tact into it.

I will learn self discipline and I will learn control

“Like it belongs in a game as a weird minor characters theme. Someone who appears and says weird shit, then leaves”

brother feedback

when yur fingers turn to spider legs and you just go with the god damned FLOH

Rough Stuff by Paleart

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made this song while trying to entertain someone during a frickout

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MADE IT WORSE BUT HEY THATS FINE BABY