like a talk with you mom, super uncomfortable and unwarranted but needed and definitely coming from a place of love. a reflection of my relationships and soul, an inner-standing of things i have barley begun to grasp.

The flow is unstoppable, and so are the words coming out of my mouth. this episode encompasses my mind under the influence of psychedelics and how the perception of life changes and morphs to fit each one of us.

why is it that it’s everyone else’s problem to fix what you have allowed to break? why is it so easy to place the responsibility of your emotions onto others? aren’t you in control of that?

Throughout our journey we pick up things that make us feel as if we were too good to get it as bad as we did. But the reality is, good people get bad cards. Not because we aren’t deserving of something better, but because growth is painful and you have a lot of growing to do. Gratitude for the things that broke me because without them i would never know how delicate i must treat myself.

we must learn how to remove our lens of judgment when we look at the world. we see everything through eyes that are biased, leading us to miss out on the beauty of what surrounds us. suffering is the first step of healing, we all must suffer to grow. but you choose how long you suffer, you choose to hold onto your pain until it consumes you.

A powerful voice is only heard if it speaks. Today we go through my mind, and no matter how blank it may be, a lot happens in there. One cut of full thoughts for me and you both to chew on. A loud voice with an even louder silence, try not to get lost.

We crack and we crumble, but can you find beauty in the broken pieces? or is a new picture too scary for you to look at? Divine chaos is the only way to keep us on our toes, you can walk the tiny circle you were given, or you can explore the world. Let’s help each other take steps to a more vibrant life filled with love. This episode is chaotic in itself, divinely chaotic if you will ;)

Today we talk about many things, some being more lighthearted than others. But overall we discussed the importance of not identifying with who you “think” you are, and just simply being.