As we move into the weeks that preempt us receiving the Promise Land, we encounter resistance in the form of spiritual warfare. In the story of Balak's curse transforming to perhaps the greatest prophecy of all time, we learn the practice of transformation. of extracting our light that is held within our darkness.

Learning the explanation to Parah Aduma was only that there are some things we don't understand, never sat right with me. There had to be more, and so I searched for the deep teachings in these words. Encoded in this chapter is a fundamental life lesson:  trusting the wisdom without having an understanding. This is the secret to living a Torah life. Parah Aduma teaches us the mechanism of defying human logic and embracing trust, humility and welcoming in existential spirituality to our lives. Even when, and especially when, we don't understand. 

Through the story of Korach, we learn about acceptance of what is. Our lot in life, with all its challenges and beautiful things, is tailor made for me. Highlighting our differences only highlights our sacred individual holiness. There is no such thing as a hierarchy, we each have our own path and our own light to discover. When there is a rumbling of unrest, this lesson is about looking inward instead of standing on an external moral injustice. 

We talk about how the story of entering the land, wasn't a spy mission. Rather, a messenger and a indicator to our ever evolving relationship with God. In building trust and faith and oneness. We explore this in our own individual journeys, as a nation and as a world as we enter into the era of Mashiach and the active path we are in right now in coming home to our Land.

This Parsha is all about moving inward towards our purpose, toward our inner light and toward our own path and journey through life an to healing. Its an invitation to step into our roles, receive second chances, take one aligned step at a time and travel both ourselves and together toward our individual and collective goal of freedom, redemption and connection to the shechina. 

We cover the topic of Nazir and Sotah- Seemingly irrelevant to me and you today, and learn how the practice and the teaching are incredibly relevant and speak directly to me as a woman in a relationship with God. We talk about the illusions of safety that we cling to and the lesson of building trust within ourselves and within our relationship with God. 

The theme this week is connected to numbers, to discovering our individual identities, actualizing ourselves to our greatest potential and the ways in which every single one of us impacts one another. Recognizing the need we each have for one another individually and collectively, as we enter into the Chag of Shavuos, a time when we all agreed to this path as one. 

From the cycles of Shmita, we learn the practice of rest and true surrender to gods will in receiving in a state of rest. 

When we truly embody spirituality, and oneness with god, it manifests itself in physical ways and comes to us un the form of physical gifts in this world. 

And the lessons we learn from both Moshe and Har Sinai are the synthesis of how to be a leader, standing in our own light will full humility and in service of god. This is what leads us to maximize our own potential.

We delve into what using our words means, how we have the gift of creation with our words and we create our own realities for better or for worse.

We delve into what it means to implement our enlightenment. The purpose of balance and our natural inborn desire and ability to live in alignment. This idea translates to every area of our lives, not just spirituality.