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Pedologues Episode #18


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Episode #18 of Pedologues.

Pedologues is a podcast focused on issues surrounding inter-generational relationships, pedophilia, child sexuality, culture, society's views on these issues, law, and everyday life.

Pedologues Episode 18 (20 March 2006) Rookiee, Technie, and Aqua summary:

Introduction.

(00:36 to 07:19)

Hospitalised.

Technie: I try to help people. There’s a reason for this. At 6 years old, I was struck with a disease with high temperature. I went into coma and was hospitalised. A young man called Aaron came into my life. He was 16yo and still at school. Whilst in hospital, he took a special interest and tended to me whilst I was in coma. When I came round he was washing me. He saw me open my eyes and smile, and ran down the corridor screaming he’s awake, he’s awake. A week later, braces were fitted and electrodes placed on me to stimulate muscular function and tone. All I can recall is electricity running through my body. Aaron had to leave when this happened because of my screams. (07:20 to 11:27)

Back home.

Technie: Three months later I was sent home. My father’s funds to keep me there had run out. Aaron tracked me down and introduced himself to my parents. He said he was there to see how their son was getting on. They said go ahead, we don’t give a fuck. Aaron found me in a crib with a second crib upside down on top to stop me falling out. A neighbourhood kid called James came with Aaron to visit me. James was one year younger than me. He became my best friend. They taught me to squirm around like a snake, using my forearms to make me move. (11:28 to 14:11)

First step.

Technie: Aaron used his old car to visit; that’s how he took care of me. One day, I managed to take a first step. I intended to surprise Aaron by showing him what I could do. As they arrived, I attempted three steps but fell face down on the floor and injured myself. They found me covered in blood. My feelings for Aaron and James are what helped me to walk again. No-one since has equaled the unselfish love Aaron gave me. (14:12 to 16:59)

Birthday cake.

Technie: Aaron and James were coming over to celebrate a birthday. Aaron said: I have assigned you my birthday, your twelve and a half birthday. We will go to a restaurant. I said: I cannot go. He said: you can go because I am going to be there. You will have your first birthday cake with twelve and a half candles. When the day came I waited and waited, but they never showed. I found out why four days later. They set out, but at a railway crossing, a barrier failed. As they crossed the track, a train hit them and both were killed. I totally withdrew into myself, hating everything and everyone, simply because my Aaron and my James had been taken from me. Two perfectly healthy individuals, and there was me stuck in a chair with braces. When I finally came to my senses, three or four years after, I began to start paying Aaron back for what he had done for me. I have been doing it ever since. So that is why I am the way I am. (17:00 to 19:59)

Marriage and family.

Rookiee: so you were married for how many years? Technie: I was married twice. My first wife was 17 and we were together for three years, but she was killed in a car wreck. I was 23. When I married my second wife, she already had three kids. Within two years we adopted sixteen more kids ranging from three months to twelve years; three were girls. Rookiee: why so many? Technie: once we started, we couldn’t stop. These were unwanted kids, disabled kids, even kids in trouble with the law. We had a lot of fun times and a lot of hard times. We took the kids everywhere we went; we had two buses. One child, James, who passed since, was black. While shopping, a big woman approached me and asked: is that your son? I said: most definitely. She said: but he is black! Do you let him eat at your table? I said: no we feed him outside. She said: good, that’s the way you need to treat them. I said: do you know who else is outside? All of us, and we are having a barbecue, and you are not invited. (20:00 to 25:36)

Death.

Technie: everyone I have taken care of has been no problem. Dealing with end of life situations can be the most difficult; you must keep constant focus. What happens to your heart when a boy loves you because you are there for him at a time when he thinks everyone is against him, or, when even his own parents don’t come into his bedroom to care for him? For an end of life situation, I tried to teach a child to think that death is not death; it is just an extension to living. My kids are all grown now, those still alive. (29:59 to 32:43)

Divorce.

Technie: I travelled a long distance to see my twin brother who I hadn’t seen in sixteen years. Whilst there, my brother and his wife accessed my Yahoo account using a key logger. They discovered my supposed gay ‘other’ lifestyle. They then contacted my wife and broke the news. On the strength of that news, my wife of 34 years sued for divorce, for the sake of her political career and her new social circle. (32:44 to 40:52)

People are unique.

Rookie: do you feel there is a difference between being gay and being a boy lover? Technie: every human being on this planet is unique. If I place a label on you, I too can expect to be labelled, so I seek to judge no one. If I did, I would be seeking to control you. (40:53 to 41:59)

Boy Story.

Technie: I told Boy Story, you need someone in your life. I am here to help you do that. I cannot be that person because you seek to control. ‘But you cater to my every need.’ I do, but I do not cater for your wants. People do not love me for the real me; they do not look into my eyes to see the mirror of my soul. They do not look at my heart. They only look at what I can do for them. The last time he had a heart attack was 2am. The doctor told me, if it wasn’t for you, there would have been no tomorrow for him. (42:00 to 44:10)

Ashley.

Technie: I knew what Boy Story needed. I heard Ashley’s voice on Skype. I asked Boy Story to describe Ashley in detail. I said: that boy has a heart. One day I met Ashley. He asked me, why I am getting so close to Boy Story? I said: you both need each other. Boy Story asked a similar question, and I gave him the same response. The two are a good match because one needs to be controlled; the other seeks to control. Both were in danger if they hadn’t met when they did. Ashley was lonely. His only life was being online in his single room, occasional shopping or visiting his dad. (44:11 to 49:27)

Waffle. (49:28 to 56:24)

What is a boy lover?

Technie: he has to give four things of himself. One: is his head, and I am talking about the thing that keeps his ears apart. Two: is his heart. Three: is his time. Four: is his money. As a paedophile, you see both the physical and emotional beauty of a child, and you nurture him. You tell the child: I am your mentor, your teacher, your counsellor, and your friend. That is all. There is no greater thing I can do for you. If you become intimate with that child, then you give him your life. Is that you want? If you bed with him, he becomes secondarily your young friend, and primarily your lover. You have given that child equal status to yourself. You both have eyes for nothing more than each other. (56:25 to 01:02:04)

Age factors.

Technie: is a child capable of having an intimate relationship with a grown man without being adversely affected? Who determines that? It all depends on who that relationship is with. It has nothing to do with chronological age. That is a stigma manufactured by modern society. The risk is: that part of society he hates and that is inside him leads to a wider problem, making you history. Mentor him such that he knows what the risks are. If the child is content with that, then you will both have success. (01:02:05 to 01:05:24)

Philosophy and religion. (01:05:25 to 01:47:32)

Authority figures.

Rookiee: What is your view of the paedophile priest controversy and the scandal to cover it up? Technie: depends on how far they have gone. Recall the third step: making the child your equal. Rookiee: What is your view of people in authority? The age of consent in Canada is 14, but such people cannot be intimate with 14 year olds. Technie: if you are intimate with a 14 year old and in authority over him, then he becomes your slave. It can only work when the two of you are equal, which may mean having to relinquish the position of authority over him. The same action a lawyer needs to take when taking on known to them. (01:47:33 to 01:51:55)

Parent, teacher, pupil.

Technie: with regard to girls and boys, the parents, and their parents, are at fault because they trained you to be not equal. They tell their daughters to keep their legs together no matter what, because innocence will be lost. With little brother, they’ll say, go get it, you scored. Rookiee: more stigma attached to a boy-teacher relationship, than a girl-teacher one. Technie: the ‘gay relationship’ is the problem. In ancient Greece, parents would bring their child to the pederast teacher to be taught male to male about what sex and everything else was all about. It was not frowned upon, but these days it is sexual intercourse with a minor. (01:51:55 to 01:54:02)

Girl love vs. Boy love.

Rookiee: is there a difference between girl love and boy love? Technie: yes. Rookiee: David Riegel, a Dutch boy love author, maintains that responsible boy love is distinct from girl love, the latter being premature heterosexuality. Technie: as far as love goes, no difference. As for the reasons for that love, yes, there is a difference. There two communities are different, but neither should forget each other. If they act as one, then can accomplish far more than if kept separate. (01:54:03 to 01:57:59)

Philosophy and religion. (01:58:00 to 02:10:40)

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