In this episode, Peanut (a.k.a polyphonic_peanut on Reddit) tells us what it's like to live day-to-day with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD): all his many swings from grandiosity and vulnerablity, and much in between.

He describes what it was like to become self-aware, and how he relates his present day fragmented experience and NPD traits to the chaotic and neglectful family environment in which he was raised.

He then points to the Schema Therapy as a key resource for self-understanding and management of his disorder.