Perfectly Flawed

Perfectly Flawed

By Renee FoxHealth & Fitness
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Perfectly Flawed episodes

  • Mubal Azzam Ibrahim - Olympic swimmer from the Maldives

    In this episode, I am joined by Mubal Azzam Ibrahim. Mubal competed at his first Olympics in Tokyo 2021 representing his home country, the Maldives. Mubal was born and raised in the Maldives before moving to Australia at the age of 17, leaving school early to pursue his dream of swimming. Basing himself in Melbourne at Surrey Park and attending Swinburne University, was a big adjustment. He has been able to immerse himself in what he describes as an intense and fierce swimming culture and absolutely loves it! Mubal was able to provide an insight into what its like competing internationally and his lockdown lead into the Olympics. Mubal is a hardworking teammate of mine and it was awesome being able to chat with him on the podcast and provide a platform for him to share his journey so far. I hope you enjoy the episode!

    You can follow her on Instagram @mubalazzam

    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast

    44 min
  • Jenna Strauch - Olympic debut after major illness setback
    In this episode, I am joined by Jenna Strauch. Jenna competed at her first Olympics in Tokyo in 2021. Jenna talks about her start in swimming in country Victoria. She had a great start in her career, making junior Australian teams before falling very ill, in and out of hospital for some time leading to her not being able to swim. After an extensive period away from the sport to recover Jenna was back to it and after finishing school packed up her life in 4 days to make the move to Queensland. Whilst being ill was a major setback it also led to many unwelcomed comments about her body and appearance. Jenna is also a big advocate for mental health and sports psychology which we discuss further. She has achieved so much in her swimming career so far and I cant wait to see what her future holds. I loved chatting with Jenna, and it was captivating to hear her journey. I hope you enjoy it!
    You can follow her on Instagram @jenna_strauch
    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast
    43 min
  • Matt Wilson - the roller coaster of an Olympic swimmer
    In this episode, I am joined by Matt Wilson. Matt Wilson competed at his first Olympics in Tokyo in 2021. Matt starts by talking about the beginning of his career and he has mainly swum the individual medley before switching to the breaststroke before the 2016 Rio Olympic trials as he could have a better chance and has continued with it. He has been a part of a few senior Australian swim teams and has had a number of setbacks through his career including his recent battle with a shoulder injury. Matt talks about how sport is a roller coaster with massive highs and extreme lows and just to enjoy and appreciate every moment of it. He talked about his upcoming goals and even shared an embarrassing story so make sure you listen to the whole episode as you definitely don’t want to miss it. I hope you enjoy the episode!
    You can follow him on Instagram @matt_wilson28
    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast
    35 min
  • Quick grounding meditation

    In this episode, I talk you through a mindfulness exercise.  In our modern-day world, as many find themselves ‘caught up in the mind,’ we often lack a full sense of being ‘grounded.’ When we are grounded, we are deeply present with the body, with the breath, and with the world around and within us. The mind is at greater ease and we move through our day with greater presence. The good news is that when we are feeling ungrounded, a simple grounding practice can bring us back into the earth and into our bodies. This simple exercise is an example of that. I hope you find this exercise helpful and you can play me over and over whenever you need it!

    There is no intro or outro so you can just focus on the exercise!

    Reflection questions:

    1. How did it feel to ground yourself in this way? Which parts of it were the most settling for you (i.e. connecting with the earth, with the breath, or with your body)?

    2. How did your sense of presence change from before the practice to the end of it? Reflect upon any shifts that occurred in both mind and body.


    You can follow me on Instagram @reneeeeefox

    To keep up to date with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast

    3 min
  • Hamish McDougall - Swimming and how risk and failure go hand in hand

    In this episode, I am joined by Hamish McDougall. Hamish has been swimming a long time and has been at Surrey Park Swim Club his whole life. Hamish is recently retired from competitive swimming, and it was a great opportunity to chat with him about his career. He talked about how he started out and then when it became more serious around his teenage years. He speaks to the lessons he’s learnt as well as the setbacks and highlights. Failure, risks, friendships, team trips, and defining success are just some of the insightful topics Hamish touches on. Hamish has had a great swimming career and is looking forward to his next chapter in life some of which involved sharing his wisdom with the next generation of swimmers. I could chat to Hamish for hours and a part 2 maybe something to keep your eye out for. I hope you enjoy this chat as much as I did!

    You can follow him on Instagram @hamishmcdougall1

    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast

    59 min
  • Back to sleep meditation
    In this episode, I talk you through a mindfulness exercise.  In our modern-day world with technology, it can be hard to stay asleep. This short get back to sleep meditation is an exercise to assist you with getting back to sleep. It helps you feel comfortable and relaxed and includes coutning your breaths. I hope you find this exercise helpful and you can play me over and over whenever you need it!
    There is no intro or outro so you can just focus on the exercise!
    You can follow me on Instagram @reneeeeefox
    To keep up to date with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast
    8 min
  • Ryan Maskelyne - Olympian, swimming, guilt and self-doubt

    In this episode, I am joined by Ryan Maskelyne. Ryan is originally from Papua New Guinea and represented his country in his first Olympics in Tokyo 2021. Ryan moved to Australia at the age of 14 to attend boarding school and went from training 3 times a week to 9 times a week in Brisbane. Ryan spoke about his transition to Australia and how his swimming career has grown and evolved. In 2018 after a passport wait his commonwealth games dream didn’t come to fruition. This then led him to quit swimming and getting caught up in the college lifestyle. After hitting what Ryan describes as undiagnosed depression, he made the decision that something needed to change and returned to swimming. Ryan had a mentally tough lead into Tokyo but worked tirelessly to ensure he could nail the perfect race. Ryan has many goals and aspirations to continue to make his country and himself proud. It was awesome to hear Ryan’s perspective on swimming and I hope you enjoy the episode!

    You can follow him on Instagram @ryan_maskelyne

    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast

    Michael Phelps Under Armour ad: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDQDTPWNcQ0 

    Rise and Grind video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tzm6TEManmQ&t=15s 

    46 min
  • Sleep coundown meditation
    In this episode, I talk you through a mindfulness exercise.  In our modern-day world with technology, it can be hard to fall asleep. This short sleep countdown meditation is an exercise to assist you with getting to sleep. It begins with helping you feel comfortable and relaxed before the countdown begins. Starting at 50 and slowly counting towards 0 before falling asleep. I hope you find this exercise helpful and you can play me over and over whenever you need it!
    There is no intro or outro so you can just focus on the exercise!
    You can follow me on Instagram @reneeeeefox
    To keep up to date with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast
    4 min
  • Kiah Melverton - Olympics, swimming, body image, confidence, rest

    In this episode, I am joined by Kiah Melverton. Kiah is a swimmer who competed in her first Olympics in Tokyo in 2021. Kiah grew up with both lifesaving and swimming. Swimming didn’t become her first priority until she was around 15. Kiah has always loved being in the water and as she has learnt a lot along the way in her career so far. Kiah opens up about her experiences with body image, comparison, and confidence particularly around the pool deck and in the presence of other female swimmers. We also chat about the importance of rest and how much of a learning curve that is and how we are both still trying to navigate through its many challenges including guilt. Kiah speaks about her self-talk, doubt, and the pressure she puts on herself and gives an insight into how this presented itself in one of her races. Kiah was awesome to chat to and I was able to learn and relate to so many things we discussed. I hope you enjoy the episode!

    You can follow her on Instagram @melvertonkiah

    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast

    53 min
  • Lachlan Carter - swimming and the mental struggles that come with it
    In this episode, I am joined by Lachlan Carter. Lachlan is a swimmer at Griffith University swim club. Lachlan started squad swimming at a young age but when confronted with being unconformable with his body image he quit swimming at the age of 12. After some time away he started back up again at 17 and has been swimming ever since. He now has a better relationship with his body and he also opens up about his struggles particularly in 2020 when COVID-19 hit. Lachlan had periods of feeling really depressed and not wanting to live anymore. With the support of his partner Taylor, he spoke to a psychologist and has developed many tools which has led him to being in a much better place. Lachlan was very open and honest in our chat about everything he has experienced thus far and also gave an insight into his upcoming goals. I hope you enjoy this episode!
    You can follow him on Instagram @lachlan__carter
    To keep up with the podcast follow the Instagram page @perfectly_flawed_podcast
    45 min

About Perfectly Flawed

From the publisher's feed

Welcome to the Perfectly Flawed Podcast hosted by Renee Fox. A podcast about resilience in sport chatting to a variety of up-and-coming athletes, both Paralympians, and Olympians, world record holders to experts in high performance. This is a space where you can hear real conversations about what goes on behind the scenes because whilst there are some incredible highs there are also some really tough lows. If anything in these episodes is triggering for you or you feel like you need assistance, please contact a health professional or Lifeline on 13 11 14