Pat Hayden has an interview that is raw and powerful. Confined to her bedroom for decades due to programming, she has insights and wisdom from finding healing with God and freedom from horrific abuse. Hear about the box she inherited from her father and grandfather and what it contained. Follow her journey of devastation that led her to a decision to kill herself but found her getting saved instead. Listen to the grief of the decades lost and the hope as she opens the curtains for the first time and notices the softly falling snow landing on a forest of pines under her window. There is a trigger warning for this episode as she talks about some hard rituals. If you are a survivor and would like to join a support group, go to Christian Women SRA Survivor Support Group on facebook and ask to join. If you would like to support this coffee, find me at buymeacoffee.com/onlygod or find the support button on Anchor or Spotify where for $5.99 you can access special episodes called "Lisa's World." Thank you for your ongoing support and encouragement.