Phidippus

Influence by Eric Salazar

Soft Glow by Eric Salazar

Terminal Mental Implant by Eric Salazar

All our sadness like endless tears

the weight we carry makes days last weeks

delicate pain makes us alone

and we carry on in silence

our mind is turned vicious

cutting ourselves to pieces

we couldn't be any less

again and again we say we failed

again and again we say we are less than nothing

you forgot we love you didn't you?

hate yourself and we'll just love you more

you forgot we love you didn't you?

kill yourself and we'll just love you more

before you take that final step

find the tallest mountain and climb to the top

a boy counts the stars at night

endless awe upon his face

they are a million different colors

they are a million shapes and sizes

an endless source of joy

when he pulls the covers to his chin

and pushes his eyelids closed

he can still see the ocean of black and lights

an endless smile spreads across his lips

don't ever forget we love you

hate yourself and we'll just love you more

don't ever forget we love you

kill yourself and we'll just love you more

at the top of the mountain

count the stars

over and over and over

until you know how many there are

and just breathe

just breathe

My brain is an afterthought

sometimes its just overwrought

without medication

my brain is conflagration

I hear voices in my head

they won't let me get to bed

they tell me what to do

and say things untrue

they always argue with me

why won't they let me be?

I should invite them to a party

we'll have crumpets and tea

then kick them out

with a great big shout

the voice in my head

isn't always my own

the voice in my head

is full of lies sometimes

cut it out, take it out

silence the voice

now that I'm sane

I can't really complain

the voices have gone away

in the recesses of my mind they'll stay

every now and then one pops out

with some shit to spout

like the lyrics of this song

which aren't very strong

so I'm still a little crazy

I take pills that make me hazy

but that's the price I pay

every day

to quiet the noise in my brain

that can be such a drain

the voice in my head

isn't always my own

the voice is in my head

is full of lies sometimes

cut it out, take it out

silence the voice

I'll make peace one day

then it will slip away

but I will always find a way to live with the noise

threatening my poise

the voices aren't done with me

they never will be

I have to learn to live with them

better make friends with them

or they'll just keep bitching

and keep me twitching

the voice in my head

isn't always my own

the voice in my head

is full of lies someetimes

cut it out, take it out

silence the voice

the voice in my head

isn't always my own

the voice in my head

is full of lies someetimes

cut it out, take it out

silence the voice

Estamos juntos como cuchillos

Tu estás dormida

Yo estoy despierto

mis manos en tu cuerpo

Te despierto

Tomo la copa de tus senos y te beso

Ven cerca

come closer

Ven Cerca

come closer

We make love

Hacemos amor

El atardecer saluda tu desnudes

Como sudamos

Calor en aumento frente a nosotros

manos en manos y boca en boca

Ven cerca

come closer

Ven cerca

come closer

We make love

Hacemos amor

I am yours, you are mine

until the end of time

twin stars, our love secured by gravity

we outshine, we outshine

we defy entropy

No puedo estar parado màs

Se que tu estás cerca también

boca abierta

es en tus ojos

Solo mantenme apretado

Come closer

ven cerca

Come closer

ven cerca

We make love

hacemos amor

I want to come inside you

I want to live inside you

a pebble in your pond

concentric rings spiral outwards

I want to come inside you

I want to live

a pebble in your pond

concentric rings spiral

out and out and out and outward

shine so bright

shine so bright

my body glows hot

my body glows hot

in your gravity

in your gravity

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizon sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

its not a matter of time

its just a matter for time

sky touch the sky

sky touch the sky

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

sky touch the sky

between thought and rhyme

between thought and rhyme

is just a matter of time

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizonn sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

its not a matter of time

its just a matter for time

sky touch the sky

sky touch the sky

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

sky touch the sky

between thought and rhyme

between thought and rhyme

is just a matter of time

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizonn sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream pieces of bits

Today is going to be a good day

I've already come this far

left the dead far behind

they're never going to catch up to me

I'm free to wander the open road

these hands used to be covered in blood

but I washed them clean

there's no evidence of violence

except the memories in my mind

there the dead haunt me

their faces never fade

forever frozen in that moment of death

when all life slips away

leaving an empty husk

the rain is starting to fall

thunder rolls and lightning crashes

falling water turns to flood

it could wash me away

I wish the rain could wash away my evils

cleanse me, purify me

my body is stained black

and only God can save me

I'm just a soldier

I feel like all I know is the gun

I hold it like a lover

and wield like a sword

hell is waiting for me

I've killed the innocent

they want revenge

their fingers claw at me in my dreams

I confess every day

and cry over alcohol every night

maybe I'm just born to hold a gun

and that's as good as I'm going to get

I just couldn't be a better person

I tried many times, but the suit and tie never fit

I'm a killer, I belong in hell

Packed my suitcase, I'm ready to go

I'm at the crossroad, I'm ready to go

I ain't waiting for an angel

I'm waiting for the devil

I hear the sound of hellhounds

growling in the distance

they're getting closer

a figured cloaked in darkness appears

he points to me

(and everything goes black) x12

I went to heaven

they didn't want me

I went to hell

they said welcome home

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizon sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

its not a matter of time

its just a matter for time

sky touch the sky

sky touch the sky

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

sky touch the sky

between thought and rhyme

between thought and rhyme

is just a matter of time

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizonn sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

its not a matter of time

its just a matter for time

sky touch the sky

sky touch the sky

its not a matter of time

its just a matter of time

sky touch the sky

between thought and rhyme

between thought and rhyme

is just a matter of time

Between thought and rhyme lies matter to time no constant blue expanding eye blind thought entwine horizonn sigh breath mine to climb altar shine spinning clouds above the rind peel the skin expose light rays of flame that burn the mind cascading flowing hands reach high drink to get drunk on life aloft we float downstream pieces of bits

Baby, my body's a party tonight

and i wanna take my clothes off

naked, i'll do a little dance

get in the way

clothes always get in the way

I am addicted

I need a 12 step group

I need shock therapy

my urges are making me blind

my eee i eee urges

(this is a perfect drug) x 11

baby, i'm taking my clothes off for you

my body's a party tonight

brand new sensations

manual stimulation

makes me think hard about you

I am addicted

I need a 12 step group

I need medication

my urges are making me blind

my eee i eee urges

my mistress is fantastic

she's made of metal and plastic

her thumbnails are hot

she makes me go pop

people say i should stop

but i'm trapped in a web of lust

somebody kill my mouse

and bust me out of my house

somebody release me

baby, i can't take my eyes off of you

my body's a party tonight

i like the way you pose for me

just for me

the sirens of cyberspace keep calling me

I am addicted

I need a 12 step group

I need a straightjacket

my urges are making me blind

my eee i eee urges