My life had been shattered into pieces and I felt in a lot of ways I deserved everything that was happening to me....All of my choices slowly brought me to my own corner of hell....opiate addiction-a bad ugly break up, using alcohol to cope and forget. Intead of facing it all and learning from it all......focused on working in Denver and getting experience in the kitchens! Threw myself into the city and tried to focus on career oriented lifestyle......but I wasn't happy and I needed to heal.

PTSD and addiction almost killed me. It did in a way.